Hello everyone!! I'm Will. I use he/him strictly. I'm 16 and Im here to share outsider stuff. This is my account to nerd out on, write fanfiction, and draw art. Im lowky ashamed because everyone seems to act weird when I mention i still like the outsiders but I hope you all can enjoy my work and that my coding/interactable fanfics are fun to yall!!!!
My dms are always open and I love chatting with y'all, but please be appropriate no matter what. I'm aroace and get really uncomfortable with anything surrounding sex [when it's aimed at me] because of personal trauma. If you'd like to know a little more, heres my strawpage!!
. . . 𝑬𝒙𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒔!! . . .
I am pretty badly chronically ill, I have diagnosed hEDS, POTS, and suspecting MCAS with a seizure disorder. I housebound and starting to become bedbound as well. I do my absolute best to upload when I can, however it will be very inconsistent and I'm very sorry for that. I'm going through a lot, and still have to deal with school, college applications, friends, family, doctors, ect. I'm also autistic, so if I do not understand a joke or sarcasm I'm not tryna be mean, I just don't understand !! I love all the support I've gotten and want to kiss every one of you on your foreheads. Make sure to take care of yourselves!!!!
Some Blinkies that rep me lmao (Blinkies lights that may irritate eyes)
I have found a new label and it makes me so happy. Like. It describes me so well. I always went with aromantic/demiromantic because I never really understood relationships, and the ones I've been in I didn't know if it was actually love because I'm autistic and didn't understand love and I have everyhting to thank tiktok for showing me Nebularomantic. It's so me guys like you don't know how happy this makes me I have labels that actually fit and perfectly describe me
“While Dallas Winston was not the type of man to want to hold down a job of any kind, he supposed this whole bar-tending gig really wasn’t too bad.” -Where the Sun Meets the Storm by @legends-never-die1
Moot I need to know immediately if you've read this fanfic, this was the entire reason I even joined Tumblr and was the whole reason I got into fanfics I need to know
IGS SO GOOD ISTG ITS ONE OF THE BEST ONES EVER I need to reread it too especially the chapter with little Dally meeting Pony for the first time AUBFKKG GMF I need them sm
“While Dallas Winston was not the type of man to want to hold down a job of any kind, he supposed this whole bar-tending gig really wasn’t too bad.” -Where the Sun Meets the Storm by @legends-never-die1
Moot I need to know immediately if you've read this fanfic, this was the entire reason I even joined Tumblr and was the whole reason I got into fanfics I need to know
“While Dallas Winston was not the type of man to want to hold down a job of any kind, he supposed this whole bar-tending gig really wasn’t too bad.” -Where the Sun Meets the Storm by @legends-never-die1
Moot I need to know immediately if you've read this fanfic, this was the entire reason I even joined Tumblr and was the whole reason I got into fanfics I need to know
finally got around to drawing dally again 🥹 #myboy !! yes I know I look like that lizzo juice meme with this as my pfp too but whatever 🙏 have him a little redesign/tweak to make him a little closer to to his book desc!! book accurate dally my GOAT!! I know his peircings are impractical but it’s swag so whatever
also gave him a minor cleft palate 🥹I feel like it suits him heh
oops crying again ha ha sorry. i just realized andrew privably started feeling like he lost his mosnter mask after people found out about drake. because its not long after they all think they can control him into rehab, he falls for neil, his deal w aaron ends, etc.
and it further proves he shouldnt show weakness in his head if he wants to also remain in control and keep people safe: ie, if he didnt go to rehab he would have been there for kevin and kept neil from going to the nest; if he had kept neil at arm’s length neil would not have tried to protect andrew by letting himself be kidnapped quietly; and he would have been entitled to keep his deal with aaron and keep him in bubble wrap away from a relationship that could devastate his twin.
so for a while there, before lots of therapy, andrew probably had the extra layer of hating thanksgiving because it was the last time he had a semblance of control.
if anyone was wondering here's what it was probably like to be gay before the 2000's. i've done way too much research for school projects (and research for ocs) and it's swimming around in my head. small reminder that this is in general and some do happen in certain states and it wasn't everywhere + most of this is coming from my memory and what i recall ever researching.
