It's time to talk.
Heaven, formerly known as Ursu / Doomursu, here. I want to apologize for the situation that happened during the last months (AI chatbots usage, Sexual harrassment, Racist remarks and other stuff), and I'm here to take accountability of it.
I want to sincerely apologize for my wrong actions and the hurt or disappointment they may have caused. Looking back, I realize that what I did was not only wrong but also disrespectful to the people who trusted me and expected better from me. I take full responsibility for my behavior and the consequences that came with it.
At the time, I did not think carefully about how my actions would affect others. I acted without considering the impact it would have on the people around me, and for that, I am deeply sorry. I understand now that every choice has consequences, and when those choices are careless or thoughtless, they can hurt others even when that was not the intention. I feel genuine regret for letting my emotions and poor judgment lead me to do something I now wish I could undo.
My actions were messy at that time, I was in the wrong headspace and I've been taking accountability of my actions, I was with the wrong persons in that time. And I'm going to say this: No, I'm not racist, I didn't think of my remarks in that time. I don't use AI chatbots anymore, I'm healing from using such content, and I don't want to interact with it anymore. I don't like little kids, I'm bodily and mentally a minor person. I admit that harrassing people is WRONG, and I didn't really realize how fucked up my actions were.
Once again, I sincerely apologize to everyone who was affected by my actions. I hope that, in time, I can regain the trust that was lost and prove through my behavior that I am genuinely sorry.
You can still contact me, but please interact with care, please know that I'm currently going to professionals and I'm still scared of the situation. I don't expect to get forgiven by everyone, because my actions were messy, but at least don't send me offensive messages. I'll be taking a break from my social media for now. (I'll be active on Discord, but for close people.)
See yall, Heaven / Utopia
