Beast

i swear these things are full of rage

[ourdyingbeast]

I hate you. I fucking hate you. I swear to god I hate you more than everything else in this fucking godforsaken universe. You ruined my fucking life.

[inu1941-1966]

FIRE BALL　illust:大友克洋 / katsuhiro OTOMO　ぱふ 1979年7月号掲載

[ourdyingbeast]

I'm filled with divine love and undying rage

[whitewitchofash]

I feel this. I'm filled with love, soft and sweet--caressing and empathetic almost to a fault. My tears falling for people I do not know and words I fail to say. I want more strong, steadiness in that divine love and will it to be loving toward myself as well, holy and pure to myself and my body-- every imperfection.

Simultaneously I'm trying to store that deep rooted carnal rage somewhere else-- in times when I need to dig deep, find my courage, voice, and shaking hands turn firm and clenched white bone with powerful confidence.

Because too often have I not loved myself enough, and gave myself fully and unconsciously to others who were not kind.

Too often have I lashed out too violently, and left hot wounds that guilt couldn't take back.

[ourdyingbeast]

It hurts

[girlonline]

[ojibwa]

[web1995]

[ourdyingbeast]

I'm forever broken. I need help. I'm scared for my life.

[girlonline]

[ourdyingbeast]

Rage consumes my heart

[ourdyingbeast]

Hey. Things can get better, friends. I know we all hate ourself and want to die and will die evenutally. Just, do not underestimate love.

[newdiary421]

I just want to slice my wrists open and bleed out and fucking die.

[ojibwa]

[bloodstainedloveletter]

My heart feels like its rotting!!

[ourdyingbeast]

mixing benzos and alcohol. dropped vodka on wound. hurt like hell.

[crypticcanine]

A S

Y O U

W I S H.

[ojibwa]

[willinq]

me: *talks about something im excited/passionate about*

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