Jan 10, 2024
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I got locked out of the house today since I forgot my key. I was able to make it into the backyard.
This has happened before, and I always find it peaceful to be between the winds. Rooms with people in them always have this warm noise, it makes my brain close up and I find I lose myself to something. Perception maybe? But people don't have be perceiving for me to feel it.
Perhaps it's routine I'm sick of. Everything is telling me that if I say in the same place, I won't be able to cope with what happens, but all I've ever relied on is this place.