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It's my 11 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳
Wow. Glad to hear it. And yes I'm alive.
Rhapsody III
I keep fighting the same level over and over again. Help!!
I'll be right back soon.
Animorphs #23: The Pretender thoughts (pt. 5):
Controversial opinion incoming: I don't like the end of this book.
Like, this post really sums it up:
Animorphs is not that bad. Cassie's not related to anyone important, at least, and Jake's tie to Tom is mostly just inconvenient. HOWEVER. It's still canon that the Ellimist "stacked the deck" by recruiting Animorphs who are relatives of people like Eva and Elfangor and Tom, and the implication about ~*~superior genes~*~ is still in there.
To me, the reveal about Tobias being related to Elfangor:
Cheapens the message about these being ordinary kids — dumb jocks, bully magnets, screw-ups — who are literally in the wrong place at the wrong time when superheroism gets thrust upon them. Jake is my favorite because he cuts against type for SF heroes: he's not an outsider nerd, he's not talented; he's just some dumb jock who is also kind and brave and optimistic. Giving Tobias the classic SF backstory makes him less relatable, in my book.
Undercuts Tobias's friendship with Ax. Along with the backlash to "they're such good friends they must be in love", I'd like to start a backlash against "they're such good friends they must be related." Because it's still implying that some types of love are more valid than others. The shorms are family before they find out they share genes; do we really need that added element?
Undercuts Tobias's own call to action in the first book. Tobias makes this instant connection with a stranger from another species, in a way that Jake notes only Tobias could ever do, and it ends up pulling all five human kids into the war. There's heartbreaking power to the idea that Tobias is this overflowing with empathy and also naïveté. But whoops, nope, turns out it was a genetic connection all along!
Straight up doesn't make sense? It's a rare case where Animorphs' otherwise pretty good continuity slips up big time — Loren's three husbands, Chapman's contagious amnesia, both Tobias's parents going from "dead" to "missing", Ax's childhood suddenly being illogical. There are so many ret-con gymnastics going on that this twist doesn't feel worth it.
Loses the realism. Animorphs has my love forever for details like Marco not being able to afford admission to the Gardens and Ax fighting tears at the thought of disappointing his dad and Rachel having to be the second parent to her sisters. Tobias having a dogshit home life, just because, and using morphing as a desperate escape hatch — that's realism. That feels perfectly in line with the themes of the series. It feels like things I saw as a kid that no adult, and no other kids' book series, would talk about. Tobias having a dogshit home life because his dad's an alien prince who got time-warped off to fight a cosmic war while his mom was attacked by his dad's ancient enemies and given fantasy!amnesia because of her former role as the first human ever to be mind-controlled... Fuck off. If I wanted fantasy escapism, I'd read a different book.
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To be fair, id argue Tobias being Elfangor's son (beyond them seeming to have some connection when they meet) doesn't really make HIM anymore special or fanatastical as a person. Its not like his alien heritage gives him some special powers and he stil lived his life on Earth as an avaerage kid, magical space reasons or not, his life DID still suck for reasons outside his control. Though I would argue that hits on an an issue I might find more with this twist nowadays: It....doesnt really MATTER?
Like, "Tobias is Elfangors son" feels like a twist that could be done in Animorphs (honestly, they couldve just had him leave either by choice or Andalites coming to Earth to bring him back and Lorens memory just erased by Andalite tech, thus hitting on those themes of war and duty and the Andalites kinds sucking.) But him being Elfanors son doesn't really change anything. Tobias's stories are still more about him being a hawk or being with Rachel. Even his relationship with Ax feels like it should....change more considering Tobias is his nephew. Heck, maybe it'd even be cool to see what the Andalite's as whole think on that. Like, what ARE the Andalite rules for interapecies breeding while in morph? Feels like something that should come up. Hell, how does Tobias feel about Elfangor now, since he has to ASSUME his father abandoned him and his mom to go fight the Yeerks? Resentful? Angry? Hurt? Tobias being Elfangor's son isn't really something that changes anything like it should. I'd even argue Marco's mom being Visser one has more effect because it drastically changes how Marco considers his mission in the war and his motivation.
Like, the twist itself doesnt bother me, its more how it feels like it SHOULD really change more for Tobias in SOME personal way.
No, you're right, and to me that's an extra frustration. I think it'd bother me less if it ended up being setup for a plotline where Tobias communicated with the andalites somehow, or it mattered to, like, the war-prince they negotiate the treaty with in #54. But it's basically just a weird little fun fact for the rest of the series.
