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#𝑶𝑽𝑹𝑩𝑳𝑶𝑻 ——— a highly selective twisted wonderland multi—muse writing blog. hi, my name is mimi ( she / they, lesbian, southeast asian ) and i sometimes go by meems. this blog is heavily headcanon based, 18+, and mutuals only. low activity / slow responses because i’m 25 and have a fulltime job, sadly.
established may 17th, 2021
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@ovrblot liked! / jamil & hana!
“That was really close —— are you okay?” HEARTLESS IN A PLACE LIKE THIS…Hana remembers precious little, but moving between worlds is intuitive even if she doesn’t know why that would be. It’s a good thing she’d wound up here, though; this one nearly lost his heart. She wills her keyblade away and constructs a weak smile for the other. “Sorry if it was scary. But it’s okay now.”
❝ ah, yes, i’m fine, ❞ somewhat shaken is more along the lines of how he’s feeling, but jamil would rather not admit that to a complete stranger. ❝ it was ——— ❞ scary his mind supplies, an automatic response given what she had said ( and it had been scary a condensation of darkness BLOTS AGAINST THE BACKDROP ) but he cuts himself off / well, this will hardly do. he masters himself, stares at the place where the shadow had been and then at her. ❝ what was that? and who are you? ❞
unblot.
floyd says exactly what he thinks of jamil’s suggestion as he moves to sit on the gym floor with a thud. ❛ nah, i don’t feel like it if crabby’s not here. it’s not as fun with just you. ❜ if he were anyone else a ‘no offense’ would be attached to this statement. however as it is floyd doesn’t even consider to say this regardless of whether he cares about hurting jamil’s feelings ( which he doesn’t ).
he wants to sigh ——— and he does, all while deeply considering whether or not it would be acceptable to simply leave at this point. ( no, best not to, there are other things that are arguably more trying waiting for him to contend with later. ) ❝ then what would you rather do? ❞ he picks up a basketball simply to have something to do with his hands / spinning it idly on one finger, staring off out of the doors of the gymnasium, rather than at floyd, himself.
exceptone.
Oh, well, that worked better than expected. Lian’s such a BOY SCOUT they should’ve seen this coming. They smile and it’s smug and confident and RELIEVED at being spared any further kindness, though they’re going to cry about this later, probably. “Oh, don’t be sorry. I’m personally thrilled.” They reach out and pat his cheek, half - condescending and half - affectionate. “You ever change your mind about the whole fling thing, lemme know, okay? You already know my weakness.” And then they’re turning on their heel and heading the fuck out before this can get any worse.
wait, was he being serious when he mentioned a praise ki ——— lian desperately wanted the earth to open up and swallow him, quite frankly, but there was still something ( ... ) something that felt off about it. he hadn’t ——— he hadn’t REASSURED HIM. or, pearce had deflected it, they supposed, but / it felt wrong to leave it like this. ( and being condescended rankled him so much so that he finds himself surprised by it, or maybe his ridiculous brain simply sees it as a challenge ) ❝ pearce !! ❞ he shouts far too loudly at his retreating back, pointing for good measure, because highly friendly athlete lian has returned, and that’s embarrassing, too. ❝ you’re still ——— really cool, so don’t talk down about yourself !! ❞ and then, like a truly brave soul : he turns tail and runs. before anything else can go wrong.
rip lian, u lived a good life. no you didn’t, actually, but ——
exceptone.
They — do they want to make her cry? Piper wont / Piper refuses, but she feels her heart cracking and tearing and swallows thickly. She doesn’t know how to — do this. To receive kindness. She arranges her expression back into a smile and shuts down her heart. “You’re way too nice, Lian - senpai. Did you know I have praise kink? You’re really gettin’ me going here.” This is ONE WAY to get him to stop.
❝ uhhhhhh ——— ❞ oh no. you’ve broken him. he ( ... ) isn’t well—equipped for a great deal of things, gets by with gusto and a sense of earnestness that is true but oftentimes overwhelming, because he doesn’t know another way to BE, but ——— oh no. his ears have gone hot. what are they supposed to say? ❝ i, um ——— i’m so sorry pearce, ❞ an absolute torrent of words, hardly separated, run together and a mess. WHY ARE YOU APOLOGIZING? well, if all else fails, apologize? ❝ you... ❞ nothing. zilch. forget helping him, someone kill him.
exceptone.
LUCKILY FOR LIAN, literally the only part of her words that Piper can cope with is the definitely attractive part. So after a brief show of surprise and almost - hurt at ( what sounds like ) sincere praise, they grin something mean and teasing and get too close. ANYTHING NOT TO THINK TOO HARD ON HOW MUCH THEY DON’T DESERVE IT. “Oh, you think I’m attractive? Don’t tell me you’re hoping I’ll be your fun lil’ fling too, Lian - senpai?”
