[rainstormpics]

[thegoodvybe]

[oureventide]

I know that we as friends kinda drifted off and went on our own way without each other, but if you ever just one day decide to log back on Tumblr and see this, I just want you to know just how much I love you. I’ve always had dreams about you. Everything I see reminds me of you. I can still hear your voice in my head and I still like to reminisce on all of the fun times we’ve had together when we were in middle school.

I know I will never be able to tell you about my feelings for you, because our friendship is something I don’t ever want to lose. I’ve drifted away from many people who I used to call a friend, but I can’t lose you. I’ve considered you as a friend the first day we met when we were 9, and even though we rarely talk as much as we used to, I will always see you as my best friend. I would fucking die for you because that’s how much I care.

It sucks...that I have such strong feelings for you, because you’re straight and married, and I’m gay and have been in a relationship with my boyfriend for two and a half years now. Even with all of my past ex’s, I still thought about you.

This unrequited love is something I’ve accepted for a really long time now. I know I can’t have a future with you. I wish I can tell you, even if it means risking our friendship, but I know I can’t.

I miss you and I love you D. I hope your wife takes good care of you, and I hope you’re happy. That’s all I would want for you.

[stlowens]

Louise Glück, from “Blue Rotunda.”

[heteroh-deactivated20180218]

this episode

[1-1goblintoken-deactivated20230]

Needs more cheese

[vampires-bride]

More macaroni

[oureventide]

Many years later

Hi friends, how is everyone doing? I hope you’re all well in the pandemic. Be safe.

It’s currently 2:30 in the morning. I’m currently in bed, and I just had this random thought about logging back on to Tumblr. I lost 600 something followers, but eh, what can you do? I haven’t been active on here in years. I guess I just kinda got detached from Tumblr and moved on with my life?

But I kinda miss this. I missed being able to just speak my mind to a part of the internet where almost no one in my personal life knows about.

[f1n4lb0y]

so lonely

[frouxo]

[dankmemeuniversity]

[bopeep]

not to be corny but if u get to see the person u love everyday i hope ur not taking it for granted

[oknope]

it’s only monday and i’m about 98% done with this week

[moika-palace]

[harryedward]

Boy: Hey! Me: (ง︡’-‘︠)ง

[c0ssette]

[knowing]

[byrneing]

today my therapist told me that sometimes negative feelings like guilt, anxiety, self loathing, etc are like the hiccups. they’re uncomfortable, we don’t like them, there’s no way to turn them off; they can even be incapacitating for a while. we don’t always know where they came from or when they’ll go away, so sometimes instead of focusing on why we feel a certain way we need to get better at recognizing its temporary nature, keeping perspective, and enduring discomfort. i feel like a lot of self-improvement rhetoric is about pinpointing specific causes for negative thoughts/behaviors so you can eradicate them, but people with chronic mental illness really need to work on allowing themselves to experience these feelings without going into a downward spiral.

[tastefullyoffensive]