Addicted to Dreams

Natural escapist. Opiates+Benzos+X,Y,Z = Me.I've seen my share. Anything else you wanna know, just ask me. Anything at all.

[mokequeen]

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Small Ways To Improve Your Life

make your bed to immediately make your room look more put together

water first, then coffee or tea

pray or meditate, even just for ten minutes, to set the tone for your day

browse the news headlines ( & read the articles that interest you when you’ve got time)

wear something you feel b o m b in

listen to music while doing your daily activities-commuting, cleaning, cooking, exercising

smile at at least two people

smile at YOURSELF

call or message someone you love

eat food that makes you feel radiant

make lists of things you need to accomplish for the day

stretch for 10 minutes

record in your phone the positive thoughts you have so you can remember them

carry water with you (always always always)

shut off your phone for an hour and have some ME time

take a hot shower or bath at the end of a stressful day

try to make plans to spend time with someone at least once a week

think about 3 things you are grateful for at the end of each day

do something calming, relaxing, and non-electronic 30 minutes before you sleep

sleep pants-less

[stonerparty]

[sexyjunkieprincessxox-blog]

“You’re like heroin. You’re absolute poison in my veins, but you make me feel alive. I know you’re going to destroy my life, but I can’t get enough of you”

— (via thosemeaningfulwords)

[cuntsandguts]

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by BEN FROST

benfrostisdead

[opiaticmaniac]

Clean going on 4 years

Okay okay, I had a minor slip off from when I dislocated my shoulder and I overindulged a bit. But that passed in less than a week.

I'm proud to say I haven't touched dope in 4 years now. Getting clean hurt my family, nothing was ever the same. Especially my health. I hurt so many people. And I felt lower than trash. Because that's all I saw in the mirror. And that's all that some of my family was more than willing to tell me frequently.

I'm not gonna sit here and give you the same "keep it going, it works!" rhetoric.

If there's anyone that needs to talk, maybe you just wanna vent? Maybe you just need a pressure valve. Bring it on.

Don't worry, I'm not easily offended.

I just wish someone would have been that supportive when I was going through my detox alone.

Sincerely yours,

A friend (＾＾）

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[placeres--desconocidos]

[delicatephantoms]

[saccharineandsalacious]

Addiction. Spending money on drugs instead of necessities. Emptying your bank account for a gram. Starving for days, high on the shit that makes you feel invincible. Stealing from family to make it through the week you say it’s for gas but it’s really for drugs. Giving your body to a man that sees you as a piece of meat just for 300 bucks a week you feel worthless. Addiction. Always wanting to quit but never knowing how. Addiction. Afraid to tell your family because you’re scared they’ll shut you out. Addiction. Snorting lines in your room alone because you have nothing better to do. Addiction. Feeling like the biggest failure for just trying to numb the pain. Addiction.

[spoiledmilkkk]

[lyjerria]

loss of emotional attachment is a blessing

[withering-and-wilting]

[compulsive]

[timbllr]

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