welcome to. ELECTROWEAK... where we blog like tumblr intended.....
my tags... Original content: #electrospeaks
Art/music/images: #aesthetic
Academia: #studyblr #physblr #sciencecore
#gore covers blood, guns, violence and images of knives, please block if you need to. And I will tag diligently for you ❤️
No DNIs, everyone is welcome here. But in the same way a bear is welcome to step into a bear trap. TERFs and bigots who wander into this space will be torn apart in a bear trap, is what I'm getting at.
face reveal btw:
ambulance dispatcher, outdoorsman, 3w4 ENTJ, masculine woman, DMs open. Swans, Godspeed, Pink Floyd, among others. Black and white and blood and gore. radio equipment towers industrial messes of twisted black metal 35mm photos 8mm video. abandonware, tor, tails, forgotten websites and data scraping for lost information. textbooks Wikipedia and websites that aren't meant for the public. faces of the dead on vicap. the dignity of an auptopsy. niche forums. browsing the airwaves for conversations between retired guys and digging through pages of search results to find the most remote conversation on the deepest websites. The impermanence of a cemetery, knowing this space you are buried will be burned by fire and paved by man. and sloughed like biofilm off a tectonic wound bed -- soil churned like fibrin and leucocytes in a glacial debridement process.
life, grace, the pursuit of God through the belief in love. at my core a cerulean marble of light where only God and I exist. when I feel doubt I retreat there and the world becomes a movie screen in front of me. fear and sin can't reach me there. I can be accountable while asking for help. I can reject darkness without erasing the significance of my past and the battles I fought.
sunlight, botany, bleeding cuts, hunger. Anxiety when the sun sets. Not modern anxiety. I collect field guides on plants so I can name them when I see them. The vascular map of the body. Tracing my finger over a map. Gutting a fish, not the same as hurting a person. distance and evisceration