And yes, all the other family connections pretty much get a pass from me as well. Tom's role is mostly 'surprise, kid; you thought you could ignore the war but it turns out there's already a yeerk living inside your home." And even when that yeerk does become important for the war effort, it becomes important because of Jake -- it steals the morphing cube and gets a giant promotion by holding Jake's family hostage against him. So that connection isn't coincidence. Ax is similar -- he was the only aristh on his Dome ship because he's Elfangor's little brother, not out of luck.
As you said, Eva and Marco feels more coincidental, but even then you can argue that Marco is an Animorph because of Eva. And it's a major plot point that Marco wants Visser One in particular dead. Just like it's a major plot point that Visser Seventeen* wants Jake in particular dead, just like it's a major plot point that Elfangor's death requires Ax to kill Visser Three.
All this space opera crap with Tobias is just... there. It's never important to the story that Tobias is half andalite, other than being another reason (besides everything we already got with Loren) for Elfangor to love Earth and trust humans. And even then, Elfangor says outright in #23 that he neither knows nor feels attached to Tobias. So it's basically just space opera nonsense.
*Visser Seventeen = the yeerk that controls Tom from #6 - #54, and ends up head of invasion security for the Empire. Whose name we never learn. And who might in fact be several yeerks.
Weird headcanon: The letter says Tobias is Elfangor's son, but is there any actual evidence that's true? Elfangor wasn't there when Tobias was born, he only thinks Tobias is his son because the Ellimist told him so, right? The same Ellimist who sent the letter in the first place? Do we as a fandom consider the Ellimist a trustworthy source now?
Controversial <lightly sarcastic> opinion time!!
I would 100% no questions asked become a voluntary controller ASAP as soon as i realized they were invading earth. Not only that, but I'd take it as life insurance. They're going to kill EVERYONE except hosts? YES PLEASE SIGN ME UP
And another thing: That yeerk would have me fixed up so fast. I genuinely think that ANYONE else could manage my life better than I am currently doing.
Also I get to have a little friend in my head? We would become besties or they would get so annoyed at my constant chattering. I bet the cafeteria food is good too!
POLL TIME!!! Would you be a voluntary controller or nah?
Maaaan, you're like so perfectly demonstrating why the Sharing's cult model works so well. And all the other cult models for that matter. You get thrown into a society that demands that you "excel" somehow through money-making, baby-making, meaning-making... and then gives you no tools for doing so. And then treats you like dirt for not hitting those bars, and blames you for it.
But the Sharing says that you don't have to feel like that anymore, because they've found a way out. A yeerk can take everything away from you, and can do something "better" (certainly more violent, anyway) with it than you ever could. And like, obviously the Sharing is a lightly re-skinned Scientology, but this is why the yeerks are going after people who are lonely or homeless or mentally ill — they know that an offer of control will seem like a mixed blessing rather than a curse.
I've never personally felt that temptation — for me, the bad mental health days have me wanting to pull a Chris McCandless (giving away all my possessions and going off to die in the woods) because the brain demons think that's how I can best help the world. But when the meds are calibrated and the sun is shining and the grief of it all is at bay, I have time to understand that that's unhelpful and to arm myself for the next time those fuckers come out of the mental woodwork.
All of which is a way of saying: self-annihilation is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. And the problem with yeerks isn't mind-control or privacy or someone else wiping your ass when you poop. It's that they bully "consent" out of you, and then once you give it, never ever let you take it back.
sorry but the fact that everyone in hoa was in/found out about sibuna except mick still cracks me tf up. i can just imagine amber giving a speech at nina and fabians wedding talking about all their adventures at school and micks just in the crowd like um what the HELL are you talking about 😭
@incorrectsibunaquotes this is absolutely FRYING me
I think Mick thinks Nina's just a super geek having geek dates with Fabian. Everyone else are just spying and trying to get them together. The LARP thing is just one of those dating things they do. Kinda like Degrassi's Anya and Sev.
Y’all ever think about how Sibuna was also a cult?
... They weren't?
House Of Anubis: How the OG DutchBelgium show was butchered by its English Adaptation Part 3: Appie & Jeroen
Because part 1 and 2 were well received and I recently got questions for future parts, I hereby decided to finally make part 3! This one will tackle Jeroen and Appie, known as Jerome and Alfie in the English adaptation.
First of all, let's start with the second lovable himbo of the cast and one of the primary comedic relief characters, Appie. His character is one of the most obvious cases of the English adaptation neglecting storylines from the OG as well as one you could see how different they were going to be from their OG couterpart from the get-go.
