The True Rabbit Type

Ramblings of a mind that certainly exists

[orion-starfall]

I had to wake before god this morning (7 am) and leave my sanctuary (bed) to have the healer mages (doctors) confirm if I have the plague (mold exposure)

[orion-starfall]

I must say that there’s a very specific feeling attached to a cat waking you up for food at 4 am when 1) you don’t normally handle morning feedings and 2) the person who does is easily accessible.

[headlinesdontsellpapes]

Thanks for the tag @thelastplantagenet 😊💚

1. Do this uquiz.

2. Do this picrew.

3. Tag people.

feel free to play if you’d like :)

@buncha-angry-kids-with-no-money @thatoneandlonelyemo2005 @with-the-words-all-wrong

[whumpster-dumpster]

Thanks for the tag, @makehimbleedd! Sorry I'm late 😅

I'd say that's fitting.

I'm not really sure who to tag but if you want to participate, go ahead!

[orion-starfall]

I suppose this is fitting…

[orion-starfall]

Getting over a head cold and being able to cough for emphasis has been going well

[orion-starfall]

Something I think is funny about when I forget to take my sleeping pills is that if my parents see me awake before 10:00 am they immediately assume I am violently ill

[orion-starfall]

One of my favorite pastimes is trying to convince my mother that certain US states don’t exist (or Finland, depending on the day). Today it was Montana (a regular) and Wisconsin (because her bosses have supposedly gone there for a trip)

[orion-starfall]

Just realized my autism makes me an npc with unskippable dialogue and weird quests

[orion-starfall]

A tale from my father’s insane waking times:

4:30 am, I hear the telltale sounds of my father stirring, going to the bathroom (right next to my bedroom), and preparing to migrate into the living room for his morning consumption of the American news feed.

A joyful tinkling greets him at the kitchen.

Sighing in defeat, he turns on the light before fetching my darling cat’s food bowl. “Alright,” he says, resigned to the morning ritual.

I hear a can open.

[orion-starfall]

1 am

Post Christmas

I am plagued by thoughts of spicy noodles post draft writing

I know I must make a compromise in order to even pass sleep like a stranger in a big city

My mother only cooks on holidays

The fridge is a treasure trove of turkey and roasted vegetables

I forage

I stuff my maw with delicious foods my mother spent the morning producing

I am in ecstasy

My father is known for his insomnia

I think I am safe because the hour is not yet three

I am wrong

My father sees me hunched over the stove

I am only in a tank top and boxers

He is only in boxers

He closes the door and gives me time to stuff a few precious morsels in my mouth before replacing the dish I was pilfering from

I scuttle back to my bedroom the same way a cockroach skitters away from someone turning on the light

We will not speak of this come light of day

[orion-starfall]

Finally got around to watching that Scara video where he like explains why he decided to be evil and like………….. *scruffs him*

[zhan-xiaos]

the person reblogging this from you is rooting for you to have a happy, healthy, and successfull 2022

[sonic-justice-real-for]

Oh my god

[sonic-justice-real-for]

[sonic-justice-real-for]

A closeup for those who are not true believers of what this man has to offer

[artisticallygay]

This is a kid’s game

[sonic-justice-real-for]

Do you think that kids are not allowed to go to museums

[sonic-justice-real-for]

And for those that are unaware, this statue was in previous Animal Crossing games, it was just never this HD

[realbutchhartman]

Children should not be sold HD dicks. This is how gay people are made.

[stellaraine30]

oh my god….sonic for real justice AND butch hartman in one post

…never thought id see the day

[shygaetano]

[sonic-justice-real-for]

i. its. its based on. a real statue. in real life. you want this video game. to give the real life michelangelos david. a giant schlong? you want david. to be packing heat??

[sonic-justice-real-for]

“suggestive :/”

[orion-starfall]

The frustration of not being physically able to clean as much as I want to

[orion-starfall]

Overstimmed to the point that my nails feel too much

[orion-starfall]

So I’m allergic to fragrance

Like

Hug someone who’s wearing a lot of perfume and I’ll break out in hives and have to go to the doctor because they won’t go away

Allergic

And my mammow wears a lot of perfume, gets the nice smelling laundry detergent, and gets her dog washed in super strong smelling dog shampoo

Which is her prerogative, and I don’t want to burden her or make her feel bad or anything

But she’s also the type of person who is always right and will make you suffer and gossip about you if you disagree

She tried to tell me I didn’t have a mental illness after I explained what my meds do and took them in front of her, but that’s another story

So she doesn’t like how I’m on my phone so much and that I’m so quiet (probably because she’s been talking over me since my first words the novelty of me speaking wore off)

And when she says shit I have to stop myself from just going off and saying

At least I’m not allergic to my phone, Jane

[orion-starfall]

the thing nobody warns you about with depression is how much it takes

every time an emotion gets too strong, I'm forced back into a well of apathy

it took my trust in everyone else to care about me and in myself to even do the basic tasks to keep myself alive

it took my sense of connection to anyone because when asking how I am I know they just want a happy or neutral answer and if I told them how I really am they'd institutionalize me

I latch on to media to evoke any emotion possible and use them as a catalogue of masks to use with people

but all I can say is that I'm a little tired today

[orion-starfall]

My outline is a little fuzzy today