your need grows teeth

he/they + sideblog. half active.

[owelight]

i hate how fucking complicated s/a is psychologically. how am i not supposed to feel like i've been ruined or something is wrong with me when i get turned on thinking about my own trauma. i know it's psychological and just a trauma response but how the fuck am i not supposed to feel like i've been mangled.

[owelight]

fun stuff

[valtsv]

[sits up suddenly in a cold sweat] what if my corpse doesn't rot

[deleting-account2213-deactivate]

It will not bloom new flowers.

[valtsv]

dude. don't say that.

[xoxobaphomet]

[owelight]

i'll bite the hand that feeds me

[owelight]

having childhood trauma sucks when it comes to aging you faster. i feel like ive already been through an entire lifetime worth of shit. i am done having shit happen to me. can bad shit and emotions just stop. i think i reached the limit when i was like 15. thanks

[owelight]

random pngs

[owelight]

i feel disconnected from like everyone in my life. its really weird. like i feel like theres a missing puzzle piece in every single one of my relationships

[owelight]

The Incest Diaries, Anonymous

[owelight]

some more passages. god this book is insane.

[owelight]

The Incest Diaries, Anonymous

[owelight]

kimberle williams crenshaw

[goreprofonde]

- Andrew Hahn, a faggot tries to be christ-like.

[sweatermuppet]

at times when hope is too big of a thing to have, curiosity (even clinical or small) is a very good placeholder

[sweatermuppet]

asking myself "why continue" & finding the answer is always, in some form, "i want to know what happens next", even if that want is tired or detached or outright morbid

[owelight]

there is a pit in my stomach that won’t go away

[07242024-deactivated20240725]

does anyone understand

[mirmidones]

[bob-belcher]