𝕒𝕓𝕖𝕪𝕒𝕟𝕔𝕖

𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐯𝐞? 𝐧𝐨, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞

[oubliela]

this is my last post for now, but i finished TLOU2 last week and if any mutuals wanna talk about it plz hmu on disco/rd— rooney#4143 

my sibling described abby as a “brick shit house” and i havent stopped thinking about it

[oubliela]

lowkey when/if i come back i’m going to make an ellie williams blog 

[oubliela]

it’s bonkers how easy it is, just by seeing some of your amazing creativity and talent, to inspire me to want to write/rp here again. i’ve been writing on discord with some friends, and gotten to work on some of my crime / spy / assassin characters for different group rp’s we do —— and basically i gotta get out of here before spy stuff takes over my brain again bc i have a podcast and a novel to continue working on. 

but this is me saying you are all insanely talented and i love you

[oubliela]

lowkey when/if i come back i’m going to make an ellie williams blog 

[oubliela]

hey folks, sorry I haven’t been around. I really fucked up my back last week and haven’t been able to sit for any significant amount of time nor had the energy to write. I’m slowly feeling better after seeing my chiro but I don’t know if I can make any promises on being active for a little while longer. please consider this a hiatus, I can always be reached on disco/rd for chatting and writing alike: rooney#4143 (mutuals only please)

[humanaes]

checking in to let y’all know I’m still alive. my back is still giving me a hard time and even just showering is exhausting. I will unfortunately be continuing this hiatus indefinitely. As mentioned above, I’m always available on disco/rd and would love to rp with you there if you enjoy 1x1, or just to keep in touch, you can also find me on my writeblr at nouveauweird.

[oubliela]

hey folks, sorry I haven’t been around. I really fucked up my back last week and haven’t been able to sit for any significant amount of time nor had the energy to write. I’m slowly feeling better after seeing my chiro but I don’t know if I can make any promises on being active for a little while longer. please consider this a hiatus, I can always be reached on disco/rd for chatting and writing alike: rooney#4143 (mutuals only please)

[noitblanc]

"HE'S GOT A DIFFERENT NAME FOR EVERY CORNER OF THE GLOBE." 

[merlinss-archive-deactivated202]

[oubliela]

𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐫 𝐑𝐄𝐏𝐋𝐘 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈'𝐥𝐥 𝐡𝐢𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐮𝐩 𝐭𝐨 𝐩𝐥𝐨𝐭!

[oubliela]

𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐍 𝐈𝐍𝐕𝐈𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐓𝐎 𝐃𝐑𝐎𝐏 𝐌𝐄 𝐒𝐎𝐌𝐄 𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐒 !

[oubliela]

𝐢 𝐰𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐮𝐩 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐥𝐲 𝐞𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐲 / 𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐚 𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐢 𝐜𝐚𝐧’𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐝 / 𝐢 𝐰𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐮𝐩 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐚𝐭 /𝐢 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐨𝐟   𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐖𝐇𝐘    𝐜𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐲 𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐭.   ** / **

[oubliela]

seasreign‌:

 like      ,      he  hopes      ,      any  person  would  naturally      ,      he  looks  on  the  bruises  he  can  even  more  clearly  see  now  that  the  glow  of  the  streetlight  above  actually  marks  them  out      .      they  look  painful      ,      and  he  wonders  whether  she  got  those  by  accident  or  on  purpose      .      if  he  knew  how  many  circumstances  caused  people  to  bruise      ,      maybe  he’d  be  able  to  guess  better      .      he  doesn’t      :      he  doesn’t  bruise  under  normal  circumstances      .    

 he  decides  not  to  say  anything  at  all      .      his  eyes  are  smiling      ,      and  slowly      ,      he  approaches  the  two  of  them      ,      squatting  down  with  a  knee  on  the  ground  so  that  he  can  pet  marble      .                              ❝          perry  and  marble      .      it’s  nice  to  meet  you      .      nice  to  meet  you      ,      marble  dog      .          ❞                        his  voice  is  directed  at  the  dog  at  first      ,      before  he  finally  looks  up  toward  perry      .      his  gaze  flickers  to  the  bruises  again  before  redirecting  back  to  her  eyes      ,      where  they’re  supposed  to  be      .                    ❝          and  nice  to  meet  you  too      ,      perry      .      my  name’s  arthur      .      and  i  guarantee  my  clothes  are  usually  wet  anyways      .          ❞

𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐂𝐀𝐍'𝐓 𝐇𝐄𝐋𝐏 𝐁𝐔𝐓 𝐒𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐀𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐀𝐘 𝐇𝐄 𝐆𝐑𝐄𝐄𝐓𝐒 𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐁𝐋𝐄, 𝐂𝐇𝐔𝐅𝐅𝐄𝐃 𝐁𝐘 𝐇𝐎𝐖 𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐋𝐒 𝐂𝐀𝐍 𝐁𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐒𝐔𝐂𝐇 𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒 𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐌𝐎𝐒𝐓 𝐔𝐍𝐄𝐗𝐏𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐃 𝐎𝐅 𝐏𝐄𝐎𝐏𝐋𝐄. She gives a slight hum of laughter, watching Arthur’s interaction with the cookies-and-cream pitty with amusement. Perion notices his gaze on her face, and she gives half a sigh, glancing back out at the water, looking like ink in the dark. His comment makes her chuckle. “Do you usually go swimming in your clothes?” she asks good humouredly. Marble turns her head and licks at Arthur’s wrist and arm, tail wagging approvingly at the pets.

[oubliela]

brutlist‌:

     "     𝐚𝐝𝐦𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐝𝐥𝐲 𝐢'𝐯𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠 .     “     he glimpses her , it’s the way she looks at him that prompts his follow up .     “     i mean that ain’t no bad thing i know , but it still feels like i’m . i dunno . stepping farther away from something that should be important .     “ 

@oubliela​ // generated starter

"𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐃𝐎𝐍'𝐓 𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝐎𝐋𝐃." 𝐈𝐒 𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐒𝐇𝐄 𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐀𝐆𝐄𝐒 𝐓𝐎 𝐒𝐀𝐘. 𝐈𝐓 𝐇𝐀𝐃𝐍'𝐓 𝐎𝐂𝐂𝐔𝐑𝐑𝐄𝐃 𝐓𝐎 𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐇𝐄 𝐅𝐄𝐄𝐋𝐒 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐆 𝐎𝐑 𝐍𝐎𝐓. Though she’s listening, nodding, and acknowledging what he’s said. A slight personal crisis is going on in her brain. If she were a computer she would have a loading screen. How can she feel young or old when she has no youth as a frame of reference? Perion glances at her hands. “I don’t know how old I am, actually,” she deadpans.

[oubliela]

impuredlight‌:

          Late night strolls in cities he isn’t very familiar with tends to be a tradition with Jules and Sully. He has a flashlight, and a camera for shots of parks, cities, streets under the darkness of night. Nighttime shots aren’t something that Jules excels at, even after all these years, and he takes the chance to improve whenever he can, and now is no different. He’s talking to Sully, who is a few feet away, barking at some birds or squirrels, about a few of the pictures he’s gotten so far as he peeks through the pictures on his camera. But then Sully’s barking more loudly, and running down the path, so Jules has to go and catch up with the excited dog. “Sorry ‘bout him,” he says, giving a shake of his head as he finally catches up to Sully, who stopped a few feet away from a woman and her dog. “Gets excited about potential friends.” He realizes his flashlight is in her face, and he drops it toward the ground after a moment.

𝐒𝐇𝐄 𝐈𝐒 𝐂𝐄𝐑𝐓𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐋𝐘 𝐆𝐋𝐀𝐃 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐃𝐎𝐆 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐁𝐋𝐄. Her pitty loves to play, but not all dogs have the manners to play calmly and they jump (and with the reputation pitty’s have, Marble’s training is all she has going for her). Perion offers a disarming smile, “It’s alright, no harm done.” She is still being careful though, no telling how someone might react here, off the beaten path, fairly late at night. “Hope we didn’t disturb you, seems your boy can tell there’s a friend nearby from pretty far off.” Marble wags her tail pleasantly, but doesn’t approach the other dog.

