Their eyes are the most beautiful thing in the world.
Probably the smartest and funniest person I've ever met, I don't know how I will keep up.
What if they have someone already…
I wonder if they also wonder about us.
Now I know what they talk about when they say "when you know you know"
I can't wait to tell my parents about them.
What if im being too delusional?
I do see a future between us.
Hi pile 1! I see them being so nervous its kinda cute, you definitely make an impression. I think you two will complement each other so well too. So, make sure they know you like them too, they're about to have a heart attack lol.
.𖥔 ݁ ˖⋆♱✮♱⋆.𖥔 ݁ Pile 2:
Its insane if I think I already love them?
I need to work harder so I can give them all that they deserve.
This is probably the most comfortable and happiest I have ever felt.
So beautiful, inside out.
I finally found my equal.
I can believe I finally found "the person", the one that I want to be with.
I can't wait to see the world with them, we will have so much fun.
Im already planning our life together, I hope they want too.
Hi pile 2! You FS seems so ready for you lol, I mean they kinda have been preparing their inner life, so enjoy them and enjoy with them. You two will def be an old money type of couple, I heard the rich laugh as I was channeling lol.
.𖥔 ݁˖⋆♱✮♱⋆.𖥔 ݁ Pile 3:
It seems like I died and I am now with an angel.
I'm so in love, I didn't think it would happen. My friends will joke for life.
I'm ready to do everything for them.
I hope I did not make a fool of myself, but at the same time I was ready a fool for them so who cares??!?!!?
I wish we addopt a dog together.
Imagine how cute our children will be, I want them to have their faces.
To think that someone left them disappointed at some point, wow, some people are stupid.
I'm so in love, it feels like flying.
Hi pile 3! YOUR PERSON ITS SO FUNNY, I love their energy. They will show you how much they want you, how much they love you, you will KNOW and I find that so ebautiful. You two will have the best life together fr. Invite me to the wedding, it will be dope!!!
.𖥔 ݁ ˖⋆♱✮♱⋆.𖥔 ݁ Thanks for reading and let me know if it resonated! ˖.𖥔 ݁ ˖⋆♱✮♱⋆.𖥔 ݁ ˖
lilith's role in synastry does not only involve lust and chaos, she's also the mirror, what makes the bond feel magnetic but dont interpret this as something that can always be healthy. it speaks of projection, obsession, struggle with power along with fears and fantasies.
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LILITH PERSON ⬎
⚸ stereotypically can be manipulative towards the house person. could be considered as a "predator" and not in a manner of evilness but more of chasing after the house person, or feeling like they have to chase their feelings from the house person.
♱ can also find the house person and how they interact with the world hypnotic and they likely admire them. on the other hand if poorly aspected it could manifest into the asteroid person finding the house person and how they handle themselves and the world as taboo and annoying.
⚸ sometimes might feel like they have to continously be sexual to catch the ascendant person's attention, lilith person might unintentionally become overly sexual to please the house person, if mercuries are positively aspected, both sides can speak about what makes them comfortable and uncomfortable.
♱ lilith person might be able to open up about their life experience to the house person, both of them could have similar upbringings but the lilith person expands on how negative and dark the world can be. it's a type of dynamic where lilith person feels like the house person is the only person that can understand them and this can create an unhealthy dynamic.
⚸ due to the lilith person being able to express the taboo and the alleged negatives of the world, this can make the house person put them on a pedestal. lilith person could feel worshipped by the house person but it could get really uncomfortable if both are not careful.
♱ the type of overlay where the lilith person might want to trap the house person. if the person is unhinged enough it speaks about possibility of the lilith person trapping house person through pregnancy or even manipulation, isolating them from other people.
⚸ lilith person could like to rage bait the house person, they know how to trigger them, make them jealous. they could be someone who likes the feeling of being able to get underneath their skin.
♱ the lilith person can come off as the house person's dream lover. lilith rules over glamour, even glamour magick but sometimes glamour can ware off but it depends how the lilith person behaves. they could be someone's dark fantasy in a body or someone's darkest nightmare.
⚸ unintentionally, the lilith person makes the house person come off as more charismatic. there'll be this need to impress the lilith person, like being able to match their intensity. though it could be switched, if the lilith person feels like the house person won't accept them as they are, they become someone who they think the house person wants. the type to wear another persons skin if they have to.
♱ this overlay can indicate jealousy as well. the lilith person might perceive the house person as someone who is more socially acceptable, so they could obsess over what makes the house person more special or graceful to other people.
HOUSE PERSON ⬎
⚸ okay not to start off negative, but it could insinuate cat-fish energy via personality. the house person could see the lilith person in a positive light and then it flips but it could also manifest into a circumstance of enemies to lovers/friends.
♱ there could be an intimidating feeling the house person could get from the house person as well, this could also manifest into the lilith person appearing into the house persons dream. house person is very impacted by the planet/asteroid individual.
⚸ though if romantic/sexual connection, the house person is easily turned on by the lilith person. how they move, look or speak could be considered hypnotic to them. the house person if unprepared or naive can become easily played by lilith person.
♱ the house person can easily become influenced by the lilith person. the house person likely wants to impress them because they could be perceived as cool and a rebel. if there is a lack of independence, there could be a dynamic of monkey say, monkey do.
⚸ the house person could be introdcued to divination by the other person. at first could be wary about it but the lilith person might be able to read out points in their lives other people have not recognised that makes them believe.
♱ in a sexual chemistry this dynamic is very intense, this is the type of dynamic where both people open doors in their life they wouldnt experience with other people, unless there's 5H, 8H and 12H synastry but similar to the 12H, both people would unlock etheral yet intense emotions they have held back for a long time. this can also call for emotional sex, peeling and revealing layers that one person might've been ashamed about.
⚸ house person could learn how to be more independent because of the lilith person. they're influenced to take a more claim over their own lives. house person could be used to following traditions and lilith person basically shakes their world.
♱ this overlay is an indicator of having a psychic bond with each other. could feel when each other are anxious, sad, sexual or happy. its a type of dynamic where both people bounce off each other, if there is a lack of indepndence both people can become one, copying and feeding off of each other's behaviours.
⚸ house person could have sexual fantasies of the lilith person. even imagination that is hardcore, this overlay shows that the house person's mind is opened to new ideas and scenarios they have not thought about before, if poorly aspected there could be this uncontrollable urge to have the lilith person to themselves due to how intense the feelings and imaginations can get.
♱ the house person could also become very protective over them, especially if the lilith person has shared her life experience with the house person. it makes them hyperaware of potential dangers for the lilith person, it could also become smothering. but if lilith is poorly intentioned, they could use their victim mentality over the house person. house person can become blinded to the potential dangers the lilith person can bring.
⚸ people could find this dynamic strange or pulling. people could be surprised by the two of them getting together, or just getting along because they could be such opposites, but this reaction could be because outside people might actually "not" know who they actually are, this is what makes the "you and i" bond more prominent.
