Friday 11:56PM
January 08, 2021
I remember the day when I missed my intership graduation because I am mourning. Day before that was the announcement for the new positions for the next academic year and I wasn’t promoted. It was too late when they realized I am deserving for that position. So after 3 months, they promoted me. It was a very sad day, I can’t move. Yes position doesn’t matter but it is more painful when everyone knows you deserve it because you worked so hard to get that.
Maybe that’s the reason why I am afraid today whenever someone asked my position because I questioned myself if I deserve it.
One thing is for sure, I worked hard to get where I am today. I did not take any shortcuts. I took the long and unsafe road. I am paying my fare, everyday because I know my destination, Im just not there, yet.