For one, because the first OG actor for Appie quit playing in Het Huis Anubis as he wanted to pursue acting school and work on his craft, they had this plotline of him changing race due to it. I knew the storyline was clearly going to be dropped when I first laid eyes on his English counterpart, but aside from that I want to point out that any main character like Nina could have stayed on the show by making her change actress. This plotline's removal is where my stance on all the changes to Fabian especially as I discussed in part 1 stemming from homophobia towards Fabian's OG actor comes from, because a plotline to keep his love interest and have her remain as the leader is right here. No, Nickelodeon wanted a male heroic lead and I can see right through the bullshit.
In regards to his OG actors, Appie's first actor was Moroccan and his second was black like Alfie and there is of course the third actor from the final movie which served as an epilogue to the series really. Where Appie got cursed and flickered between being his black self and being white, as someone who changed race twice was an ideal sacrifice to this cult so they were trying to raceswap Appie again so he could be their sacrifice. This is also the movie where Appie gets together with Amber at long last. Their relationship is so different in the OG, like it goes from a slow-burn to becoming endgame at the very last adventure and giving all the shippers their moment to rejoice.
Also, small fun fact but the first actor, Achmed Akkabi, became one of those rare teen actors who blew up in a kid's show that actually retained a succesful career as an actor. He's arguably amongst the biggest Dutch millenial actors there is as he's one of the few I can actually name that I recall seeing in recent promoted projects such as Mocro Maffia (note to foreigners: Mocro is Dutch slang, originally stems from them copying the Dutch version of the 'N' word to mean a Moroccan gangster instead as they kind of fill that role in gang as well as rapper culture over here that black people seem to do in the US).
He has never been in a love triangle with Jeroen either. Speaking off the drama the English remake invented in the OG, Jerome being a cheater is too OOC to function. Jeroen literally was a faithful boy in the OG. First, there was Mara but she left after S1. Then in her place, another girl was quickly introduced, Noa who was secretly an Egyptian princess hunted down by a cult. Jeroen loved that girl. He was ready to betray friends and foe, double cross people in what realistically should be an internationally active cult, all just to protect her. The way he fought for Noa and would do anything to keep her safe, that Jeroen being a cheater?! Get out of here! Jeroen was a bad boy, but he was faithful as fuck. Jeroen and Noa were literally the 'bad boy & good girl' trope taken to the next level, and I love the ship (though I have nothing against Maya and her ship with Jeroen. Liliana De Vries is a gorgeous woman, like the OG cast consisted out of so many attractive people I was just a mess as a kid over this show okay).
Jeroen was an icon of an iconic IP, with his catch phrases and overall snarky attitude he was deeply beloved. To this day I low-key wonder if I roast people for being incompetent so often was influenced by Jeroen calling everyone failures all the time. Like the OG was that big to definitely influence the kids swept up in the Sibuna craze and when rewatching the OG all I can say is whenever I watch this guy, 'Alright, I can understand where that trait of mine might stem from'.
Also, shout out to Sven and Achmed's chemistry. They were low-key shippable, which combined with Appie crossdressing once or twice as a joke, makes me feel like Nickelodeon invented the Willow stuff too because Appie and Jeroen were a surprisingly popular ship.
This is a video compilation of Jeroen just calling people failure
Jeroen being the angst of the show:
Jeroen and Appie being shippable:
An Amber x Appie shipping video that actually contains one of Appie's crossdressing scenes (I totally forgot about him dressing up as a ballerina until I saw this video):
A Noa X Jeroen shipping video that uses a song from the OG, Ware Liefde (in English, True Love) of which the male voice actually is Jeroen's! It's one of my favorite's of the Anubis soundtrack.
Reminder to please, watch the dubbed version of the OG! You won't regret it!
Are these the dubbed version?
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Rhapsody
Finally beat 2 again. Very good game. I recommend it. Kururu is fucking amazing. Read her character notes. They're a riot. This help unlock everything in Rhapsody III. I'm out of the fucking forest!!
My Sentai marathon is COMPLETE
After 7 months, I finally finished my Sentai mega-marathon: from Gorenger to Go-Busters! Now I’ve watched ALL the 41 Sentai shows (and I’m continuing Lupin/Patranger). Next will be Akibaranger. Here is my personal ranking, from the one I disliked the most to the one I loved the most. KEEP IN MIND I don’t intend to offend anyone if I consider a specific Sentai to be “bad” while it’s loved by someone else; don’t take it personally (it happened to me last month).