Aries 10th house - "I'm the Alpha, the Omega, everything in between" energyy. Y'all are honestly so fucking hot and cool. Also even if they're a lil intoverted whenver they SPEAK UP 🗣️, and finally take initiative it's like people can release a breath like "finallyyyy someone said it".
Taurus 10th house - "Moneyy talkss" vibeee. Like people for some reason think there is more to you than you show😭 People with this one just looks sooo refined, and classy. It's also the way that nothing can shake your ground that makes people think you're hard to gett👀 But also y'all are the most SOLID ppl ever, you can trust these guys to handle a situation bc they KNOW.
Gemini 10th house - yooo, the way these people can sell ANYTHING to you is INSANE! One second you're just entering a building and the next you're walking out with a business deal LMAO. People think that they can just finesse you but the truth is, if they believe in something enough you are FINISHED. (pss if you don't mind can I have your number real quick 📲😩)
Cancer 10th house - look, the way that they look out for people and make sure everyone is okay and everyone at work is doing good is sooo heart warming. Istg when they leave you to handle sum shit on your own you'll feel like a lost kid at the store looking for their mom😭 They do have sum mood swings thoo
Leo 10th house - do I even need to explain this one!? BIG Celebrity vibesss. Even if your ass is introverted ppl still turn HEADS✨ You walk in and suddenly everyone is like "who is thatttt". Also if you don't mind just sign this shirt real quick so I can go sell it on the internet once you FINALLY decide to get famous 🏃🏽♀️💨
Virgo 10th house - YO these people only put out QUALITY WORK. It doesn't matter what they do, bc they wanna do it RIGHT. They are the types to trust when you are looking for something of SUBSTANCE. And if they don't put out sum that's up to their standards you best believe that they either didn't have enough time or sum happened, cuz they perfect their craft down to a T 👩🏽🔬
Libra 10th house - HELLOOO! Why is there a line of paparazzi's as soon as you walked in🤨✨. Like you finally blessed us with your presence and our jaws are on the floor. And EXCUSE ME, what are you doing HERE, Vogue is THAT WAY⬅️, you got the wrong address boo. Like Istg even if your face is so STOIC mf's with this just have that smth I can NOT explain ughhh😩.
Scorpio 10th house - oh I am sooo notttt secretly taking pictures of you so I can put them on a big poster in my bedroom wall. Nope. Don't know what you're talking about🖐🏽. LMAO JK. But nah fr sum of y'all can look INTIMIDATING ASF, but in a good way. Don't mind us tho, we're just wondering what kind of blessings have we done to cross paths with you. Also don't mind the haters boo, they're just JEALOUS!
Sagittarius 10th house - *whispers* (btw, just between us but if you decide to start your own cult save a membership for me 😉). Y'all are charismaticcc asfff. And even if you don't believe that about yourself, GIRL the amount of people that look up to you is insaneeee. They genuinely wanna hear what you have to say and like to be taught by you. Educate us pls!
Capricorn 10th house - ladies and gentlemen, let's please do a standing ovation for these distinguished beautiful people right here.👏🏽🎬 Your public AURA is so incredibly strong ngl I'm intimidated a lil bit. Y'all do NOT playyy when it comes to work. Y'all are here to do business and get shit DONE. (Btw y'all are so hot I'm crushing HARD)🫣
Aquarius 10th house - let's have a round of applause for these hard-working and humanitarian individuals. May God bless you with a fat ass bank account the same way you help other people. These are the ones that'll take one for the team if need be. Or they will help their community and their friends like y'all are SO PRECIOUS.🥹
Pisces 10th house - I just have one thing to say. ICONIC! Like these people just give me Marilyn Monroe or Michael Jackson vibes, just from the sheer IMPACT they have on an audience. Veryyy underrated in my opinion. The way y'all can connect with a crowd and with people is crazy. Y'all are the types to put words together and to make art that MOVES and RESONATES with people. Just the best 😘
the placements that make you a target for obsession
some people walk through the world plus they are barely a footnote in someone else's story. but then there are those who carry a frequency that acts like a trap. it has nothing to do with being the loudest or the most visible person in the room. it is a heavy kind of psychological gravity that makes people want to dig through your past, watch your every move, plus solve a mystery you didn't even know you were presenting. if you find that people -even just one specific person- tend to develop a total fixation on you or spend hours tracking your digital ghost, it is because your chart carries a specific kind of dark room energy that others find impossible to escape.
pluto on the ascendant
you carry a presence that feels like an unsaid secret. even when you are standing perfectly still, people sense a level of intensity that makes them feel both fascinated plus incredibly small. there is a weight to your skin that signals you have survived things that would have broken a regular person, plus that kind of survival acts like a drug to others. people develop fixations on you because they want to know what you know. they watch you to see if you will blink, plus when you don’t, they start trying to find the crack in your armor just to prove you are human. you are the truth they are desperate to solve but too afraid to actually face.
venus in the 8th house
you look like a soul merger that comes with a very high price tag. when someone falls for you, it is never a casual crush; it is a fated contract. you carry a beauty that feels a bit dangerous, like a secret that everyone wants to be the first to hear. people get stuck on you because you represent the deep end they’ve always been afraid to swim in. they stalk your movements because they are trying to figure out if your love is a sanctuary or a furnace, plus they are willing to get burned just to find out who you really are behind the mask. for them, you aren't just a person; you are a transformation they are dying to experience.
moon in the 12th house
you walk through the world like a ghost from someone’s dream. you possess a blurry, ethereal quality that makes you the perfect canvas for everyone else’s projections. when people look at you, they don’t actually see you they see the version of you they’ve been looking for their whole lives. this makes you a magnet for deep fixations because you feel unreachable. they watch you from a distance to keep the dream alive, terrified that if they actually got close enough to touch you, the magic would dissolve. you are the secret poetry they write in their heads, plus they stay obsessed because they are trying to hold onto a feeling they can't even name.
pluto aspecting the sun or moon
there is zero emotional privacy in your orbit. you have a way of seeing straight to the raw bone of a situation, plus that level of honesty is terrifyingly attractive to people who are used to lies. they feel naked when you look at them, plus for some, that vulnerability turns into a desperate need to keep you near. they develop a heavy fixation because you feel like the only real thing they’ve ever met. they stalk you to find out where you go when the lights are off, because they are convinced that your private life holds the key to a power they've never seen before. you are their only source of truth.
neptune on the ascendant or midheaven
you carry an aura of pure sea water plus smoke. you are the person who everyone thinks they know, but nobody actually understands. you are a mirror for the crowd's fantasies. people develop fixations on you because you are a mystery they can't quite pin down. you feel like a dream they haven't quite woken up from, plus they keep coming back to your page just to see if the image has changed. they watch your digital footprints like they are reading a map to a hidden city. you are the secret magic they call delusional, plus they stay obsessed because reality feels too grey without your fog.
mercury in the 8th house
people are obsessed with the way you think plus the things you choose not to say. you have a voice that sounds like a late night confession, plus your words carry a weight that most people can't handle. they re-read your messages fifty times trying to find the secret subtext or the hidden motive. they stalk your mind because you sound like the truth they've been running from their whole lives. they become fixated because they want to be the one who finally figures out the logic behind your intensity. you are the detective they want to be caught by.
