Continual Movement

Struggle

[orcasgrata]

I don't know who I am anymore. I'm continually lost and don't understand myself. I want to find myself again...

[orcasgrata]

Nothing more active then a heart that remains broken. Nothing more desirable then something to fill that.

[orcasgrata]

I released my First Let's Play! It took a lot of motivation to get this far but I hope to continue doing what I love without everything bringing me down. I really would appreciate any and all feed back for this.

[taobao-finds]

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[manga-aesthetics]

[orcasgrata]

The thing about depression is that you want to tell people. But for fear of what they think, and what has happened from experience it becomes impossible. The thing about anxiety is that it magnifies that fear into a weight on your chest that will never disappear.

[orcasgrata]

It hurts to try and it hurts to give up. Am I going to suffer all year?

[orcasgrata]

I'm so depressed..

[420moshdad]

[lesbian-moon-gf]

*softly* fuck

[vampiregoddessrevolution-deacti]

*finger guns* fuck

[stylekitty-deactivated20171101]

#paddcsk day #6

[orcasgrata]

I'M GOING TO TRY HARDER. DONT GIVE UP HOPE IN YOURSELF.

[orcasgrata]

When you lose a big part of your life and you see others continue inside that.. it’s pretty painful. You try to be happy for the friends you left behind but it just feels shallow and more like guilt and jealously…do i have to cut out that part entirely before I make myself hate it?

[orcasgrata]

I miss my friends… it hurts. So much that I worked for is just gone because of myself…. i…just want to cry everyday but there’s no point anymore. I can feel myself reaching a limit and I'm not sure what that means..

[darkgreyclouds]

Happy New Year (both meis)!

[pseudonode]

If you see something, leak something

Several news sites have set up ways for whistleblowers to contact them securely. Some have very good instructions and guidance on which method you might want to use. Spread it around.

How to leak information to the New York Times

How to leak information to the Washington Post

How to leak information to ProPublica

How to leak information to the Intercept

[orcasgrata]

Newest video from Kira Kira Pop is up! Please come check it out and subscribe to me on youtube! 

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCqXvE2jKTNO2kmPvQ5ZHWQg

[ryanhughesonline]

3D rendition of Blanchelune’s shaman character, modeled in 3dsMax, textured in Photoshop, and additional materials + effects + animation rendered in Unreal Engine 4

Original reference image: http://blanchelune.tumblr.com/post/151610208395/2014-vs-2016

High quality GIF

Wireframe view: 

[blanchelune]

I’m in love with this. It’s super cool to see your own art in 3D!