LEAH.

I'LL LOVE YOU TIL THE END OF TIME.

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strawberry blonde jungkook appreciation post.

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101516.

fast forwarded → 

okay i initially wanted to give this to you next year so we can look back on it and reminisce about our past together. but you know me, i’m impatient as hell. the past few weeks haven’t been the best, that’s for sure. i know i’ve been extra hard to deal with and probably more sensitive than ever.. but i did tell you what you were walking into beforehand, right? i’m not going to repeat the things that i’ve told you countless of times by now, since you probably have it engraved in your head. we both have our mistakes. we both have our flaws. at times it might be incredibly hard to look past them and remember the things that we did do right. i want to take our fights as a chance to grow and learn from each other. tears are inevitable but they’re real proof that we care for the other just that much. even though you can be insensitive, make me mad to no end, i can promise that i won’t ever give up on you. i won’t let something like a petty argument break us apart. i’m telling the truth when i say i can see a future with you. two of us under one roof, waking up in each other’s arms. i want to spend the rest of my days with you. i don’t know if i told you this enough, but i’m very glad that you came into my life. i’ll always appreciate the sacrifices you made for me and it’s part of the reason why i love you so much. leah, i love you. that’s one that that’s never going to change. you might not be my first love, but you’ll certainly be my las

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091516.

to be honest, it’s been awhile since i cried so much. but then again, you already know i’m a huge cry baby. when you told me about your promotion, i was really happy for you.. that was until you told me about the conditions of the job. suddenly a red blurring light went off in my head, warning me that it might be that time of the month again. the breakup. you might have thought that i was just too paranoid but you really don’t understand how serious it was for me. before the start of every two months, my relationships always fail either from distance or my lover did something incredibly hurtful and i would kick them from my life in an instant. that’s why i pushed you away. my hope for love was semi gone and the news only confirmed that maybe i just wasn’t meant to be with anyone. don’t get me wrong, i was truly happy for you because that would mean you’d be able to have your own class and gain so much experience from it.. but everything comes with a price and i thought it would us. sure you reassured me that you wouldn’t let anything get in the way but two months away with weak connection is the key to becoming distant. after all, the only thing we’re relying on to talk to each other is internet connection. also i’m not one to be selfish much. i didn’t want to hold you back from an opportunity that might change your career path for the better. i know work is everything for you and i rather you focused on that instead. however i was so damn relieved when you didn’t take it. in that moment, i finally believed that we had a chance. thank you for keeping me in mind through all your decisions. i’ll do the same thing, of course. at the end of the day, i’m nothing without you. 

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090116. https://padlet.com/0429/forever8 so many things happened between the date of my last post and your birthday... where should i even start? but i just want to thank you again for everything you’ve sacrificed for me, i really appreciate it. ah, so much to say but no words to truly describe the rollercoaster ride we went through together. just remember that i love you for all that you are and for all that you’ve yet to become. nothing is ever going to change my undying desire for you and the joy in my heart whenever i’m with you. things were tough for you, but we’ll take it step by step. i’m going to be by your side no matter what and support you through whatever. i know that i can be a handful sometimes, but please bare with me. i’ve been stepped on and thrown away, so it’ll be hard for me to finally trust you completely. i’m trying my hardest though, don’t worry. one day, we’ll be able to tell each other anything and everything. i can’t wait for it to come. i love you.

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082516.

https://www.instagram.com/smol_hulk/ to be honest, i kind of forgot about this tumblr blog until now.. looks off. don’t mind me! i was too busy being occupied by you that everything else slipped from my memory. so here’s a huge spam of a few important things that happened so far..

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081816. i don’t know what caused me to be so brave, but i finally hit that “fuck it” button. what did i have to lose right? well you.. but it was worth it. risking it all. “with you looking at me like that? ...like that, with those eyes!” those were the words that reassured me that maybe you felt something for me too. i really should stop talking so much after midnight.. but then again, if it wasn’t for this fateful day, i wouldn’t have known how you truly felt for me. thank you, for giving me an opportunity to show you how much better i can love you. 

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081516.

so i just made this video because i was really bored and this song was constantly on my mind, just like how you couldn’t stop running through my thoughts. i won’t show it to you just yet though.. i’ll wait for a good time. crossing my fingers that you’ll like it!

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081312. “jealousy is just a way of telling someone you care too much to let them go.” so today is when i couldn’t help but get overwhelmingly jealous of krystal. you guys seemed so close and the fact that you personally asked her to give you attention.. man, how much i wanted you to utter those words to me. then there's yein. i brought up her name all the time when you’re around in order to remind myself that you’re off limits. you only made me more confused when you denied of having a girlfriend, ah. what am i supposed to do now? i think i might actually be falling for you..

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080116.

i’m happy that i thought of this before more time passed because now i can try and make a post everyday. so let’s backtrack a bit to when we met. where should i start? hm...

at first, i think you can say it was just a friendly conversation? “jeongguk!” i yelled. “taehyung!” you exclaimed right back. that’s how it all started, can you believe that? then you constantly spammed me with taekook day after day.. now we know you had something up your sleeve from the very beginning huh? jokes aside, despite telling you how much i didn’t want the spam, i secretly wished for you to send me more. i always went on just for you, but you probably already knew that. i was so shocked when you suggested we’d couple dp. funny how i even had a flicker of hope that you were interested in me too.. despite the whole taken situation. looks off. it paid off though, didn’t it? i took the chance and went for it. i went straight (like a cooked noodle) for you.

and there’s the start of our blooming relationship.