sun in the 12th house
there is a hidden treasure quality to your identity that makes people want to hunt you down. you move through the world in a way that feels slightly out of reach, plus that creates a massive vacuum that others feel the need to fill with their own attention. they become obsessed because they feel like they are the only ones who can see the real you. they watch you from the shadows because you feel like a spirit that will vanish if things get too loud. you are the secret they want to keep for themselves.
mars in scorpio or the 8th house
your drive is primal plus your energy is subterranean. there is a high voltage heat to your presence that makes people feel like the stakes are much higher when they are around you. you trigger their deepest, darkest desires without even trying. people become fixated on you because your energy feels like a permanent beginning—a raw, honest hunger that they want to be part of. they watch you because they are waiting for that intensity to finally land on them. you are the fire they want to stand too close to, even if it kills them.
planets on the midheaven or imum coeli
you carry a public or private weight that people find hard to ignore. if a planet sits on your midheaven, people are obsessed with your reputation plus your name. they watch your career moves like it is their own life. if a planet sits on your ic, they are fixated on your roots plus your secrets. you look like you carry a heavy legacy, plus people want to be part of the story you are building. they stay obsessed because they want to be the person you let behind the closed doors of your heart.
♱ the first house is the house of self, how you interact with the world, how you interest other people amongst more themes of the first house that completes the elements of self-respect, self-belief and confidence.
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❦ ARIES IN THE FIRST HOUSE ⟶ this placement shows that you're someone who likes to prove yourself that you can become better but this can unintentionally play out into you being someone who needs to prove your existence to other people. individuals already feel your fire, you dont need to dim it for the comfort of other people but remember to not burn other people because you'll end up burning yourself. to have Aries here shows that you naturally exude a confidence and a "sexiness" that makes you appealing for other people who want to insert themselves into your life, you are someone who is impatient with people likely due to this, you want peoples intentions or you want them out of your life.
❦ TAURUS IN THE FIRST HOUSE ⟶ to have this sign in your first house means that you're someone who is considered as very grounded or private but people can feel that there's a side of beauty that you keep to yourself. this indicates that you might meet people who want to continously steal your attention. to have Taurus in the Ascendant entails that you are someone who is considered very beautiful or someone who is adjusted with their path, on the other hand with how you interact with life, people underdeveloped could be stubborn when it comes to learning from their mistakes. you're someone who could want to have control over your life because you're scared about what relaxing could do to you. confidence is a gift for you guys, what you value and what you priotise is very important for people with this placement.
❦ GEMINI IN THE FIRST HOUSE ⟶ you interact with curiosity and as a student who wants to learn many things yet this can reflect into you being someone who attracts curious people or individuals who speak about you 24/7. this placement is an indicator of popularity or someone who has a very active mind that needs to be expressed through a medium of creativity or physical relief. like exercising...jogging. this placement means that you're someone who could try to see the world as half full rather empty, perceiving life through joy and opportunity rather than dead ends and terrible outcomes. you interest other people because you're willing to think out of the box but also be agreeable this makes people feel like they can be comfortable with you.
❦ CANCER IN THE FIRST HOUSE ⟶ this placement shows that you're someone who other people feel like they are entitled to since you automatically bring an aura of comfort. you're like the light in darkness for other people and this unfortunately can bring moths. on the brighter side, this lunarian placement shows that if you focus you can light your own path in darkness. an anchor that never moves but remains where your eyes follow, you need to remember that you're allowed to express deepest desires without feeling ashamed or selfish. you interest people because of the all-knowing grace you have, like when others are speaking to you, you look at them as if you know what they're about to say, this makes them more engaged with you but also curious to what makes you in touch with a strangers' emotion.
❦ LEO IN THE FIRST HOUSE ⟶ the original fame placement, the one that is "destined" to have you known for something. to have this placement is to learn how to display your pride, your confidence and your ego like they're playing cards, since you're naturally competitive you might feel the need to one-up people to make a statement about your place and how far you are in life and your career. to have this in your chart means that by other people you are seen as assured, brewing for something that is bigger than you and almost bigger than everyone else in the room, you are seen as someone to follow or as someone who is following their own rules without the attestation and approval of the next person. respecting your destiny is a fuel for your confidence, you are the star of the show not your jealousy, you are the star of the show not the person who tries to control how you display and love yourself. Leo being in your First House insinuates that you are naturally romantic, you can give attention to other people but you want to feel like you're nurtured the way you nurture other people.
❦ VIRGO IN THE FIRST HOUSE ⟶ to have this rising sign means that you often come across people who immediately consider you as their fixer, the one who is responsible to problem solve situations you've had no interaction with. this rising sign makes people stare, its the immediately analysed and scrutinised sign, the sign that makes other people feel like they're not enough so people try to mirror a competitive analysis reaction because your eyes pierce through them and automatically make them feel all the things they havent been able to do for themselves. even if you're someone who is not as successful as you might want to be currently, there's still something about your existence that make people feel like they have to get their act together. with how you interact with the world, you need to be someone who doesnt forget to allow happiness instead of trying to read everything, stop pausing and dissceting and just go forward with life.
❦ LIBRA IN THE FIRST HOUSE ⟶ people who have this in their ascendant might feel automatically judged by people who think they're shallow. when people see you they might consider you to be someone who sees things at face value mainly because of how well you might be socially, so people could see your social power and think it means you have no intelligence or knowledge with what you want to do in your future. you are someone who sees things with love, you're someone who interacts with life with attempting to balance your emotions and goals you've set for yourself. you're the type of person who needs to remember that you can achieve success and also pamper yourself. dont give into what people expect you to be because you'll always follow that, remember that you're beautiful in your heart and in your soul.
❦ SCORPIO IN THE FIRST HOUSE ⟶ people fear this ascendant as usually it brings description of pain, intensity and obsession but that's usually for the people who dont know how to direct their strong feelings and ambitions towards something that is actually practical and useful for their life and future. this sign in the Ascendant speaks of influence, either being somone who is easily influenced or influential, you need to stop fearing how you'll be seen in your true skin. its okay to rebel and not play with the rules and paint your own story. this placement entails that there is a possibility that people do get obsessed with you so it could be annoying interacting with new people as they could become intensely infatuated or intensely possessive.
❦ SAGITTARIUS IN THE FIRST HOUSE ⟶ this is an interesting home because it is discussed as the home of luck but it makes people misinterpret the idea of luck. you need to figure out what your luck is because there's validation of understanding where the unvierse is going to take you but you also have to be someone who is in control of the reigns so the wind knows where to take you. stereotypically, it is said that Sagittarius in the Ascendant means to other people you come across as larger than life, and it is true. due to that, it could manifest into people being intimidated by your presence because you feel vast to them, as if you come across as someone who knows where they're going. this placement means that confidence is important to these individuals but also not falling into a slob is a warning. dont get too comfortable to the point that you dont look at other important things in your life like you did in the beginning. as this sign is Jupiterian it implies that people naturally see you in a Divine/high pedestal light even if you dont want it.
