osc fictionkin confessions :3

place for object show fictionkins, fictives, copinglinks and all that good stuff!

[osckinfessions]

hello! this blog is inspired by both @\fictionkinfessions and @\oscconfessions , as in its like a combination of the two. A place for object show/osc fictives, fictionkin, copinglink and other types of either relating to or being a character from a fictional world, from any object-related source, to "confess" and/or share their experiences! again people from any object show/osc/ Object related source, and any Origin , are welcome here! this is a safe space! :) (more info under cut!)

only rules are: - no nsfw (slightly suggestive jokes are fine but please dont go . Uh. overboard!) - please dont bring system discourse on this blog! youre allowed to complain about discourse thats related to your source, tho, if its relevant (for example talking about tacomic or whatever is fine lol)! - also please be nice and dont fakeclaim , bully or harass people (ths should Kind of be common sense but ya)

This blog is currently run by 1 mod (mod paint, collectively it/its pronouns) tag system is just object show acronym + confession/not a confession + anon tags & mod tags

UPDATE 16/07! anon list

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if you would like to claim an anon tag just ask. it can be an emoji, an emoji combo, symbols, or a word/phrase (Not names) but then you HAVE to specify "(blank) anon" or else i wont know.... and feel free to remind me if i forget to tag or add to this list. and if you want to be removed from here also tell me. lol

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I feel like every time a new TPOT episode comes out, there is a like. 90 percent chance I'll get nuked

I'm some way.

- Five (TPOT) fictionkin

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To Four,

No, unfortunately. Everyone in this community is horrible. I’ve found most comfort with small circles of close friends rather than big fandom spaces. Perhaps try that?

-🌕💙✨

i think "everyone" is a bit of a generalization but it does hold some truth because like i said theres a lot of bigger spaces that end up turning toxic

if anything i think one way to do it is to find a smaller circle of friends WITHIN a bigger space since its hard to just yk. make friends from nothing with no entry point

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i do genuinely wonder if there are any communities i can be in. or at least feel safe in. i want new friends more than anything. i scour the internet for some semblance of something, but i never get lucky to find somewhers active or friendly. whatever.

-🛸💫

if anyone has any recommendations for this person then let us know :) it IS hard to find a community thats both active and not super toxic unfortunately

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So! I believe I may be some kind of median system? I’m not fully sure, mostly because the science behind median systems is very lacking and there’s no true medical acknowledgement of it. But as far as I can tell, it’s an accurate description of what I’ve been experiencing.

I suppose a year of dissociation and trauma inflicted by another system made my brain create a sort of half-system..? Despite being years older than when normal systems form? Im not entirely sure, but I will keep searching within myself (all parts of me) for the answer.

- Taco 🌮✨

it can be tricky when there's not a lot of proper research & medically approved information on a thing you're experiencing.. i'm glad you found something that you think fits though at least!

good luck on the rest of your journey!

[osckinfessions]

four again. if possible and appropriate i may come back. if it is avaliable i ask to claim "-🛸💫" as a sign off. thank you.

it is available :)

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i'm a four fictive. kind of. multisourced. mainly early bfb but whatever. who's asking the question?

... like any four fictionfolk in existance, i miss x. it's a weird type of missing too because i'm essentially surrounded by introjects of them in the 'shared reality'. they all like me and they find me funny and in a selfish manner they're good narcissistic supply and i really do care deeply for them... but not a single one is 'mine' if that makes sense. none of them playfully banter with me or challenge me or maintain the dynamic or even remenisce with me.

i guess that hurts worse than actually not having any sourcemate at all. i'm surrounded by those who claim to know exactly who and what i am and claim to be exactly like how i remember. but they aren't this way. maybe it's me though too. i'm not the four anyone remembers despite my delusions that i've never changed... i don't know.

i'm lonely.

sorry for rambling. i read the rules but forgot if venting wasn't allowed. if it isn't... whatever. at least i got to talk about how i feel for once.

venting is very much allowed i really hope youll feel better! dunno if i can really say that i hope you find "your" x, because it might not be realistic, but either way i know many people here can relate to the feeling of missing someone even though, technically, theres MANY versions of that person who youre missing, but none of them are how you remember them and its such a lonely miserable feeling honestly. but youre not feeling it alone at least? i dunno.. i also ended up rambling. oops.

[osckinfessions]

...........

Yeah TPOT 23 nuked me and also feels a little familiar. Or not wrong at least

At least most of us aren't dead. I guess

I kinda wanna say more uh. I'm kinda glad I don't have that power anymore. I just don't like the circumstances it was taken in... I don't want to really associate with it anymore, if that makes sense

I'm just gonna go sleep now

- Five

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[osckinfessions]

Thinking about mi relationship with Three and I don't like this. I should probably stop thinking about it before I start feeling a bit worse about what happened.

But also I had to think about it eventually. I can't really avoid thinking about how stuff was between me and mi best friend (?) forever.

Okay I'm gonna go uh. Distract myself now

- Five (TPOT)

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[osckinfessions]

"stop posting hateful things of this character, what if a fictionkin saw what you had to say?" no, no please continue, i think it's really funny

- Jack 🃏

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[osckinfessions]

I will forever be traumatized after ITFT 10:00 as a heavy Clock fictionkin/irl🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑

Yes I'm being so serious and unserious because I'm a nonchalant being who only has 2 hours left to live jajajajajaja🤣🤣🤣🤣 ha. Ha. Yeahh. Shrugs

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[osckinfessions]

One of the worst things about kinning Pin is that I keep randomly what it felt like to have no limbs and/or face. That might also be why im so clumsy ^^"

-Pin 📌❤️

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i like driving. im the only one that will drive. im able to be calm while driving. but it makes me very anxious. im tense the whole way through. i barely breathe.

but i need to be the one that drives. any other kin is too hyper to be on the road. like animatic. do not let animatic drive my car.

i hate animatic.

-airy🤎✨

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Watching the Subscriber Specials version of me is kinda weird if I think about it. It's technically me, but just.....kinda more asshole-ish or mean ig. It's me but not me.

- Five (TPOT)

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I really need Fourteen to leave hickeys all over my neck….really badly….

-10

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being source detached is so fucking weird because in my source im the most chaotic piece of shit that has ever lived and in the system im genuinely so fucking chill and laid back absofuck nothing bothers me but my headmates who I want to DIE highk

- 🟥

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[osckinfessions]

Sometimes I think about how it was rewatching TPOT 20 was a. Not pleasant experience considering one of mi kins is an algebralien and the other is a celestial (specifically a planet). Yeah it wasn't pleasant seeing what kind of felt like seeing more death and what would count as gore for me since a core is like the brain/heart for us celestials, and the surface being the equivalent of skin maybe.

Idk I just keep randomly thinking about this sometimes, and it usually just makes me more scared of One. I'ma go under my blanket now or something....

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