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𐕣 ᴇᴍᴏ 29 • ʙɪɢᴇɴᴅᴇʀ/ᴛʀᴀɴꜱᴍᴀᴄ • 𐕣 ꜱʟᴇᴇᴘ ᴅᴇᴘʀɪᴠᴇᴅ, ꜰᴜᴄᴋ ʏᴏᴜ

[p0ssumgutz666]

links

i dont feel like linking all my socials so here are my main ones..

Bluesky: https://bsky.app/profile/p0ssumgutz666.bsky.social

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/p0ssumgutz666/

DeviantART: https://www.deviantart.com/p0ssumgutz666

SpaceHey: https://spacehey.com/p0ssumgutz666

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All the drawings I did for “An Apple Sleep Experiment”  Gotta say, the coloring was super fun to do for the zap apple trees~

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I love this art style for MLP omg!!

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I made two custom Windows Vista wallpaper. I love the whole Frutiger Aero aesthetic and could not resist.

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depression

it's been rough for me for the past year with the new 'president' we have in the u.s., and it's caused so much harm. im struggling with my mental health more than ever.

because of the 'president's' actions, me and my family members in the apartment we live in are going to lose our section 8 by march 1st this year since it no longer receives funding and as a result, we have to move out since the apartment we live in will become too expensive. while we did manage to find a place cheap enough, i am not happy about having to pack up all my stuff and see my room become barren and dull.

the new place is about 30 some minutes away from where we live now.

in other news, ive experienced some nasty trauma recently, having witnessed one of my mom's family members suffer an overdose (survived it). not the best thing to witness naturally.

sigh.. now with the threat of a world war being closer than ever because of our stupid 'president' wanting greenland and other countries, i am becoming more and more stressed, which is causing me to eat more and gain more weight when all i want to do is eat less and lose the weight so i can be healthy again. all this stress and weight gain has caused my depression to worsen, and i doubt an increase in my meds will do anything.

smoking pot seems to be the best i can do to ease my stress and depression at least, and i am very glad its legal here. it's saved me from committing suicide many times.

also, why is nostalgia painful sometimes? i yearn for my childhood again so much it makes me cry, and even the days back in the 2010s makes my heart ache for the happier times.

i miss it all. i miss the 2010s aesthetic especially. the galaxy print, the chevron patterns, mustaches and "keep calm" posters. the owl necklace. the rise of slenderman and creepypastas. justin bieber was big for me in my early teens holy shit.

fnaf, undertale, and minecraft blowing up. youtubers rising. slime videos. fidget spinners, pokemon go.

i grew up with deviantart back then when their membership was called premium, not core. the classic green layout instead of this new, buggy eclipse layout. NO AI ARTWORK OR AI ANYTHING there or anywhere.

so much stuff. like so much from back then when i was a teen. i miss it so much. i would give anything to relive this again.

there is two positive things that has happened for me however.

one, i am now an auntcle (im bigender so my cousin came up with the term auntcle since i dont like being called an uncle, but dont mind aunt). i have a nephew which is insane to experience.

and i am going to see Ghost in feburary. ive been dying to see them for years now and i finally have this chance.

i want to be happy again. but how can that happen when so much bad stuff is happening and overrides the good things that do happen? how can i enjoy life when even when i limit my news consumption to very little when i still know that things are getting worse.

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My entity persona. Basically how I think/hope I would look as a demonic, hellish creature. I have so much to explain about this entity it is insane.

He/they/it pronouns

They manipulate their appearance at will, usually growing extra arms or manifesting its mouth to feed or vocalize. It's face is inspired by the og photo of Eyeless Jack.

The red eyes are always moving in random directions to look out for danger or threats. He can spawn more and less.

The fleshy legs that end in points can change lengths and more can grow out if desired.

It's body is very flexible.

It can traverse through many worlds, like Creepypasta and Slenderverse, Minecraft, analog horror (it's origins), and much more.

They are more than aware of the Slenderman in the Creepypasta and Slenderverse world (I see them as being in the same world in a manner). Same with HABIT from everymanHYBRID, though it has never meet HABIT as of yet.

In the Minecraft world he settled in, it was found to be a very corrupted world already with many entities inhabiting it like The Man From the Fog, Midnight Lurker, Hybrid, and much more (I love those mods). Being an entity as well, it pretty much means no attacks on either side except for territorial rights now and then.

He avoids the SCP Foundation due to the likely hood of getting captured. He'd be labeled as Euclid or something like that. Will only attack when threatened or angered.

Although it can digest plant based materials, it eats almost all animal products. They prefer raw meats, mostly beef, sheep, goat, and deer. Raw meat and blood sustains them better than cooked. Due to his biological nature, he cannot get ill from any bacteria or parasites in the meat or blood. His immune system is very strong, and the stomach acid is stronger than that of a vulture.

More info later.

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Possum! My first fursona. Although he came out looking more like a rat with the tail being a little thinner than I wanted, but that's not a bother.

All my personas are amab to fill the void of myself being born afab (trans ftm). So yea, he has a big cock.

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Made a pony version of my Creepypasta OC, Nichole. Had a ton of fun making her.

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Went on a walk on Election Day since the results of that day absolutely put me in a bad place mentally. The walk cleared my very well, and I got to see the railroad up close and in person for the first time that wasnt in a car.

Ngl, I ended up tripping over a hole in the tracks and busted my knee and shin so there's a bruise from it XD.

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took it while on a drive

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Swiss is acting kinda strange… 🧐👻

Fingers crossed my concert this week doesn’t get cancelled for hurricane weather! Stay safe out there everyone!