[oubliela]

aftermathed‌:

          Honestly, this trip to the park has mainly been Jack chasing Mila around while she causes trouble, despite his best efforts. It’s just one of those days when the dog is incredibly hyper and excited over essentially everything, and is two seconds away from jumping into Jack’s arms at any given moment. It sure is something— especially when Mila darts away for a ball that Jack certainly didn’t throw. “Hey!” he calls, and jogs after her. “Put that down!” She just stares at him, tail wagging even harder.

𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐁𝐋𝐄 𝐈𝐒 𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝐀𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐇𝐔𝐒𝐊𝐘 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐁𝐄 𝐀 𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐅𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍, 𝐁𝐔𝐓 𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐀𝐈𝐋 𝐈𝐒 𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐆𝐎𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐀 𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐀 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐔𝐓𝐄. Perion half-jogs over to where Marble had stopped, giving her a pat on the head. “Did someone get your ball?” she asks light-heartedly and Marble gives her a little harumph, before looking back at the Husky, whose owner seems to be joining the intervention. Perion laughs at the exchange, getting down on one knee and opening her hand. “Can I have my ball back?” she asks, not really expecting the dog to listen, since she doesn’t know what kind of commands this dog responds to.

[oubliela]

fearfeeling‌:

fighting for most of his life has meant that this? this is easy. this is just routine. he runs and he fights and surviving is what he does best. and should the day come where his luck runs out, then he’ll accept death with grace. so long as he doesn’t turn into one of those fuckin’ things, of course. he’d rather not become part of the problem that plagues the world as it is. this personality of his, however, can be off-putting enough, and though the reluctance to work together exists, there’s not much he can do but do what he can. and what he can do? it’s fighting.

“ there’s a risk either way, ”  he responds.  “ preferably would like to pick them off quietly this time. you know— less of a mess and all that, yes? ”  over the years, he’s found that doing things quietly benefits them the most, unless going loud is part of a plan. of course, it doesn’t always work out that way.  “ let’s try goin’ around first. might do your leg well to take it a bit slow here, wouldn’t it? ”

𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐌𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒 𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐔𝐑𝐄 𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐏𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐋𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐈𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓. It’s not just him, most of the time she’d make her own retort. But she’s in pain and they’re in the thick of it right now. “That was not my fault, Connor,” she says tartly. It hadn’t been. The structural integrity of the last building they were clearing had failed and a heavy armoire had crashed through the floor. Surefooted-ness couldn’t always help them, because the Runners certainly weren’t practicing that kind of self restraint. 

“Around first,” she agrees, and does a quick self assessment in terms of her range of motion with her leg and wide injuries. They hurt but she can manage. “Actually sprints and running are probably easier,” she says with a shrug. “It’s the slow slinking around that puts more of a strain on the muscles. But as long as we’re not trying to be Houdini, I’m good to go.”

[oubliela]

tracydraco‌:

@oubliela​   :   PERION   :   starter call

❝  this plan of yours is going to get us killed.  ❞   she says it as plainly as one might read off an entree from a menu.  tracy sighs.   ❝  of course i’m in.  ❞

“It’s a stretch but this should work, trust me.” It’s almost a long shot, but not that much. “My nose is still tender from the fight I had two days ago, if I knock it it’ll bleed again and I can make a scene to get us out of here.” She shrugs. “You wanna put your hair up and wear my jacket or...” As an improvised disguise.

[oubliela]

@shlded sent:  What is one area they’re great at during sex?

Perion wouldn’t claim to be “good” at sex, she doesn’t think of it as a skill you need to develop. She would however consider the process of learning a partner a skill worth developing, not to make the sex “better” but to make it more fulfilling and pleasureful for both of them. She listens and takes cues well, and while she isn’t clingy, the way she holds onto or touches a partner speaks to the level of trust there is in that exchange. She can have one-night stands, but she can’t get drunk so there’s a level of clarity she maintains in how she’s able to respond and engage with someone.