not pro

i got deactivated sadly hw: 193lbs gw: 97lbs cw: 153.5 binge free days: 5

[nomediocre]

[daviddobrikssflamethrower-deact]

I miss the blonde ngl 🥺🥺

[aliceinwondercloset]

[skinnythighsandlittlelies]

[b0nesnflowers]

I don’t count Boba calories, it’s one of my few joys in life.

[orangejuicesippycup]

ive binged for the past 5 days but starting tomorrow i literally won’t be able to binge and i’m so excited for that because i need this i need to not binge.

[orangejuicesippycup]

i’m gonna eat two meals a day everyday, i won’t be able to count calories starting in 9 days because i’ll be visiting family who don’t have wifi but i will still be able to weigh myself to keep me on track. as long as i don’t binge i will lose weight this way, it may be slower progress than i’m used to but progress is progress🌸🤍

[orangejuicesippycup]

i took too many laxitives ow

[orangejuicesippycup]

TW

i’m crying i was 153 yesterday and binged and woke up today at 158 which caused me to binge again, i just want yesterday’s body back but i’ve ruined it i’ll probably wake up in the 160´s tomorrow even though i was so close to the 140’s literally yesterday :(( if i wake up tomorrow in the 160’s i will kill myself i really will.

[drunkenhills]

Listen. Cut your own hair. Dye it blue, then shave it off when you’re bored of it. Wear that outfit with those shoes. Paint your nails with all the colors of the rainbow. Get that tattoo. Go to the movies alone. Get coffee, then drink it at that special place you like. Mouth the words of the song you’re listening to on public transport. Put that thing on your wall. Bake. Draw. Dance in your underwear. Life is so much better when you don’t give a fuck

[orangejuicesippycup]

i just cracked and binged, i ate an entire frozen pizza. didn’t even cook it just thawed it slightly in the microwave and ate it cold and wet. i hate myself it was disgusting , this disorder is going to kill me

[suite2330]

[kim-jisoo]

[lola-fabian]

[saltyteenagecocktail]

I want to be skinny but I also want to eat endless amounts of food. My solution? A binge starve cycle that never results in any weight loss but instead depression, isolation and the constant urge to die.

[butterflyclips-sparklylips]

x

[orangejuicesippycup]

🌸🖤