tw: rape/sexual assault, suicide
lesbians were commonly raped to be "fixed from their attraction"
chemical castaration (?) (used as a method to get rid of the hormone that causes attraction i believe) was used. one example was alan turing, resulted in depression and sometimes suicidal ideations which was what turing was rumored to die of.
bar raids were frequent, if you were caught in a gay bar you would be arrested
cross dressing laws were. there. even if women were caught wearing mens jeans they would be arrested. it would frequently target transgender individuals and people who did drag.
there was a lot of fear for queer people. they were scared they thought they were improper and disgusting
in ww2, homosexuals were identified with downward pointing pink triangles and nazi officers would often bribe them with better treatment if they had sex. it may have also been frequent to be raped.
quick fun fact: france was one of the first countries to decriminalize being gay (sodomy laws) in the late 1700's. i dont remember the exact year unfortunately
there was a moral panic over lgbtq+ individuals called the lavender scare and it started in 1950, also happening near the same time as the red scare, aka anti-communist movements. it was driven by the fear that those individuals were communist sympathizers and many people who worked federal jobs lost them pretty quickly after president eisenhower signed an executive order in 1953 that banned gay men and lesbians from government/federal employment jobs under the guise of sexual perversion.
there was a united states policy passed for the military called dont ask, dont tell which lasted from 1994-2011 where military members were not allowed to say that they were gay. this was planned by bill clinton's administration and later repealed by president barack obama.
lavender marriages. thats all.
blooming lavender, a green carnation, (popularized by oscar wilde) violets, yellow roses + many others were a sign for queer people.
ancient rome and ancient greece have always been called the gayest countries, however rape culture was rampant there too unfortunately. often, young boys would be forced into relationships with older men. there was an emperor called emperor nero who had a spouse named sporus who was a young slave boy. nero had castrated him and made him replace his dead wife who was assaulted, which later (a year after) resulted in sporus killing himself.
even though we now have laws that are protecting our community, we are still not safe, as trump is working on passing laws that get rid of same-sex marriage being legal and allowing transgender people to go to the bathrooms of the gender they identify as. we live in a scary time where teens commit suicide and we do not feel safe on the streets. our identities are erased very frequently and we are unable to express ourselves. please keep in mind what history has looked like and try to make others aware of this, we live in danger and fear every day no matter how many protection laws are passed.
happy pride month, from your local they them lesbian. be safe out there this month.
YOU DON'T NEED TO BE A SKINNY WHITE TWINK TO BE ATTRACTIVE AS A TRANS GUY. BE FAT. BE CHUBBY. HAVE SCARS AND STRETCH MARKS AND SPOTS AND CYSTS AND DRY SKIN AND DANDRUFF AND ECZEMA. HAVE MOHAWKS AND LOCS AND AFROS AND CURLS AND PIN-STRAIGHT HAIR. BE A POC. GET DARKER IN THE SUMMER. WEAR FEMININE CLOTHES, WEAR MASCULINE CLOTHES, WEAR A MIX OF EVERYTHING. GET SURGERIES, DON'T GET SURGERIES, GET HORMONES, DON'T GET HORMONES, MEDICALLY TRANSITION OR CHOOSE NOT TO OR CHOOSE TO ONLY DO CERTAIN PARTS OF IT BUT NOT OTHERS. USE WHATEVER PRONOUNS YOU WANT. HE, SHE, THEY, XEY, ZIR, OTHER NEOPRONOUNS, WHO CARES! BE WHOEVER THE FUCK YOU WANT TO BE, HOWEVER THE FUCK YOU WANT TO DO SO, BECAUSE THAT IS WHAT TRANSITIONING IS SUPPOSED TO BE. DO NOT LET YOURSELF BE CONTAINED IN ANOTHER MOULD RIGHT AFTER YOU JUST BROKE OUT OF THE LAST ONE.
#And please STOP trying to contain your trans siblings
#we should never be enforcing imaginary rules on each other
#part of community is helping each other stand tall
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Every day, LGBTQ+ refugees and displaced people across east africa face rejection, discrimination, homelessness, violence, and lack of access to basic needs simply because of who they are. Many have fled conflict, family rejection, or persecution, only to continue struggling in silence.
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(A post from a queer Sudanian refugee who can't set up a fundraiser in his own country.)
