tell me gently

there is something in your throat that wants to get out and you won't let it. oscar rawal. twenty eight. halfling

[chlorph]

the bibliophile

“You can never get a cup of tea large enough or a book long enough to suit me.”  ― C.S. Lewis

[oscar-rawal]

laceyyu‌:

Lacey nodded, giving him a small smile. She had lived in New Orleans her entire life, omitting hr time in China for college. While she loved the city in her own way, she didn’t share the attachment to it like some people did.

Thankfully the rain was started to let up. Rain wasn’t something Lacey minded too much, but she preferred to be indoors when it was heavy outside. “Yeah, I am. Born and raised, though I lived in China for a few years when I was younger. I guess the call of home was irresistible though.” As much as she loved China, her found family was in New Orleans and she had decided to come back for them. “Are you just visiting then?”

”China? That must have been a bit of a culture shock.” Despite only being in New Orleans for a few days and it being significantly less different than living in China would have been, Oscar could relate to the desire to head back somewhere familiar. His trip to America wasn’t a forever thing, not right now at least and there was an ache to return to his small town by the sea, with the quiet roads and familiar faces.

“I’m here for a few months, didn’t want to make a definite move or anything before I learnt if I liked the place or not.” It was partly a lie, he’d actually only made the decision to come live in the city upon learning about it’s supernatural community. It had felt the sort of thing he needed after learning of his own abilities after years of having them hidden from him. “It’s good so far though, you came back after all.” He gave a tight smile, regretting making a comment on her choice.

[oscar-rawal]

LIGHTS UP AND THEY KNOW WHO YOU ARE, DO YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE?

 listen here.

[oscar-rawal]

Naughty Little Memes: ☂🏢♥∀

☂ : How long does it take your muse to hit climax, usually?

It depends obviously, usually around 10-15 minutes but there are the occasional longer and shorter sessions.

🏢-Most public place they’ve had sex, or would like to have sex?

Most public place was a university classroom with his last long term girlfriend, he’d totally be up for doing it again.

❤ : Where on their body is your muse most sensitive?

Answered here.

∀ : Your muse’s favorite position?

Answered here.

[oscar-rawal]

santana-ortega‌:

“Well, don’t you just look out of sorts, sweetheart.” The witch had bene on her way home, only working at 77 that night rather than at both bars when she spotted the unfamiliar face. The energy around him was less than human, tinged with something she couldn’t quite place at first go. Not that she supposed it really mattered. New Orleans always had housed all manner of people. Nothing was a surprise anymore once you got accustomed to that fact.

“Lost your way or unsure where to go?” Sometimes even she felt lost in the city and she had grown up there. Perhaps it was because she had spent so much time away from it when she was travelling but while she knew the streets and backroads like the back of her hand? These days they somehow felt strange, foreign. To feel out of place in your hometown was a jarring experience at best, almost terrifying at worst. Sometimes it still felt like she was acclimating to being home.

"Oh, I’m just taking a walk,” Oscar explained with the slightest hints of a smile tugging at his lips. He didn’t know what it was exactly that was tipping folk off that he was a stranger but he’d have to work on it, he didn’t mind the interactions it encouraged but it felt a little embarrassing to be seen as so foreign. “Trying to get a feel for the city, I suppose.”

“Are you a local?” He peered curiously down at the strange woman after a moments silence lingered, it felt like the only appropriate question to ask, especially if he looked as lost as he knew people saw him to be. It wasn’t a mistake, he was lost in a city much bigger than his home and it’d be nice to not feel as though he were gasping for air every time he left his tiny apartment.

[devpatels]

Dev Patel in Modern Love

[oscar-rawal]

My muse in a relationship: 🔮🤗🤐🚀

🔮 Do they believe in soul mates?

To a certain degree, I think he’s more inclined to believe you can have lots of soulmates though instead of just the single one.

🤗 Are they physically affectionate?

At first he can be a little shy when it comes to showing his affection but as time goes on and he becomes more comfortable with his partner, yeah he’s a total softie out here trying to get smooches.

🤐 Would they ever confess their feelings first?

He’d rather not but if the situation arose where he had to for some reason, maybe he’d lose his chance or it was too hard to keep a secret anymore, then of course he would.

🚀 How far are they willing to go for the person they love?

I think Oscar would do pretty much anything for his partner if he knew they loved him in return, he isn’t dumb and can tell when he’s being used or manipulated but if the love is honest then he’ll do anything.

[oscar-rawal]

Naughty Little Memes👎🏻✌∀

👎🏻-What is an absolute deal breaker in the bedroom?

Probably extreme BDSM, he isn’t into the idea of hurting anyone or being hurt. 

✌ : Is your muse good with their hands?

Answered here.

∀ : Your muse’s favorite position?

Perhaps a boring answer but missionary always feels the most intimate and it’s a classic for a reason.

[oscar-rawal]

muse in a relationship⏰📖❌

⏰How long do their relationships tend to last?

The longest relationship Oscar has been in lasted two and a half years, the shortest being three months, the average tends to be around a year.

📖What is their favorite outside of the bedroom activity to do with their partner?

Probably lounging on the couch, his head in his partner’s lap as they read a book out loud, their other hand combing through his hair.

❌Would they ever cheat on their partner?

Answered here.

[midsommars-deactivated20201109]

[oscar-rawal]

✌, ☌, 💋, ❤

✌ : Is your muse good with their hands?

Oh definitely, he has nice big hands and finds it really hot being able to make someone melt with just the right move of his fingers.

☌ : Would/does your muse have any special piercings anywhere? Would they get some?

Considering he has a phobia of needles, there’s no way he’d get a piercing at all, god forbid somewhere “special.”

💋-Do they use tongue when they kiss?

Not all the time, that’d be pretty strange.

