This can be my safe place now

I do not promote Self Harm. Some of my posts may be triggering so please be careful and stay safe. My ask is always open for anyone who needs to talk about anything at all <3

[music-and-quotes]

Sometimes before it gets better the darkness gets bigger.

Fall Out Boy, Missing you (via music-and-quotes)

[seirenez]

[music-and-quotes]

Maybe this is wishful thinking, probably mindless dreaming.. but if we loved again, I swear I’d love you right.

Taylor Swift, Back to December (via music-and-quotes)

[imthekingkiddos]

If I were thinner maybe he wouldn’t have lost interest and left me…

[pain-keeps-me-sane]

Hahahahaha imagine if I was actually happy though hahahhahahahahaha

[silent-rain91]

[thegoodvybe]

[s-ensitivus]

[thetime-ishere-deactivated20180]

Falling back into a destructive mindset after being okay for a while is exhausting and upsetting.

[silent-rain91]

[pain-keeps-me-sane]

8th November 2016

I feel like I’ve wasted the last almost 4 years loving someone with all my heart, who could never, and would never love me the same way. I’ve slowly turned into someone unrecognisable, I’ve become this crazy, psycho, jealous ex girlfriend, they type of person I’ve always hated, and I don’t even know how it happened. I can’t take it anymore, I can’t keep letting myself get hurt, I can’t keep holding on, not just to him, but everything. He is toxic for me, I can see that now. I don’t know how I’m meant to go back to the person I was before him, I don’t know how to move on, I don’t know how to protect myself. I want to end it, oh god, there is nothing I want more. But I can’t be that selfish. I can’t leave my baby brother, he means too much to me to hurt him like that. For Dolphy, I will continue to live like this, I will continue to suffer, so that Dolphy doesn’t have to. I guess all I can do is hope I will be in some terrible accident, get in a car crash, be the victim of a stabbing, die in a fire, drown, I don’t know. All I do know, is I want everything to stop hurting.

I really did love him, more than anything. I loved him so much, I forgot what it was like to hate myself, to want to die, to not see a future. But now I remember.

[silent-rain91]

[depression-anxiety-me]

[timbllr]

I wonder how I would’ve ended up if you hadn’t walked into my life.

t.k (via timbllr)

[craved-deactivated20230908]

After all, those who truly love, never stop loving.

Daniel C. L.  (via alterated)

[100493503004422]

I love drunk me but I don’t trust her

[silent-rain91]