❦ CAPRICORN IN THE FIRST HOUSE ⟶ learn how to have fun if you don't know how to but this aspect also tells you to learn how to not suck out the fun out of other people because you're not comfortable in your own self-expression. there's a truth to having order and discipline in your life, but there's also discipline in the art of being free. this ascendant shows that you are someone other people easily find dependable and this can bring burden of always having to be your best due to the fact that people expect it. this placement also brings beauty and refinement, you might catch other people treating you like a piece of art or just like an object in general because involuntarily you embody the idea of a distant but wanted idea.
❦ AQUARIUS IN THE FIRST HOUSE ⟶ yes you will continue feeling like the odd one out if you're not going to go to places you're not celebrated. there's no point of acting moody if you're not going to do anything about your environment and your self-power. this placement entails that other people tend to treat you like you're different and this could be something that throws you off, throughout your life you spent time trying to understand why you cant follow the same beat as everyone else but there's something that pulls in your tug that asks you to take a leap for your freedom and your happiness. interact with life with your uniqueness, allow life to surprise you.
❦ PISCES IN THE FIRST HOUSE ⟶ this is a beautiful ascendant placement because it means you see and feel things others cannot but this could also mean that you are misunderstood by others. your intuition, your distant knowing makes you ahead of other people and this makes them feel like they're not on your level and due to them thinking that there could be this need to continously tear you down no matter how much you prove yourself to other people. this cycle makes you someone who turns from within and dissociates, but similar to Aquarius in the First House means that you're someone who needs to find your own tribe becaus your community always exists. its just not by the people you expect. Pisces in the First House gives you a dreamy beauty, almost vintage and VHS, this type of allure causes people to fall into your beauty and create delusional stories to feel better about their stance with you.
PICK A PHONE!! - What are your spirit guides saying about you in their realm?
A brutal uncensored version by thoth tarot!
Our guides are always with us, no matter what. They literally see and know everything about us so, what would they gossip about when it comes to us? Choose a pile to find out!
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PILE 1!
Hello my dear pile 1! Your guides are a little exhausted with you at the moment. They're trying so hard to work with you, to appear to you to give some help but you lack in spirit and they're talking about this a lot. "We're doing our best to get noticed but they're not focused on pur communication at all". This might be because you might think your guides are ignoring you, when they're totally not. They need a fast communication with you, there's something urgent they need to talk about to you but it's like you are ignoring them in their eyes. They're in your ear like "Wake up!!!!! Notice us!!!" and they're talking about how they can't convince you to build something with them consciously. I mean, have you ever wondered about that ring in one or both of your ears? Yeah, it's them. They also say that you don't want to take your final step because your mind it's way too attached to the physical realms and your physical needs rather than your spiritual ones but, at the same time, they also say that you're delulu af and that you need to not go crazy about things that doesn't exist irl because you might get hurt. You might live in a mind with a lot of ideas but to them you're having the worst ideas ever and they need to interfere before you might end up badly. They day that you need to dominate these thoughts and desires to live a better life. They're also saying that they're disappointed in your lack of drive in taking action for everything that you deserve. They say that you're way too focused on what you lost and, because of that, now you're blocking any possible action towards the new opportunities that want to come to you They also say that this might be the reason why you're so much in your mind lately. They think you're also being passive by being a people pleaser to avoid any further disappointments in the future. To them you're like water, you adjust yourself in anything to fit and you reflect what people need to see or to hear. They're talking about how to stop this behavior by doing something quick to make immediately the wheel spin to save your ass and make you take action over what is oppressing you.
PILE 2!!
Hello my pile 2!! Your spirit guides are talking about their worries about you when you're not around. They're watching you transform your old self in a new version of you but, to go through this transformation, you're going inward. You're isolating yourself from anyone, deepening your intuition, but this might be costing you a lot of your energy. Your like a fireball at the moment, you're full of drive and fire but you still don't know how to canalize that explosive energy. They're talking about how they're trying so hard to help you not destroy yourself with your own fire and maybe that's one of the reason they've put you on isolation. It's their will to protect you. They're also talking about all the good things that will come to you in the bear future, maybe a new job offer or a graduation. They're saying you're someone with a deep value but that you still can't see it yet. They're also saying how much you need to ground your feelings in yourself, they're worried you might go way too much with the flow and then lose yourself once you're get your wishes because your not grounded enough to sustain that. They're worried you might not feel completed with who you are, that you can't see who you truly are. They love and admire you so much but again, they're worried you might be driven away by your own worries. They're saying that you're someone that doesn't see the full scenario and who focuses only on a few material things in their life. They're worried you can't see your full potential by behaving that way and they need you to look at yourself with new eyes. You're whole, you're their universe and they want you to realize it before losing yourself. They're saying that even if you feel alone in this world, they'll always be by your side to show you that you were never truly alone.
PILE 3!!!
Hello my dear pile 3!!! How have you been?? Welcome to my reading!! So, your spirit guides truly admire you. They're always saying how much you grew up since the first time they met you. They think you're so lovable and stable lately and they're proud of you. You make them so happy by seeing you going on in your life with your head up. They're talking about how happy they are to be with you and how much your bond deepened with time. They see you being calm with your thoughts, and now focusing on your self love rather on crushes. I mean, I'm not saying you don't have any crush at the moment, but your putfing yourself first and then that person and your guides are so proud of you for not losing your self respect for love. You're in charge of your life and they know that, they're always talking about how good you're at at taming your deepest impulses and wildest desires. They know you're in charge of everything in this life and this is paying you so well. They're so proud of you for that. However, sometimes they talk about how you make them worry whenever you control yourself too much since they know it might be dangerous if done for too long. They hope you'll stop controlling yourself this much and just have truly fun and make new experiences in life. They're saying you're like a tower collapsing for some people but also that, after that collapse, you make them their live renewed, making them gain a new passion. This might also be happening to yourself. They talk about those times they had to trigger some sorta of collapse into you just to make you gain your full potential and willpower in your life. They know it was brutal, but you truly needed it to be the person who you are today. They're always looking over you, and yes, even during those times whete you felt lost and abandoned, they were by your side. They also talk about your lucky side, a lot. They think you're someone lucky in life sonce that tower collapsed. They wanted to make you lucky as a reward for your hard work on your life and yourself.
Hy my dears, thank you so much for looking forward to this reading❤️ This was so hard to do since i used officially my thoth tarot deck for the first time and i swear, i loved it so much!! I'm so sorry for the brutal words but hey, it was the intent of this pick a pile!! Byeee!!
Pick a pile!!! - What psychic ability do you have? And what will you develop in the future?
Hello my dears, i know that at least once in your life you've wondered what psychic abilities you have or what you might have, now it's the right moment to find out!!
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The psychic abilities you already have:
The first thing that came my mind when i first pulled your psychic abilities rn are about creation. I think you're someone who's truly creative and through that creative energy you can manifest things easily into your life. You can visualize everything in your mind, you can also see other people's auras. You're also a true empath, you can feel everyone's emotions but this can be quite hard to sustain for you. You might actually become a sponge for energies around you. Sometimes it makes you feel fulfilled with your relationship, however, this can be a double edged sword since you can absorb negative emotions too.