❤ : Where on their body is your muse most sensitive?

Apart from the obvious places, maybe his inner thighs.

[oscar-rawal]

❌, ⚔️, ♦️, 😡

❌ Would they ever cheat on their partner?

Absolutely not. He finds it hard to break up with people but he’d much rather hurt them that way than go out and break their trust completely. 

⚔️ Are they protective of their partner?

To a degree, yeah. He’s also pretty understanding that his partner are their own person and don’t need him dotting over them constantly, he will step up if required though.

♦️ Are they concerned with the social status of their partner?

Not at all.

😡 What are their deal breakers?

People who aren’t considerate of others, who only care about themselves and their comfort. He probably couldn’t be with someone who didn’t know how to have a quiet day, he likes being alone a lot or at least having a few hours of peace and quiet, someone always on the move could become a little too much. 

[wnq-writers]

It’s a bad habit of mine to say “I’m sorry” as a reaction to everything. It comes out whenever I’m sad, scared, or confused, even when I’m the one getting hurt.

howtoevaporate  (via wnq-writers)

[nola-unchained]

Naughty Little Memes

❤ : Where on their body is your muse most sensitive? ✿ : Has your muse ever had sex before? ☜ : Does your muse like to top? ☞ : Does your muse like to bottom? ∀ : Your muse’s favorite position? ☺ : How often does your muse masturbate? ☂ : How long does it take your muse to hit climax, usually? ✌ : Is your muse good with their hands? ♡ : Does your muse have any birthmarks or scars they get embarrassed about others seeing? Á : Is your muse loud in bed? ⚔ : Does your muse have any specific kinks? ☌ : Would/does your muse have any special piercings anywhere? Would they get some? ♥ : Does your muse like to cuddle after sex? Anything else for aftercare? 👅-Would they rather give or receive oral sex? 👠-Do they watch pornography? If so, what kind?| 💋-Do they use tongue when they kiss? 😈-Favorite sex position? 👎🏻-What is an absolute deal breaker in the bedroom? 🐶-Favorite pet name they like to be called? 👄-Do they swallow? 👙-Favorite outfit in the bedroom? 💦-Best place for their partner to cum on/in? 🌶-Most sensitive place on their body? 👑-Daddy kink, yes or no? 💍-Ever had an affair? 🏢-Most public place they’ve had sex, or would like to have sex? 🍒-When and how did they lose their virginity, if they have?

[nola-unchained]

My muse in a relationship ?s

Please include if you want answers for a particular ship.

🤗Are they physically affectionate? 🎶Do they have a type? 😡What are their deal breakers? ↕️Are they sub, dom or switch? ⏰How long do their relationships tend to last? 💍Would they ever get married? 🏷️Do they give their partners cute nicknames? 💋Are they more sensual or sexual? 📖What is their favorite outside of the bedroom activity to do with their partner? 🛏What is their favorite bedroom activity to do with their partner? 💚Are they prone to jealousy? 😘Does their demeanor change when in a relationship? 👫Do they display affection in public? What about in private? 💕Are they open to threesomes or a polyamorous relationship? 💔Do they have a certain type of person they will not enter into a relationship with? 💝How long until they feel secure and comfortable in a relationship? 🤐Would they ever confess their feelings first? ❌Would they ever cheat on their partner? 👨‍👩‍👧‍👦Do they want children? 🐶Are they a cuddler? 🔮Do they believe in soul mates? ⚔️ Are they protective of their partner? 🚀 How far are they willing to go for the person they love? ❤️ Do they fall in love easily? 📺 Do they share information about their relationships freely with friends and family? ♦️Are they concerned with the social status of their partner? 💭 Do they tend to sleep better when in bed with their partner?

[nola-unchained]

[NSFW] put a name in my inbox and my muse will answer:

How interested they are in having sex with them: How much they would pay (or have to be paid) to have sex with them: If they would rather bottom or top them: How good they think they would be: If they’d prefer kitchen counter, wall, or shower sex with them: If they’d fuck, have sex, or make love: If they were going to make it a threesome, the third person they’d pick: If they think there’s ever a possibility that it would happen:

[oscar-rawal]

jez-dragoumis‌:

“It’s not so bad,” Jez replied after a moment, shaking her head with an amused smile. “Not every job ends up being terrible. There are times when I prove that they’re not getting cheated on which is always nice. And sometimes my work is a little more Nancy Drew than that- finding missing things, finding lost loved ones. That’s always a nice type of job. Especially reuniting people instead of tearing them apart.” That was a much rarer occasion but it was still nice. Even the simple thing she had done by telling Tony where his sister’s bakery was had felt nice- would have even if she didn’t know Tony as well as she did.

“And I met one of my closest friends because of it.” It felt sort of strange to call Tony that anymore given all of the stuff that had happened between the two of them lately. But it was true. He was one of her closest friends and someone she cared for deeply. “He wasn’t the subject of an investigation or nothing. But some of the people who help me work where he does. And without my job, I wouldn’t have met him.”

“Wow, I didn’t think of it like that,” it was an easy assumption to make but still, he was glad that it wasn’t a job filled completely with misery and dishonesty. He noticed the fondness in which Jez spoke about her friend but made no comment on it, it wasn’t his place after all to be asking so many questions after such a very short time knowing one another. “It’s sounds pretty cool when you describe it like that. Not that it didn’t sound cool before, just a little sadder.” 

“I’ve got to find myself a job while I’m here, keep myself in my apartment for longer than the month I can currently afford.” It was half a purposeful decision to come with enough money for a month’s rent. It’d force him into actually going out and interacting with people rather than sitting in his apartment in fear, but he’d also spent the majority of his twenties studying and working the odd job to get through that, there was only so much he could afford out of pocket.