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owxnmill:

Test time|| B&O

Bianca nodded and didn’t argue with Owen’s statement but she didn’t believe it at all. She couldn’t imagine how she could possibly ever be okay again after everything that had happened in the last month. Bianca gave Owen a stern look “I know you’re lying, O.” She stated simply before signing “I don’t want to.” She said softly “It’ll make it too real.”

Owen wished he could fix all this for her. He wished he could fix everything in their lives but he knew he couldn’t. Owen sighed hearing her,”I don’t know how to feel,”He finally admitted before letting one of his hands let go of the wheel and reach over and take her hand. “We will get through this,”He was once again being the rock that he thought he had to be for everyone.

Bianca nodded along slowly “Gotcha” she said quietly. “How is it different O?” She asked honestly not knowing what he meant by it. “No, I don’t deserve better. I deserve so much worse and you deserve so much better than me but I know that for whatever god damn reason you want me and I’m not gonna fight that.”

“It’s you and I just,” Owen paused for a moment thinking of the right words to say. “I’ve been fucking in love with you since we were kids and never once did I think you’d get pregnant unless it was with me. I know that’s cocky but I could never picture it. I know we weren’t a couple until now but still couldn’t see and I don’t know now it’s really and it’s weird,”he sighed. “I don’t know how to fuckin feel and I know I can’t talk i knocked up another girl and lied so I can’t judge or talk because what I did was worse but still,”Owen tried to explain himself the best the could. “Why do you do that? Why do you sell yourself short?”

Blacksheep||Bee

Bianca weakly wrapped her arms around Owen’s neck as he picked her up and carried her to her bedroom. Once on her bed she climbed under the sheets, shivering. “Thanks, I think I’m going to nap. You can go home if you want. Thanks for the help.” She doubted it would happen but she was hoping the boy would drop everything that had happened earlier.

“I’m not gonna leave you,”Owen didn’t feel right about leaving her after she just passed out. “You can sleep but I’m not leaving.”

Bianca curled up with her pillows. “Fine, but you’ll have to stay in the living room.”

Owen sighed as he watched her, he wanted to argue but at least she was letting him stay. “Fine but if you need me I’m right out there.”He told her moving toward the door of the room. “Door stays open so I can hear.”

B: Good

B: He’s been starting to slip with his eating

B: I WAS eating lunch with him everyday to help him but since I haven’t been in school for like month….

O:WHAT

O:Your just now telling me?

B: He and I have got it under control.

O: you aren’t at school now so how do you know that

Blacksheep||Bee

Bianca weakly wrapped her arms around Owen’s neck as he picked her up and carried her to her bedroom. Once on her bed she climbed under the sheets, shivering. “Thanks, I think I’m going to nap. You can go home if you want. Thanks for the help.” She doubted it would happen but she was hoping the boy would drop everything that had happened earlier.

“I’m not gonna leave you,”Owen didn’t feel right about leaving her after she just passed out. “You can sleep but I’m not leaving.”

B: Good

B: He’s been starting to slip with his eating

B: I WAS eating lunch with him everyday to help him but since I haven’t been in school for like month….

O:WHAT

O:Your just now telling me?

B: I’ll just have to pick up some more days at work and hope for the best.

O: you still never told me where your working

B: You better try damn hard

B: Still don’t want to

B: You have to promise you won’t confront him

O: I will B

O: fine I won’t confront him

B: True

B: But one I won’t let you do

O: then what else can we do

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badass-bitch-b:

B: I did what needed to be done.

B: Because I need the procedure and I need to pay my debts. Not doing either of those have big consequences. It doesn’t matter, I’ll never be able to pay it back in time. I owe, between my debts and the procedure, I owe about $5,000.

O: Whatever you thanks but you shouldn’t have put yourself in danger

O:5 grand? Holy shit

O: There is nothing else you can do. I don’t want you sleeping with someone else I just I don’t

O: Your my girl

B: Yeah, because I took care of things

B: Just gang shit

B: I know but idk what else to do

O: I wish you wouldn’t put yourself in danger

O: idk

O: I could take a loan out on my car or just sell it

badass-bitch-b:

B: I did what needed to be done.

B: Because I need the procedure and I need to pay my debts. Not doing either of those have big consequences. It doesn’t matter, I’ll never be able to pay it back in time. I owe, between my debts and the procedure, I owe about $5,000.

O: Whatever you thanks but you shouldn’t have put yourself in danger

O:5 grand? Holy shit

O: There is nothing else you can do. I don’t want you sleeping with someone else I just I don’t

O: Your my girl

B: I had too make sure you’d be okay.

B: Shhh I have handled much larger sums of money.

B: I won’t, okay. We’ll figure something out. If I have to I’ll take a loan out from the gang.

B: You’re* 😘

O: I’m okay

O: do I want to know

O: taking a loan from the gang doesn’t loud like a great idea then they have hooks in you even deeper

O: 🤨

B: So…

B: I kind of need a hallpass for one night…

B: Oh

B: You don’t need to know.

B: Don’t remind me. I never wanted to become my mother.

B: What am I supposed to do then?

O: why won’t you tell me

O: then don’t

O: not sure but something that doesn’t have you sleeping with another dude

B: So…

B: I kind of need a hallpass for one night…

B: Then I won’t! Was that so hard?!?

B: Nothing. Just forget it.

B: I’m a whore for trying to fix my mess so we can be a happy couple? Good to know.

O: I yeah it actually is

O: tell me what you did

O: you’ll be getting paid for sex

O: I want us happy and okay too but not like this

B: So…

B: I kind of need a hallpass for one night…

B: No, I want to do what you want me to

B: That’s not your fault Owen.

B: My drug money sure helped you the other night.

B: Okay wow. Fuck you Owen. 🖕🏽

O:I don’t want you sleeping with some other guy

O: what do you mean drug money? What did you do Bianca

O: it’s what your doing so don’t fuck me bianca

Tris: UM WOULD YOU LIKE TO EXPLAIN THE PAMPHLETS YOU LEFT ON THE KITCHEN TABLE???

Tristan held the phone out of owen’s reach. “No! Seriously, get off me! I’m telling Bianca you football tackled me!”

Owen moved off Tristan,”you are not contacting her.” His voice was stern. “Now give me the damn phone,”he was trying to get the phone away from the younger teen.

B: So…

B: I kind of need a hallpass for one night…

B: No, if you don’t want me to then I won’t.

B: Thank you. I appreciate the gesture. Makes me feel bad that I was the reason you’re hurt though.

B: It’s not to just go fuck someone for fun!

B: Why are you being like this? I’m just trying to help you and to end this pregnancy.

O: I said do what you want

O: it’s my fault I kinda got cocky and should have just took the first prize and then you wouldn’t have to fucking some dude

O: help me? This isn’t helping me so don’t use that as an excuse.

O: Sorry for not wanting my girl to whore herself out

Tris: UM WOULD YOU LIKE TO EXPLAIN THE PAMPHLETS YOU LEFT ON THE KITCHEN TABLE???

Tristan couldn’t believe Owen. His brother was always in his business but was always secretive about his own life. Tristan couldn’t believe that Owen was stupid enough to almost knock up Bianca. Tristan was just pulling up Bianca’s contact to call her when he heard his door open. Before Tristan could even react he was blindsided by the large jock. “No! Get off me you ogre!” Tristan grunted under the weight of his older brother.

Owen couldn’t have Tristan calling Bianca right now. He was suppose to tell Tristan anything plus the baby wasn’t his so he couldn’t have his brother call his girlfriend which is why he tackled him. “Give it here.”He tried to grab the phone as he stayed on top of the boy.

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