The psychic abilities you can develop:
Ok, I literally pulled 3 oracle cards with an eye on it and this is actually really crazy to me. It can mean that in the future you might actually open your third eye and not only visualize clearly people's aura or manifest through imaginations. I think you have all the right tools within you to develop strong clairvoyance abilities. Be aware for that, at first you might be scared af, it won't be easy since you might start seeing some shadows or energy people around you, but once you'll find your inner peace you'll know how to use this ability. Also, manifestation is still a thing but it will grow even more within your mind. You already have the tools for your desired reality, you just need to learn how to use them.
PILE 2!!
The psychic abilities you already have:
Right now, you don't actually have any psychic ability but you're going through a massive inner awakening that can lead you to develop it. Your heart is open to new possibilities and you might feel intense emotions on your daily life. You know what's right and what's wrong, you can separate opposites when they become confusing. It's like you know everything even when no one tells you a thing. You have so much potential but it's not fully developed yet. There might be a seed of claircognizance in you but you need to believe your intuitive thoughts, at the moment you're blocking it with your scepticism.
The psychic abilities you can develop:
Have you ever thought about mediums? I really think you might become one. You live on a thread that separates us from the unseen. You can be the one who can be the bridge between our world and the dead's world. You might become the channel between our different worlds, there's so much potential in it. They want to talk to you and help you by guiding you through your life. You can see them, you can feel them and you can hear them. Claircognizance can be fully develp alongside with clairaudience. You might hold everything but you need to not be afraid of them and to be in control of your gifts. At first it will be scary af to you, it's normal, but you'll know what to do.
PILE 3!!!
The psychic abilities you already have:
Witchcraft and polytheism can be a huge thing for you, right now or in your future. I know you're feeling called by your guides and deities, especially from the hellenic pantheon. I really think you have real potential in yourself, you might be highly protected too. I see you as someone who just knows when a person isn't who they claim to be. You see beyond their facade and cut them out of your life with no fear. You truly have a huge potential within yourself but you just need to hear the call to complete this cycle of denial: gather your magic tools and go!!!
The psychic abilities you can develop:
The first thing that came in my mind was your personal spiritual beliefs. You're someone who can realy work well with your spirit guides, deities, angels or demons. You'll be someone who, though worship, will find their true path in this world. You'll make your vow and through it everything will be clear in front of you. The psychic ability that you can develop in the future is the essence of truth, the aletheia. Your words matter the most, you can't lie, even if you might hurt someone else's feelings. You give clarity to the ones around you by being your guide's vessel of truth. Also, by studying and connecting with your guides, you might become a powerful witch, i literally see you taking revenge with some advanced spells you'll create. You'll be very devoted to your guides in the future, I see a lot of offerings from you to them.
Thank you for reading this pick a pile!!! I swear, I did my best in this pac since I didn't really know what i was going to do this time (as always, you'll say lol) but I'm quite satisfied about how it came out. I hope you'll like it!!
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❦ so why am i calling it venus power instead of star power? the difference is that star power is a presence that naturally becomes the center of the room [as venus can do that as well], star power is about how you can command dyanmism, feel important and become the main character of an environment through confidence, purpose and talent. whereas venus power is not only seduction of the atmosphere, its an energy that does not dominate a room by force, it is an energy that pulls people in through admiration and desire.
❦ what is it in your venus power that has people want to have you? how can you embrace your venus power in a way that makes you learn how to get validation from yourself and not just people around you? how does your venus power make you striking, makes you dominate the room through beauty, style, glamour along with success and how do people react to it?
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VENUS IN THE SIGNS AND HOUSES ⤵︎
ꨄ︎ venus in aries/1h ⟶ your venus power here is being the doll instance of beauty. people automatically feel your presence when you walk into the room, even if it might not be uttered, even if people might not approach you the placement speaks of you being someone other people want to get validation from and the moment you turn into the person that chases other people's attention your venus spark dims. you're the prize, you're the gold! and when you recognise that within yourself other people would attempt to slide into your orbit, but remember just because you remind yourself of your beauty it doesn't mean other people get to have a piece of you all the time. you have the venus placement in a commodity that is the first sign and the first house, you become the limited edition when other signs come after. you quickly get reactions from other people because there is something bold about you, whether it be your features, your style or how yo do your hair, there is something about you that makes people take out their notes to learn.
do take in the fact that venus in aries is a detriment placement!
celebrities with an aries venus ꨄ︎ rihanna, olandria and madison beer.
celebrities with venus in the first house ꨄ︎ angelina jolie, doja cat and olivia rodrigo.
ꨄ︎ venus in taurus/2h ⟶ your venus power is being aware of your value and not allowing your validation to equal how much you've accomplished or how behind or forward you are compared to everyone else around you. embrace your venus power by understanding that you're a neverending project of beauty, determination and self-assurance. due to your placements not only impacting yourself but other people around you, you might likely find yourself in an environment where other people are attempting to one-up you because you make them realise what they might lack. or they could project the idea of you wanting them to prove themselves to you. you are someone who is not supposed to respond to the background noise all the time, the power is in your poise and self-determination. you find success through your core beliefs in what makes you and your voice powerful. with this venus alignment being closest to Mother Earth, women with this placement tend to have a raw but soft allure, their beauty is framed by fleshly their elegance and their style displays their effete connection to their natural cultivated origin. their style comes deeply from the self and how confident they are in their skin too.
do take in the fact that venus in taurus is a domicile placement!
celebrities with a taurus venus ꨄ︎ ariana grande, chase infiniti and jhene aiko.
celebrities with venus in the second house ꨄ︎ zoe kravitz, fka twigs and christy turlington.
ꨄ︎ venus in gemini/3h ⟶ people who have this alignment in their chart are magicians and need to believe it. their power is in their mind and their ability to adapt into environments they want to be in. you're someone who remains in the minds of other people way longer than you think, your presence makes people nervous while they scramble to understand who you are and what are your intentions. it is known that people who have this placement have power due to their wit, intelligence and keen traits but they have to remember instead of using it to manipulate the room, use those keys to open up your path to success. how you move have people talk and attempt to copy. your essence is foxy, people feel as if you always have something up your sleeve and maybe you do, a new style, a new job or a new skill to learn. this placement is the mind of the fashionista you make your own trends that make people wonder how you can make anything out of nothing it reminds me of a girl who had a belt of mini MJ CD's, that was really cool. you have the type of face that fits any style you wear, people are likely very envious of that because it means you're always runway ready.
celebrities with a gemini venus ꨄ︎ gisele bundchen, cher and sofia vergara.
celebrities with venus in the third house ꨄ︎ brittany murphy, phoebe tonkin and rico nasty.
