Bleeding Heart

"Why am I so damaged? -- Why am I such poisoned goods?" (( Independent fandomless OC, selective but friendly! ))

[wehateourbosses]

BIG Announcement

I think it’s time I quit Tumblr for good???

Some part of me really, REALLY doesn’t want to. At all. Not even a little bit. I’ve been on tumblr for a really long time. And I’ve developed and grown tremendously since joining years ago, and now, there’s… really not anything that Tumblr is offering me anymore. 

The only consistent roleplay partner I have is fading off of tumblr too, and I talk to her pretty much daily on Discord. So, if my only roleplay parter is on discord consistently, and we gets to do a ton of threads and plotting and ideas and general talking there, and I can’t seem to find partners, and the ones I do find don’t stick around for more than 2-3 replies… I really don’t see the point?

I’m not saying goodbye to any of my characters. Not even a little bit. I love all of them dearly. But there’s something about saying goodbye to all the memories, especially on my main character’s blog. But that’s been inactive for an even longer time. There only thing keeping me here is nostalgia.

And I think it’s time I let it go.

I’ll stay logged into tumblr for a little while longer, because I know there might be one or two of you that might want to stay in contact with me. And if you’re one of those people, I’ve got some awesome news for you!!

Remember that thing about Discord I was talking about? I have a server! I have many servers actually but I have one that’s especially for friends to congregate in! You can post and link stupid memes and roleplay with anyone else in there, or just talk shit. Mostly talk feels and about dumb character stuff.

IF YOU ARE ONE OF THE RARE PEPES THAT WANT TO STICK AROUND WITH ME, HIT ME UP IN MY INBOX ASAP!! I WILL GIVE YOU A DISCORD SERVER INVITE, AND WE CAN KEEP TALKING!

If you’ve read through all of this, thank you <3 Tumblr has been a hecking trip and honestly a big part of my life, but I don’t feel like as much a part of it as I used to be, and that’s okay. It’s time to move on! Tumblr just isn’t a good place for me anymore for many reasons, so I’m finally going to lay everything to rest. 

There’s a whole lot I wanna say but it’s going to be rather redundant at this point, so I think it’s time to sign off. I’ll reblog this a couple times, but after that… It’s a little heartbreaking, but it’s been a long time coming, and it has to be said eventually. And that eventually has finally come. To everyone I know, everyone I knew and to Tumblr as a whole…

Thank you so much for the memories.

Goodbye <3

[wehateourbosses]

GREETINGS SCUM OF THE INTERNET. Are you a demon fucker? Don’t lie to me; We both know you are. BUT DON’T WORRY, THERE’S NO KINK SHAMING HERE!! As a matter of fact, I’ve got your fix!

SMACK THAT REBLOG/LIKE BUTTON AND MAKE IT CALL YOU DADDY if you would like to have this waggly butt loser smooth talk his way into your bed heart! SPECIAL OFFER NOW: TWO FOR ONE DEMON AND ANGEL PACK!!!

Hmu while this deal lasts!! That butt appendage ain’t gonna waggle forever.

[ourstarswillburnon]

"And if there is no one who loves you, then live for me. Oh my God, just live for me."

[ourstarswillburnon]

(( hey hey hey if anyone needs me I'm mainly over on my new demon+angel OC blog on my PC and only rarely lurk here on mobile so if you wanna hmu wehateourbosses.tumblr.com See ya ))

[ourstarswillburnon]

(( So I made two new characters that I maybe will make an account for??? Idk we’ll see I guess.

The human forms of a demon an angel, Genubris and Oblux (respectively). So if these two suddenly show up on your blog, it me. ))

[kaerlighedsbrev-deactivated2020]

self care is suppressing all your trauma until it comes and slaps you in the face with the force of 7 very large trucks

[ourstarswillburnon]

THE HOLY LIGHT WILL REVEAL YOU, VILE CREATURE!

(( Did a comic of demon!Drew turning a false preacher to the dark side, and wanted to do a thing with lighting and stuff. Idk I just liked the mental image of Drew’s in human form with his demon form showing through in the light or something so I made it real there it is eyyy ))

[ourstarswillburnon]

Everybody gets high.

[ourstarswillburnon]

(( so i graduated highscool ))

[ourstarswillburnon]

Demon Drew watching souls being tortured in hell like the cocky bastard he is.

