SAD BLACK BOY CENTRAL

@orarewebitches

I'm an amalgamation of a bunch of shit. And lately most of it has just been my tears lbs.

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is it possible to spite your own pride.

they don’t tell you that selfcare is actually hard and at it’s worst it’s kinda lonely as fuck, but I’m on the wave and hopefully I’ll be better for it.

Letting people go is difficult for me but that shit been a needed beat. I had a lot of toxic dynamics and a lot of friendships that weren’t growing within my inner circle. Also, I’m a person with issues setting boundaries in the first place so I over exerted my functions in things. Change is also difficult for me, but I’m coming into a place of accepting that shit for the positives. Speaking of being “positive” dealing with my status is also been an up and down kind of thing but that’s also something I’ve yet to rant about on my tumblr.

#idk g im really just procrastinating cuz ion wanna clean up

Getting angry at myself because I feel like I’m expressing myself to someone who ultimately doesn’t give a fuck (whether he wants to or not).

Legit wanna say I hate him right now G and Ion think it should be this deep.

it most certainly isn’t. G. Fuck him. lmfao.

Actually big fuck him. Lmfao. And to be fair it’s not even out of hate or spite. Hopefully he gets what he needs but what you NOT finna do is treat me like I’m a goofy.

tiktoks-for-dead-pope

windyvalleyzone

I cant wait until Black people come for figure skating too!

A Nigga got solid B’s on my quiz/Exam

#let me get this degree #proud of me #poetry

Getting angry at myself because I feel like I’m expressing myself to someone who ultimately doesn’t give a fuck (whether he wants to or not).

Legit wanna say I hate him right now G and Ion think it should be this deep.

it most certainly isn’t. G. Fuck him. lmfao.

Being A-romantic sounds like it’s hella energy effective.

Getting angry at myself because I feel like I’m expressing myself to someone who ultimately doesn’t give a fuck (whether he wants to or not).

Legit wanna say I hate him right now G and Ion think it should be this deep.

Getting angry at myself because I feel like I’m expressing myself to someone who ultimately doesn’t give a fuck (whether he wants to or not).

#issa thread #the dumb shit i be doing to hurt myself

IJWSLIWSDTBIWL lol

Oh man this is totally awesome

Weird space between being celibate by choice and by force.

Mostly by choice but I mean. If we’re being mostly transparent I’m not comfortable with sharing my body willy nilly no more?

For all the people watching; This change of hoeism was brought about by a cycle of self destructive acts and consequences.

Most of which; could’ve absolutely been avoided. BUT; Ya know, shit happens, and you live with your mistakes and you learn, change and grow. And you love yourself.

Or you don’t.

And you continue the cycle. And don’t get me wrong its tempting as fuck to continue the cycle. Cuz a nigga miss Hoe Culture!! I want some dick SOOOOO BAD BraH. Pero like. I can say that I’ve finally come to a point were that’s really not what I want, and it probably never was. Sex was just the most accessible form of what I was, am, seeking.

Intimacy and affection

Mutual intimacy

reciprocated affection

Weird space between being celibate by choice and by force.

Mostly by choice but I mean. If we’re being mostly transparent I’m not comfortable with sharing my body willy nilly no more?

For all the people watching; This change of hoeism was brought about by a cycle of self destructive acts and consequences.

Most of which; could’ve absolutely been avoided. BUT; Ya know, shit happens, and you live with your mistakes and you learn, change and grow. And you love yourself.

Or you don’t.

And you continue the cycle. And don’t get me wrong its tempting as fuck to continue the cycle. Cuz a nigga miss Hoe Culture!! I want some dick SOOOOO BAD BraH. Pero like. I can say that I’ve finally come to a point were that’s really not what I want, and it probably never was. Sex was just the most accessible form of what I was, am, seeking.

Weird space between being celibate by choice and by force.

Mostly by choice but I mean. If we’re being mostly transparent I’m not comfortable with sharing my body willy nilly no more?

For all the people watching; This change of hoeism was brought about by a cycle of self destructive acts and consequences.

Most of which; could’ve absolutely been avoided. BUT; Ya know, shit happens, and you live with your mistakes and you learn, change and grow. And you love yourself.

Or you don’t.

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