ꨄ︎ venus in cancer/4h ⟶ to have venus in cancer or in the fourth house shows that your venus comes from finally acknowleding your deepest wants and desires. you need to come out of your shell and stop fearing what other people are going to see because if you remain like that, then that's what people are always going to remember you for being, just a shell! the fourth house is also known as the imum coeli which is opposite the midheaven that is known for the highest point of astrology which means the imum coeli is the deepest point of us, and within our depths is our deep truths, secrets and wants. perhaps these people were brought up in a home where they feel like they have to follow how other women were before, yet this placement is telling you that you dont need to follow that if it doesnt make you feel comfortable or at your natural state. people would actually be proud about you not fitting the mold and being who you are, it makes you memorable. to have either venus in cancer or in the fourth house means your beauty comes stronger when you embrace the curves and softness or striking features you were born with, elevate it, make it bold or make it muted, remember the moon has many faces and showing your numerous qualities maks you stand out in the room as you'd appear as if you fully comprehend your rhythm.
celebrities with a cancer venus ꨄ︎ angelina jolie, zendaya and marsai martin.
celebrities with venus in the fourth house ꨄ︎ pamela anderson, halle berry and vanessa hudgens.
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ꨄ︎ venus in leo/5h ⟶ this is an exciting placement and this can honestly be how other people feel when your honour them with your presence. a lot of people who carry this placement involuntarily out-do many people around them, a natural spotlight shines on their beauty which has other people obsess over your features, what makes you pop and how you're keeping up with your flair and appeal. people who have this placement have many skills and talents and shouldn't be afraid to reveal what makes them happy and how they made art from it. this placement can mean that your venus power was likely something you embodied at a young age, easily connecting with your raw self, what you liked, what you dreamed to wear in the future. you might've also been interested in girl-power shows like winx club, sailor moon or mew mew power! this reminds me to say that your venus power does not rely in you acknowledging other women as competition but your sisters. you are the type of person who wears beauty, who wears your clothes instead of your clothes wearing them, think of it as the pieces breathing life through movement and je ne sais quois.
do take in the fact that venus in the fifth house venus finds joy here!
celebrities with a leo venus ꨄ︎ manon, lindsay lohan and nicole scherzinger.
celebrities with venus in the fifth house ꨄ︎ alexa demie, janet jackson and rose mcgowan.
ꨄ︎ venus in virgo/6h ⟶ people with this placement don't realise how powerful they are, especially due to how it is a fact that venus is at fall when it is in virgo as its exaltation is in pisces so this means your energy makes people uncomfortable in a way that they try to push power dynamics because you bring your own unique fresh example of what beauty, elegance and confidence can be when it is your own. this makes people silently attempt to fight for their spot in the community and put you in a dynamic where its you offering your help all the time. however when venus is in the 6h this means that you're one of the main people who will feel like you have to always prove yourself to people because you're always under a lot of scrutiny. that's alo 6h and virgo energy mixed together, your power comes from transmuting energy that is negative and directed to you into power. that's why a lot of popular people who are disliked remain famous because the hate along with the admiration and love they receive from dozens power them up. you dominate the room by reminding everyone and importantly yourself, that you serve yourself first before other people. don't be afraid to put yourself first, your world cannot run on working under the pressure of other people because there wont be enough time to look at yourself and take in your own belle and allure.
do take in the fact that venus in virgo is a fallen placement!
celebrities with a virgo venus ꨄ︎ kim kardashian, kylie jenner and bella hadid.
celebrities with venus in the sixth house ꨄ︎ beyonce, hayley williams and irina shayk.
ꨄ︎ venus in libra/7h ⟶ venus is comfortable here like its comfortable in the 2h and taurus. people with this placement might embody the convenient and conducive allure this energy naturally possess. it's the type of aura and look that makes people want to be friends with you, but remember just because someone thinks of the potential of their connection with you, it doesn't always mean they'll leap towards it. venus here shows that you're likely to encounter people who feel pulled by your magnetic or sociable presence. as it is the opposite of the ascendant/aries this insinuates that people could feel attracted to you due to the fact that it feels like you mirror them. you unintentionally make people feel like they've met their soul-mate. as this is a cardinal placement this shows that you're very innovative and clever with how you style your close, do your make up or this could almost manifest into you being clever with how you handle your social circles. you're powerful when you move to being around people who are focused on their triumph and achievement. people with this placement need to understand you are what you attract and if you find yourself in high positions it'll create and outcome of you being admired, put on a pedestal and highly appreciated. you dominate the room by being the person other people want to kiss up to but make sure you remain balanced with your influence because as this energy is ruled by the scales you must remember that what comes up must come down!
do take in the fact that venus in libra is a domicile placement!
celebrities with a libra venus ꨄ︎ hailey baldwin, emma stone and jada pinkett.
celebrities with venus in the seventh house ꨄ︎ lana del rey, monica bellucci and cardi b.
ꨄ︎ venus in scorpio/8h ⟶ a very powerful placement when you don't allow love or the admiration of others to consume you. free yourself from cycles that restrict you, other people in your life could feel like they have the potential or entitlement to have power and control over you because they feel and see the possibility of you becoming even bigger than you are now quickly even before yourself. if you are someone who does not recognise who you are the scorpio/8h intensity will make people feel it, your presence is like a cold mist of esteem and if it shakes it has people believe they can be the one to take the reigns but others could actually be impressed if you know who you are without fearing the judgement of others. allow yourself to fall and pick yourself back up, people could find your continous phases of finding yourself along with your beauty to be very influential and inspiring. people feel as if you've been through a lot and it makes them wonder what else are you hiding. clearly you make people obsessive, as you embody a darker and beautifully eldritch version of beauty that is unfamiliar to the typical "standard" of elegance that is marketed every where. your energy is raw and has people wonder towards you as if you're the seducer version of a pandora box.
celebrities with a scorpio venus ꨄ︎ sophie thactcher, jenna ortega and emilia clarke.
celebrities with venus in the eighth house ꨄ︎ kendall jenner, natalie portman and lily-rose.
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ꨄ︎ venus in sagittarius/9h ⟶ to people who have this placement remember you have a deity-like presence that makes people look up the moment you enter the room. this shows that you are someone who automatically has power over people and you just need to know what to do with it. majority of the time other people tend to like your presence bcause you sometimes don't show yourself to be soemone who is competition not that you have to, but people can feel it when you are not in touch with your light hence you being someone who is important enough to be their friend but not someone who is important enough to worry about. not meaning that you have to be someone who has to make competition its more of you having to realise that once you realise your larger than life venusian qualities not dimming yourself for the comfort of others is when you start to notice who are your actual people, those who might've not seen you as rival worthy will start to come out and make you realise that you might've been a place holder of someone who does not recognise your capacity. this type of beauty gives you a look of every thing being in the right place, people look at you and feel like they're staring into a royal portrait. you dominate the room by not limiting your glow, wear that fur coat, or impressive bag or expensive jewellery, you only live once and the moment you live by that the need to leap into new conquest wont be something you shy away from.
celebrities with a sagittarius venus ꨄ︎ billie eilish, christina aguilera and aishwarya rai.
celebrities with venus in the ninth house ꨄ︎ marilyn monroe, megan thee stallion and jessica alba.