❝ n—no !! ❞ way too quick on the uptake there, man. well : this is rather disastrous, and he has no idea how to rectify the situation / look, he’s started to rub the back of his head, a nervous habit his mother dislikes. oops. ❝ i just wanted to let you know that i think... i think someone should long—term date you, if that’s what you want. ❞
overdue Lian Facts™
— second child of the zhangsun family, a very well established and respected and private family known for their beautiful performances and elaborate productions that they put on, alongside having a sequestered school for a special form of magic infused martial arts that has been passed down for centuries — his older sister is the eldest of the family and should have been the ( relative ) heir, however she never showed any hint of magic or the ability to cast even the most minor of spells, a trait unacceptable to become the matriarch of the family. she was shunted to the side, and lian, who showed magical talent young, was primed to become the patriarch of the family. his sister was effectively disowned, dropped to a smaller branch of the family, and currently performs in their shows. she has not participated in main family celebrations for many years — he has two younger siblings whom he loves very much — a lot a lot a lot of parental / familial pressure has been placed on him to perform perfectly and be the ideal patriarch for the zhangsun clan, which has led to lian adopting self—destructive over achieving behaviors and taking on too much responsibility to compensate for her sister, who he idolized as a child and thought was perfect — captain of the archery club !! also founded a small dance troupe, part of the magift team, occasional head of his dorm ( he and twst shang, whoever he is, ping pong it back and forth because they’re rivals or some shit lmao no one ever knows who tf is dorm leader ) — best friend is yat—sun ( twst mushu ) who has given up on making lian stop for like two seconds. but also he hasn’t given up at all. — agender, doesn’t care about pronouns, fine with he/him, has they become more rebellious or at least gain more of a sense of self outside of crushing familial responsibility, they start wearing more feminine stuff with her masculine clothes !! — bi disaster, put a pretty person in front of them and they’ll start freaking out — all around nice guy highly depressed and ready to fall apart like wet tissue paper at any second — definitely puts on airs of being a confident jock bc that’s what he thinks he’s supposed to do but oh boy this buddy can fit so much anxiety into him
exceptone.
“Well, there’s my horrible personality, utter lack of likability, uselessness, general air of annoyance and malaise — but, hey, at least I’m hot.”
❝ but ——— i think you’re likable !! and, and useful, ❞ oh no, all of his gusto is leaving him, don’t let the embarrassment set in don’t let the embarrassment set in, ❝ i think you’re really cool, pearce. and, yeah, definitely attractive, but... there’s more than that. ❞ someone help them.
look at this face. he’s a baby. who wouldn’t love them.
lian sees a pretty person and it’s like her brain breaks
exceptone.
“Definitely nobody should LONG - TERM date me, but I’m definitely a fun fling or somethin’, y’know?”
❝ ——— huh?? why do you say that, pearce? ❞
exceptone.
“Highly productive — guess that must be it.” GUESS THAT MUST BE IT. The thing is : Piper’s smart and rumors spread and as he turns they laugh airily. “Y’know, my unique magic has a really cool application in figuring out if somebody’s overblotted recently.” Long arms raise and tuck behind their head, palms to skull and smiling, and her voice is easy and casual as though they’re discussing the weather and Piper’s not accusing him of anything at all. “See, excess blot from an overblot sticks around for a while, so I can kinda tell when I use my unique magic on somebody. I thought about using it on you, just to see, but I guess you’re right.” A brow quirks. “You were just…productive.”
annoying. he’s annoying ——— pressing and prodding and poking. frankly, jamil had been surprised that precisely what happened over break hadn’t spread like wildfire over the grasslands, though he supposes that other scarabia students did not want to harm their own reputations, either. he knows perfectly well some things have slipped / albeit not as much as he had initially anticipated, what with azul’s goddamn lies. but still, it’s enough to bring pearce into his presence, asking prying questions, acting ALL KNOWING. maybe annoying doesn’t quite cover it. ❝ that’s right, ❞ jamil said easily, partly turning back around to offer pearce a sharp smile, ❝ it was a highly productive break, after all. scarabia stayed back for training, you know. ❞ maintain, maintain, maintain.
alright who’s gonna sacrifice themselves and ship with me
blotspare.
“It’s not one or the other. Love is good. That doesn’t mean hate is always bad.” BLACK AND WHITE THINKING…that’s what always gets them into these situations, isn’t it? Azul believing that if he can’t steal the world then he’s nothing / none of the nuance that would let him see what he has, and all without needing to take. Leona believing that if he isn’t the first - born he must be hated, must be nothing / missing that it’s possible to be loved even like this. Jamil’s feelings are more rooted in reality, and not the same as everyone else’s, but here he displays the same sense that it must be one or the other. That Yuu advocating for love must bean they’d hate — well, hate.
“There are people I hate. Fuck, there’s people who I’d be happy if they died.” HAVE THE EVER TOLD ANYONE THAT? That they want their parents ( both sets ) dead? Their shoulders shrug. “It’s good to love, always. That doesn’t mean it’s wrong to hate people who’ve earned it.”
❝ hmmm, ❞ he considers them ——— they are an ODDITY, once a means to an end and now a source of, what? absolution? no : jamil doesn’t need their validation or their permission to know that he is allowed to hate ( and he is allowed to hate kalim in particular / a quietly simmering mass of RAGE that still remains under careful control, enabled by a often stoked flame of his—kalim’s own creation ) but he doesn’t think that they would be the type to be REASSURING HIM. or, at least, not in this. yuu is trying to make their stance, their opinion, their thought process clear / to clarify that that they are not an ALL BENEVOLENT FORGIVING PERSON that jamil had half—assumed them to be. where had the presumption that they would preach forgiveness of kalim come from? perhaps that they certainly seem to like him.
but : perspective, he supposes. does the fact that yuu is fond of kalim mean inherently that they mustn’t see where jamil’s hatred had been rooted?
❝ your perspective on the world is... fascinating, ❞ there is no derision in his voice, merely contemplation. a tilt of his head and a lift of his brow. ( the steady realization that the stagnation of this place had been stifling and stifling and then ——— what? they arrived? ) ❝ not mindless hate or mindless love. i don’t understand how you can love as you do, but i understand what you’re saying. ❞
unblot.
❛ crabby’s not here yet? ❜ they were supposed to start practice fifteen minutes ago. floyd doesn’t like waiting.
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❝ ——— no, ❞ regrettably, he doesn’t say, though it’s firmly on the tip of his tongue and the insinuation is there all the same : being stuck with a listless floyd certainly isn’t his ideal afternoon. ❝ we could go over some plays, in the meantime, ❞ preoccupy him, preoccupy him.
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