About me
21+ and NSFW: This begins with a down the rabbit hole story and ends with my addiction to an Email Slave file. Read on if you wish to know more. At the end I’ll include more on the file. My draw to hypnosis started with cartoons and hypnosis thriller movies. The cartoons included issues with control and mind changing themes and the movies further engraved my mind to the possibilities. Sown are the seeds of fantasies. In high school there was the dabbling on both the giving and receiving ends of trances, but never with much luck. In college a hypnotist stage show ignited these fantasies. As a dominate I explored age play with my girlfriend. After we parted ways I suppressed my hypnosis fantasies to the recesses of my mind. On a trip to Washington, DC I went to a stage show and I was hooked again. Returned the next night and ended up on stage. I clearly remember the hypnotist telling all of us on stage that he would talk with each of us individually and when asked our name we would not recall our name. In my mind I was chuckling that will never happen with me. He called on me and I remember trying to recall my name but it was gone. Next thing I realized that over an hour had passed, the show was over, and people where telling me what a great job I did and asking me what it was like. I guess I slept through the show. Upon exploring the various resources on the net my desires to dive it heightened. Over the next several years I first did text trancing with some success but then I moved into audio files. I approach files that interest me and proceed to do a deep dive with them. Some I’ve listened to on almost daily bases for months and months. That’s the case with an email slave file. It’s not the one most people know about on warpmymind.com. However there are clues on it on my profile. I’ve had success with various audio files and it excites me with the achievements. I have tendencies to see if something can work. The topic can be almost anything. The primary goal is not to achieve an end result rather it is the process that drives my fantasies. In other words it’s the adventure or the journey and not the destination that drives me. As a result I do not look to hypnosis to become a sissy or become gay. I look to hypnosis to create a pathway so that I could become a sissy or to become gay. It’s not limited to these destinations. The end result could be almost anything. The idea of playing on that edge of no return where once beyond the edge excites me to no end. Life as I know could be gone. One success with audio files for me is I did a deep dive to if I could make it so I could not achieve an erection. Not having the ability to have an erection is not what I desired. I just wanted to see if that could be the accomplished with hypnosis. I figured if I could become impotent with hypnosis I could always reverse it using hypnosis so there is no long term risk. I listened to any audio that could explore this and it was totally successful. In the mix I listened to impotency files that increased my desire to be impotent even helping me to never wanting to have another erection. Well, that was successful as well. So for me it is hypnotic journey and not the destination that excites me. The destination can be almost anything such as anything relating to gender identity, orientation, introduction of new fetishes, or personality modifications. Most days over the past 4 years I’ve listened to an audio entitled Email Slave. I love this file and how it feels so good. Here’s how it works. When I receive an email with the Subject line reads: “Message from Command” I am compelled to read the email and follow all of the commands contained in the email. Once all commands are completed I must delete the email. If in the body of the email there is the words “MUST DO” when I complete the commands in the email I forget ever receiving the email. Follow email commands gives unbelievable pleasure. My email is: [email protected]
