Commander in Chief of Hybrid Utensils

Author, Poet, Dreamer, Wife and Mom. Throw in some T2 Diabetes, Arthritis, Fibro, and a few other things and you've got me. Spoonie...TN transplant now somewhere near St Louis, MO. Makeup Enthusiast.Probably older than you think. She/Her

[over-the-edge-and-never-enough]

Even after 18 years that fucking whore can still get under my skin. Fuck this, fuck that, fuck HER and fuck YOU.

[myalgicencephalomyelitiscfstom]

[over-the-edge-and-never-enough]

Yeah...

That feels fairly accurate. Just add in arthritis, peripheral neuropathy and a few other ouch related maladies and yeah...that's accurate.

[reikacchan]

don't give up

[mornington-the-crescent]

[kireoppi]

"Have you tried taking vitamins?" have you tried shutting the fuck up?

[over-the-edge-and-never-enough]

I haven't been on much lately as you can see. So I guess this is an update of sorts.

To start, the husband was diagnosed in May with early onset Alzheimer's after an incident when he basically lost touch with reality, didn't know who I or our son was, pulled a knife and then a gun on me. He'd been having memory issues for a while, and it's believed that his uncontrolled diabetes led to this because he has no family history of this disease in this family.

To that end, we decided to move from Missouri back to TN. We sold our house in MO at a loss and bought one down here. It needs work. A lot of work.

As for me, same old, same old I suppose. Constant neuropathic pain along with the fibro and arthritis. My blood pressure is through the roof and my blood sugar will barely come down below 300.

To put it mildly...

Life Sucks

[fbdirectory]

[over-the-edge-and-never-enough]

[over-the-edge-and-never-enough]

Especially the past couple of days. WTF body? Get with the program!

[over-the-edge-and-never-enough]

[creekfiend]

I used to be so smart. I was so clever and I was so capable of engaging in discussions and spinning ideas out with people and considering concepts and comprehending hypotheticals I was so SMART I was so GOOD AT WORDS I could put words together for hours and I didn't run out of them. I didn't know more things but I could think... I could think. I had space inside for so many thoughts and concepts. I was so clever

[creekfiend]

[chronicillnessmemes]

[ID person with a pan labeled "chronic illness" using it to bash another pan, labeled "mental health" and held upright. The first pan absolutely flattens the second one, curling in on itself with each hit, until it is quickly rolled and unusable]

[sicksadstar]

it's our fault we can't stop eating

[spooniestrongart]

[over-the-edge-and-never-enough]

[bluefestivallove]

if youre thinking oh man i wish i was disabled enough to use this or that i have news for you:

You Are Disabled Enough.

you want a wheelchair or cane or walker cause sometimes walking hurts even if "just a little bit"?

You Are Disabled Enough.

you think a service dog would be very helpful for your disability and youre able to care for a pet but feel like you dont deserve one since your symptoms arent "that bad"?

You Are Disabled Enough.

you want to wear sunglasses indoors or get a shower seat or ear defenders or literally anything that might help you even just a little?

You Are Disabled Enough.

you dont need to prove anything to anyone, and you arent "taking resources" from anybody either. take care of your body, even if it feels like it "isnt that bad".

You Are Disabled Enough, i promise.

[callmebliss]

Yoinked from Discord

[eurodeal]

Wow everyone is going through it. Hold my hand

[prinxe-with-no-crown]

reblog to hold the hand of the person you reblogged from