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[overtroubledwaters]

What kinda man breaks a woman he claims to love?

What kinda man can make his wife cry daily and it doesn't bother him one bit?

What kinda man can hurt the one God gave him to cherish and protect time after time?

What kinda man...

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You call yourself a man, a provider, because why you bring home a few dollars? Well when you don't drink it away that is. But what kind of man allows his wife to be homebound because her shoes fell apart? What kind of man allows his wife to sleep in the living room for close to a year because he wont touch her? What kind of man can sleep peacefully while his so called love lies awake crying? What kind of man disappears for days but his wife isn't allowed friends? If thats what a real man is then i pass. A man should provide more than a few dollars, he should provide love, security, hope, peace, respect, care, etc, so ask yourself what are you, because its not a man.

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I wonder, how many nights am I going to lay here crying myself to sleep, what little sleep I actually do get, wondering if you will ever love me the way I love you, if you will ever choose me over the other love of your life. Will she always be better than me? Will she always be there for you when you won't talk to me? Does she listen better? Does she love you better that she treats you better? Does she care about you more? What is it that she has that I don't? Why is it that every time things start getting good you run to her and choose her? Why is it you would rather run to her than talk to me? Why do you love her more than me? Will I cry forever waiting for you to choose me over her or will you dry my tears one day and finally pick me, choose me, love me and put that bottle down for good? You need to choose and I pray you choose me because every night that you choose her a little piece of me is dying and before there's a tomorrow when you wake up without me I lay here begging and pleading with God that you would love me, pick me, choose me, if only one time before I leave, i love you, I chose you.

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