BAD #41 - Denziman (1980) #40 - J.A.K.Q. (1977) #39 - Jetman (1991) #38 - Ohranger (1995) #37 - Goggle V (1982) #36 - Gaoranger (2001) #35 - Zyuohger (2016) #34 - Liveman (1988)
MEDIOCRE #33 - Go-Onger (2008) #32 - Ninninger (2015) #31 - Sun Vulcan (1981) #30 - Megaranger (1997) #29 - Zyuranger (1992) #28 - Gingaman (1998) #27 - Carranger (1996) #26 - Shinkenger (2009) #25 - Changeman (1985)
AVERAGE #24 - Boukenger (2006) #23 - Magiranger (2005) #22 - Goseiger (2010) #21 - Gorenger (1975) #20 - Battle Fever J (1979) #19 - Dekaranger (2004) #18 - Bioman (1984) #17 - Fiveman (1990) #16 - GoGoFive (1999) #15 - Turboranger (1989) #14 - Hurricaneger (2002) #13 - Kakuranger (1994)
GOOD #12 - Flashman (1986) #11 - Maskman (1987) #10 - Dynaman (1983) #9 - Gokaiger (2011) #8 - Abaranger (2003) #7 - ToQger (2014) #6 - Kyoryuger (2013) #5 - Dairanger (1993) #4 - Timeranger (2000) #3 - Go-Busters (2012) #2 - Gekiranger (2007) #1 - Kyuranger (2017)
I think I may have to watch all of these sometime...
Historia Serpentum et Draconum, 1640.
Ulisse Aldrovandi (1522-1605) is considered the founder of modern Natural History. Along with the collection of worldwide specimens, which were one of the first Wunderkammer, he used to collect drawings of animals hard to find or preserve. Thanks to artists like Agostino Carracci, Teodoro Ghisi, Jacopo Ligozzi, he created an archive of 8000 sheets, from which 3000 planks are still preserved in Bologna.
Very nice
future headcanon: Nina after graduation started writing her sibuna adventures. They quickly became a children’s book series. (obviously for reasons of privacy she changed the names) the books soon became bestsellers, and then had a film adaptation. The films have also been successful, despite the complaints of book-loving purists, but with hype for the saga, many theories have also been born, including the one in which the events told are real.
I mean, the events were... but how would they know that?
Flashback I thought of
A huge bang littered the surrounding area. The crash blew the yard around her. But the girl felt nothing out of the ordinary. Pain was her constant companion in life. All due to her degenerative disease and failing cybernetics. So. Forcing herself up, proved no different than usual. She brushed herself off.
A minor trip from the sun to the moon then to earth hurts. Gravity's quite a pain. Seriously. But hey. Her kingstone devoured to the suit to fix her injuries. Her eighth cousin's previous work handcrafted into cybernetics. Thus created a more appropriate rider form for the Century King, Shadow Moon. Now. She can enjoy the ability to fight evil like the rest of her family.
The formerly frail 6 year old smiled. She felt herself rocketing up into the air as joy filled her body. Her brown hair swaying in the air as she met the sky. Sure her distant cousin, Sumiko, might have a heart attack... but hey. Her cybernetics appeared fixed... well more stable than last time. She could move her arms all the way without feeling any pain now. In fact, the strange parts utilized in fixing her molded well into her body alongside her new cybernetics created by the cannibalized suit, her natural cybernetics and mutation. The mutation inherited from her great grandfather. And she has the new rider form to enjoy. Whatever the man did, fixed her enough to grant her an actual rider form. "Yes!! I'm fixed!! I'm fixed! I'm fixed! I finally have a true blue rider form! YES!!"
In gratitude she turns to the very confused strange brown haired man. His face scrunched up to analyze her. Everything he knew felt challenged by the pale, brown eyed, wavy long brown haired child. There's strange metal in her body along with other non human parts based off grasshoppers, grasshopper like insects and locust. Parts of her look decrepit at best. She never had an Agito seed, yet she had some grongi genetic information along with some lords and other creatures. Her bloodline had definitely had his touch from the time of Amneris. That he definitely could tell. She had access to an imperfect rider form. One she used a stolen suit cobbled together to compensate for. The newcomer bowed in gratitude, while her words reach sonic speed. "Thankyou! Thankyou!! Thankyou!"
So. Nina has a different rider form before? Wait. She's related to an actual sentai character and to cops?
... why does this seem to explain Nina's inability to lie or her tendencies to blame herself for everything?
my friend (who is a cis female) asked me today to stop using the word “girlie” to address her sometimes because she said it made her “ears all crunkly” and so I said no problem obviously
So i just want to take a second to give you a friendly reminder that gender dysphoria is not just experienced by trans/nonbinary/anyone and everyone else under the genderqueer umbrella! Cis people feel gender dysphoria too and thats okay! :)
Spread the word.
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