openhanded-depression

*Not promoting anything* *Trigger warning* 24F Demipansexual complicated & useless Other account: the-ana-diares ... im sorry I'm just a someone with alot running through my mind #mysecretfamily

[http-xxaxx]

[valentina-poem]

[sadness-undertone]

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[coffeecutsandcigarettes]

[openhanded-depression]

I'm lost...please...leave me be...

[lost-in-my-broken-mind-deactiva]

“One minute they ache to touch you, the next day they want nothing to do with you. Feelings are a fickle thing. You want answers, you need closure, and now you’re laying awake at night trying to hold yourself together because you allowed yourself to be vulnerable. You are full of love for someone who saw what you had to offer – and they decided they didn’t want it. This, an unbearable version of the many forms of loneliness.”

— N.M.Sanchez (via wnq-writers)

[threebabies]

have you ever been so sad you were unable to cry but felt all of your feelings slowly exploding inside you

[openhanded-depression]

My depression is back and it can't keep up and it's dragging me backwards along with it. How do I go forwards when it's holding me backwards?

[openhanded-depression]

This shitty feeling,

This shitty moment,

This shitty life,

It isn't forever.

But it sure is taking its sweet time..

[openhanded-depression]

Why do I keep coming back here everytime it gets bad?

Why do I get myself into toxic friendships and toxic relationships?

Why am I like this?

[openhanded-depression]

Somehow I always find my way back here no matter how well life seems to get. This time it's because I doubt my relationship and I doubt my whole life. He actually put his hands on me last night. I keep ignoring the signs but I don't know why. I don't know how much longer I can do this for. Do I still love him?

[openhanded-depression]

I've never felt so small. I've opened up my heart to someone new recently; he tore it to shreds. I was silly. I've been alone fore so many years and I guess that I just didn't wanna let him go because of that. I didn't realize that I was that desperate for love. I hues that I didn't realize how alone I was really was until now. U just want someone to hug me, to hold me, and to never let go. I just want to be loved.

[openhanded-depression]

I accidentally hit a cat with my car. I brought him him and he died as soon as I made it to the door. I was hoping my mom could help him but she couldn't. I will never forget what happened. He didn't dereference that. Someone out there could be looking for him right now. I screamed as loud as I could and immediately turned around to check on him. I wish we had 24hr veterinarians open around here because that was just awful. He could never of made it and that just breaks my heart. That poor baby didn't deserve this life. This happened only an hour ago and I don't think I could ever forget this moment. Ever

[sa-dnesss]

[missingyouonly]

[thebookquotes]

The truth was I was tired way underneath my skin. I was tired where even I couldn't see. I do not know how that happened. How I ended up like that. It all happened so fast.

— Rebecca Wells, The Divine Secrets of the Ya-Ya Sisterhood