ꨄ︎ venus in capricorn/10h ⟶ venus being in this alignment could either make you feel like your presence is public or restricted. despite how humble they might come across these people want to reach a destiny that does not want to be replicated and that is valid. though what happens to that destiny when you're to humble to make it heard, when you plan everything, your beauty, your love life or your style instead of going with the flow? when you present yourself like that people feel as if your energy is something that cannot be touched or walked up to. your energy is focused on refining yourself so much that you turned the energy into a bubble that cannot be popped until you over-burden yourself by trying to be the most perfect person. understand that time and life works with you even if it could take you through the most jarring life-lessons. when people look at you they see a beauty that lasts forever, one that can adapt through eras, you unintentionally become a standard that other people involuntarily follow. there's something about your elegance that softly commands other people to follow the leaders, mayhaps it could be because venus sits in the last cardinal sign, hence its story involving it watching how the other cardinal signs co-operated and evolved ways of loving or beautifully portraying yourself to other people and yourself with poise but not loudness yet. your composure speaks of someone who has done this before, yet this can make you attract immature people who think they can learn from you but they're not prepared at all.
celebrities with a capricorn venus ꨄ︎ miley cyrus, britney spears and cindy crawford.
celebrities with venus in the tenth house ꨄ︎ nicole kidman, victoria beckham and aaliyah.
ꨄ︎ venus in aquarius/11h ⟶ i know this might be stereotypical to hear but trust me when it is said that your beauty and venus power shines through when you recognise that you don't have to be like everyone else. you dont need to force yoursef to be innovative and just go forward to what brings you emotional balance and makes you feel like yourself without trying too hard. your venus power shines when you bring yourself into environments that uplift you for being yourself instead of being the black-sheep all the time. aquarian energy is independent but it is nice for the loners to have their people as well. power comes from a balance of independene and community for people here. to have this alignment shows that you're someone who could easily stand out or amplify features that make you look very attractive to the public, this placement is for the people who have others accidentally fall in love with them despite doing nothing for the match to light. people feel your presence and power when you know you can stand out, when this comes out from you from self-power and not arrogance you get the responses of people that are influenced by not only your liberation but your grace. you're ahead of the crowd and you become powerful when you don't care about what other people think when it comes to your aesthetic, your fashion and even the people you love. your success comes through when you stand in your own right without the approval and endorsement for others because you're the person others what ratification from not the other way round. when you step into your venus power more do expect people attempting to cling onto you, remember to never mistake friendliness for kindness when expanding your line of work.
celebrities with a aquarius venus ꨄ︎ sharon tate, kristina pimenova and eva mendes.
celebrities with venus in the eleventh house ꨄ︎ madonna, lady gaga and alicia keys.
ꨄ︎ venus in pisces/12h ⟶ this placement is magical and other people feel it which makes people wonder what is it that life has planned for you in the future. to be in touch with your venus power and your creativity your relationship with other women is vital, because if you fall for competition this neptunain energy makes you fall into a pit of obsession and addiction of consumption. people with venus in either the twelfth house or pisces should always remember to never forget their joy or their light because it is something that can easily be lost, but what can be lost can be found. however there is a phrase that says the longer you're on the train the more expensive it is to come back home. on one hand, this can manifest into other people's obsession for you, whether it could be hating or loving you, there's something about your energy that feels like a missing piece to those people. you stand in your power when you recognise power comes from within, you're a magician and your elegance is celestial, play into divine beauty, dont limit yourself to the ground because other people might think of it to be weird. you dominate the room by not forcing yourself into power, it is the art of knowing and claiming a life that is yours, that is one of the ways you can reach success. it does sound like the law of attraction and perhaps it is that, when you're following your life style people would find themselves projecting onto you, wishing that they also looked mythical, or that life respons to them the way it will respond to you, [chiefly if you understand that manifesting is not a jack in the box but a story of patience]. learning your venus power involves learning who is for you and who is not.
do take in the fact that venus in pisces is an exalted placement!
celebrities with a pisces venus ꨄ︎ kristen stewart, jasmine tookes and sydney j harper.
celebrities with venus in the twelfth house ꨄ︎ rihanna, shakira and sabrina carpenter.
Hi, everyone! I love the mystical energy of this whole reading. You guys got some really interesting & powerful spirit guides on your side 🧚🏼♀️🌳.
Observe the 4 images above, click & zoom on each one, and then choose whichever calls out to your heart the most, that’s where your spirit guides’ message for you lies.
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PILE 1 < graffiti: top left >
You’re being too hard on yourself. There’s a pattern of self-sabotage here—doubting your skills and your intuition. You come up with ideas, plans, projects… you even write them down, but then you criticize them before they ever get the chance to exist in the real world.
Those little voices in your head immediately jump in and say, “it’s not good enough,” or “it still needs fixing.” But it doesn’t.
Your spirit guides want you to start acknowledging these “inner monsters” without letting them control you while you’re creating. Because your mind feels loud. Constant. Like you can’t fully tune it out. It’s exhausting to carry that from the moment you wake up into your interactions with the outside world. And somehow, your inner critic is always the loudest voice.
They’re suggesting something simple but powerful: put on headphones. Play music that calms you. This will help quiet your racing thoughts and reduce the overstimulation.
They also want you to get lost in your own world.
Hyper-focus on your drawings, your writing, or whatever your creative outlet is. This pile strongly feels like artists and authors. Those “voices” that sometimes feel strange or overwhelming? They may not just be noise. They could be characters. Parts of stories that want to be expressed in the physical world.
You have worlds inside your head. I’m hearing “world-building.”
Sit down and immerse yourself in it. No one has to see it. No one has to know. This isn’t about perfection—it’s about expression. You don’t have an “overactive” imagination. You have entire worlds that haven’t been given a proper channel.
Your guides are reminding you: you are a conduit.
When this gift isn’t nurtured, it turns into anxiety, overstimulation, and irritation. That energy needs somewhere to go.
Keep creating your mood playlists, drop into your imagination, and tell yourself a story. Then bring it to life—through writing, drawing, or whatever feels natural to you.
I’m also seeing your spirit guides and angels holding these “crests” of inspiration, just waiting for you to claim them. Your spirit guides feel very muse-like—almost Renaissance energy; poets, artists, storytellers, etc.
For others, this is simply a message to return to what you love.
original movie soundtracks, ambience, lo-fi girl, piano, classical music, playlists, shravana/capricorn, ear, listen, shakespeare, literature, english major, light & dark academia, old castles, fantasy, roleplaying, ketu naks: ashwini, magha, mula / aries, leo, sag
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PILE 2 < the hand: top right >
This pile feels deeply connected to fairies and woodland spirits as their guides! They want to thank you—for your kindness toward nature. The way you care for plants, trees, rivers, animals, insects… all of it is seen and appreciated 💕
They visit you often in your dreams, because that’s where you’re more open to them. In the physical world, it’s harder for you to perceive them.
There’s also a part of you that leans more logical or practical, and they’re aware of that. They don’t take offense to it at all. If anything, it just means you don’t always fully engage with what you already sense is there.