[ourstarswillburnon]

(( Just so everyone’s aware; I’m probably not gonna be using tumblr a ton anymore?? Not like I used to at least.

I don’t really have anyone to rp with, and finding new partners is just impossible. I’ll probably pop back on to post some occasional things, like some writing and art, and I’ll definitely be back when Britt logs on. 

So, overall, probably don’t expect a lot of activity from me. I also probably won’t go out of my way to make new partners or prompt the ones I (sorta) have now cause I just don’t think it’s really worth it. I talk to Britt and my boyfriend about my characters on the regular, so I really don’t need anyone but them, I guess.

Sorry everyone =/ I’ll still check in, and if anyone wants my Discord or Steam, just pop on over and ask. ))

[ourstarswillburnon]

@typhcccn: (Ask Link)

“That’s just how life works.”

“It’s a painful thing that none of us asked for and got anyway, and eventually, we will lose it, at one time or another. It will happen whether you like it or not. At least, sitting and crying isn’t the answer, that’s for certain. So, once more. Don’t live in fear of death; Make the most of your, and everyone else’s, life.”

“Doing that isn’t easy. I know. But the sooner you do, the better off you’ll be. I’m sorry I won’t lie and tell you that everything is gonna be okay, but you can make it as okay as it can be before everything goes sideways. So, just... don’t cry. Whoever Meryl is... Go to her, hold her and cherish her for as long as she is with you. Make memories you will remember fondly when she’s gone. I’m sorry, Vash. Just do what you can while you can do it, okay?”

[ourstarswillburnon]

typhcccn:

“I don’t actually have anything planned, really. So you’re not keeping me from anything at all!”

He wasn’t necessarily lying, but hopping out of town before the sheriff saw him was something to do, right…? He was an outlaw, one with a very high bounty on his head ( $$60 billion was a ton of money for most of the population ), so Vash needed to at least be careful or else the three of them might end up in a big mess. The Plant was going to try and avoid that from happening.

“That’s good.” Darrell said, feeling relieved.

She wouldn’t say it, but Alia was relieved as well. After the kindness Vash showed her, the last thing she wanted was to inconvenience him (completely unaware of his need to be scarce, lest he sweep someone up into trouble with him).

“W-well, Daddy’s work isn’t too far away, so you can find something c-cool to do when we’re done walking..!” She said with a little smile. “Cool stuff like Sammy does!”

[ourstarswillburnon]

typhcccn:

“Of course, we can talk along the way! It’d be awkward if it was quiet, wouldn’t it?” the Plant responded with a laugh, starting to walk along side them as they begun to traverse through the crowd together, Vash allowing the child to latch her hand onto one of his fingers if needed.

He was enjoying the company of his new friend as well, and he was willing to stick around for a little longer before skipping on out of town, just for her sake. Judging by the way she acted as well, it was clear Alia didn’t have many friends and was very skiddish. That was okay, the Humanoid Typhoon would be her friend. Vash liked friends, and he especially LOVED children, so this would be easy. No need to fear Vash, compared to all the rumors spread about him, the blonde outlaw was a tall softie who might as well be called a Treehugger considering his pacifistic views.

Holding onto Vash and Darrell’s hands, Alia followed along the trek to her father’s work. She was sure he’d be happy to see her! Though she wasn’t too sure how he’d feel about Vash; He wasn’t too keen on strangers, after all. But Darrell was good at keeping Trevor tolerant and accepting, so it should be okay!

“I n-never asked what you were doing today.” Alia started, looking up at him. “Did you have a-any plans?”

“Hopefully nothing big we’re keeping you from.” Added Darrell, giving a slightly nervous smile. “Even if you don’t mind.”

[ourstarswillburnon]

he beat the shit out of you

(( An abuse playlist for Alia!! I’ll be adding more to it when i find some songs that fit, but for now, here it is! Enjoy your feels. ))

[ourstarswillburnon]

The new chair will still be there in a minute but that butterfly will not.

[ourstarswillburnon]

“Shout out to everyone else who’s ever woken up tired and without the will or reason to get out of bed. I can’t tell you it’s gonna be okay but I can at least tell you that it’ll eventually stop being as shitty as it is right now. Probably anyway.”