Some of you may have a grandmother or relatives who practiced witchcraft—especially more traditional or “kitchen witch” types of practices. There’s ancestral influence here.
Your guides are saying you’re incredibly blessed and protected. Your kindness—toward people, animals, the earth—creates an extra layer of spiritual protection around you. It’s how they repay you.
If you’ve been given a talisman, necklace, or some kind of passed-down object, they’re emphasizing that it holds real protective energy. It’s not just sentimental—it actively shields you from negative spirits.
You also have strong animal spirit guardians on the other side. This pile carries shamanic or astral traveler energy. I’m picking up on ancient, tribal roots—earth medicine, medicine women, deep ancestral wisdom. It feels like multiple worlds overlapping. Very magical, very old.
If you ever need help, they are always listening. Your prayers don’t go unheard.
Some of you may resonate with Ardra energy. Its deity is Lord Rudra, known as the “lord of beasts,” surrounded by spirits and able to command them. That connection to wild, untamed, and spiritual forces feels very present here.
You are close to nature spirits, pile 2—but you don’t always use the gifts or support available to you. It doesn’t feel like fear. It feels more like… you know this is real on some level, but you also question it. You stay grounded in the practical world, maybe too busy or too focused on logic to fully explore it.
Your guides are gently nudging you to reconnect. Talk to the elder women in your family—the ones you trust. Ask questions. Learn about their practices. Or do your own research.
There may be something in your life right now that could be helped or resolved through simple spiritual work or ritual.
One note of caution: be mindful when working with fairies. Their energy can be more transactional and unpredictable. If you choose to work spiritually, your guides suggest focusing more on your ancestors and angels.
symbolisms: trees, god of war, nymphs, swamps, forests, green, crying, moist/rain, meadow, flowers, those handmade wooden pens that look like they’re carved tree trunks , hasta/virgo
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PILE 3 < the eye: bottom left >
There’s something you put a lot of time, energy, and effort into, and it didn’t give you the result you wanted.
I’m seeing the image of a door closing. Something didn’t go through—someone you helped, an opportunity you applied for, a message you tried to deliver, or something you really wanted. You were met with a block or a “no.”
Your spirit guides are saying: it’s not a permanent no. It’s a “not yet.”
You’ll know when the timing shifts because of synchronicities. Now, many of you already experience synchronicities often, so I asked for something more specific for this pile. The symbols coming through are chess pieces, a chess board, and also food—so pay attention to signs related to food or the food industry.
There’s something about strategy here.
What you want to achieve requires more precision in your moves. This isn’t something you can rush, or do just to “get it over with,” or expect overnight results from. You’re being asked to slow down, be patient, and pay closer attention to the details.
There needs to be a balance. You can’t rely only on being carefree or just hoping things will work out—but you also don’t need to become rigid. Build structure around your goals while still allowing flow.
For some of you, there are people in your life with high expectations. And your “carefree” energy may actually be a form of rebellion to these people (which is totally fine, you do you). It’s like… you feel controlled, so you detach and surrender in a way that looks like “I don’t care.”
But your guides are saying this isn’t helping you—it’s actually blocking your progress. It’s not true freedom.
The delays you’re experiencing are intentional. You’re being given more time to develop your skills, your patience, and your strategy. This is character development.
So, keep trying, pile 3!
I know it’s discouraging when things don’t work out. But sometimes it takes multiple attempts to “crack the code.” This could be tied to a technical skill, a program, a class, or something you’re actively trying to master.
The message keeps coming through: rethink your approach. Refine your strategy.
I’m seeing someone trying to crack a password or a lock to a vault full of precious jewels. You might feel like it’s not meant for you—but it is. Anyone can open it. The price is persistence and grit.
Don’t focus on competition or people who seem ahead of you or better resourced. That will only distract you. Focus on improving your own skills and beating your own records.
This is a battle of both wits and willpower.
Work smarter, not harder. You’ve got this :)
edit: because i keep getting extra messages 😭 it really takes a lot of effort for you to get something you want; blood, sweat, tears & everything—but the incredible thing that happens afterwards is that you become a master of your craft, like everything becomes so easy to you after overcoming any hardship. you may be a slow learner but “magic” happens the moment you master something. so, like i said, keep trying because it’s all part of your “character arc” 💎 if nothing is working out for you recently, it’s not due to lack of skill but just due to how you’re approaching the situation. again, rethink your strategy.
symbolisms: fortune cookie, intelligence, hacking, IT, cybersecurity, technology, rahu, vault, sparkling diamonds, italian roots, gems, jewelry store, oppenheimer, national treasure (the movie), taurus, venus, 2nd house, genius, saturn naks esp. UBh, ardra, saturn in 5th, uttara ashadha/sag/cap
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PILE 4 < graffiti: bottom right >
Wow—this pile has a very direct line to the Divine—Spirit, Universe, God.
Psychic energy is strong here. Your logic and intuition feel balanced. Your crown chakra is especially active. Overall, your energy feels aligned. This is a gifted pile.
There’s a deep, sacred relationship between you and the Divine that has been built over many lifetimes. It’s mutual—there’s respect on both sides. It feels ancient. Intimate. Like secrets have been exchanged between you and Spirit.
Some of you may naturally remember past lives, or feel very connected to them. Your spiritual gifts are not new—you’ve been developing them across lifetimes.
You see through things easily. People can’t really hide from you. It’s like you already know what’s being said before it’s even spoken. And the confidence that comes with that… it shows.
Your spirit guides are honestly just stepping in to say hi—and to congratulate you. They’re acknowledging how much work you’ve done, especially your shadow work. You didn’t avoid it. You didn’t run from it. You got your hands dirty and faced it head-on.
They see the difficult parts too. The nights where you felt alone. The emotional weight. The moments that broke you down internally. But you kept going. You handled it with maturity, and you got back up every time.
They’re very impressed with you. And they’re grateful—for your consistency, your devotion, your rituals, your offerings. They genuinely enjoy working with you. This isn’t a new bond—you’ve built this relationship with them over many lifetimes.
That’s also why the message here is quieter. It feels like you already have things in order, pile 4.
What they want you to do now is stay in a state of receiving. There’s a boon coming in—a reward for your patience and all the effort you’ve put in.
Focus on rituals that involve releasing. Movement will be important. Dance, especially—something raw and embodied. I’m seeing fire, trance-like music, sweating, fully letting go.
This feels like “wild woman” energy.
There’s still energy from past lifetimes—yours and your ancestors’—that needs to be released through the body. This lifetime, for you, is heavily about clearing that. Letting it move through you and out of you.
symbolisms: black lipstick, purple or dark eyeshadow/make up, dark feminine goddess, moths, the moon, black hair, pale skin, goth, ancient wisdom, the crone, witchcraft, storm, grimoire, rave, trance music, drums, wolves, spirit possession, forests, native american, Lana Del Rey, Punarvasu/Gemini/Cancer, Vishakha/Libra/Scorpio, Ardra/Gemini, Leo, Sacred Woman/Man/🌈
chemtrails over the country club - lana del rey
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