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22, trans, ED/vent blog ❌BLOCK DONT REPORT❌ sometimes nsfw, i dont use TWs

[painsucklet]

!!TW ED AND VENT POSTS!!

block don't report! this is my safe space to cope with my disorders! i am PRO RECOVERY

if you reblog my posts with ed tags i will block you

hello you can call me dexx or sucklet :) i'm transmasc and use he/xe pronouns, i'm also a part of an osdd system that uses they/fern collective pronouns.

byf-

i am autistic and have a slew of other conditions and mental issues. mainly though there's osdd, cptsd, adhd, bpd, npd, avpd, stpd, dysthymia, dyspraxia, pots, arfid, and ednos. highly suspect ocd and heds as well. i am a huge supporter of self diagnosis with proper research of course. i do post triggering ed stuff but i am not pro4n4. i believe everyone is deserving of recovery, i'm against it being forced though. fuck fatphobia and fatspo. i won't block minors but i'm uncomfortable with them. interact at your own risk.

dni-

-pro4n4/fatphobes -npd abuse believers -basic dni criteria

sh/g0r3 sideblog: @drugsucklet (NSFW warning) | NEW: @cutsucklet

special interest sideblog: @deadsucklet​

[circumvents]

I'm thinking we should all just kill ourselves

[corpsebanger]

Mmmmm im imagining the corpse pile

[circumvents]

not now corpsebanger

[heartsick-necronym]

i could kill myself at any moment but its fine

[fairycosmos]

being ugly is smth i have to stop caring about but well i cant deny it has cursed me in this specific world

[fairycosmos]

life would be sooo good without my curse

[cinnamonsinnerxx]

i feel so fake on here because im actually like fat and evil im sorry im such a Fake

[shortyimmortal]

oh little bunny ;(

[medievaljournalist]

STOP SCATTERING MY ASHES IM STILL ALIVE

[hyumjim]

Starting a collection

[hyumjim]

[painsucklet]

i need to lock in with restricting in a dire fashion but lately i just cant like every time i fast or heavy restrict even a little bit it feels like my body is falling apart and i get really short of breath and lightheaded which freaks me out . what the fuck am i supposed to do 🫩😭

[painsucklet]

also im pissed off i havent lost any weight before leaving but theres no point now so whatever. we ball

[painsucklet]

im leaving the country monday morning and i have so much shit to do im fucking losing it ive barely started packing HELP MEEEEEEE

[camborama-deactivated20180225]

[ceruleanheaven]

[looking at people younger than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at people older than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at myself] its over

[groupieculture]

i blog to lose followers

[groupieculture]

No Tbh I blog to be loved

[luxiomahariel]

they should invent a taking care of your own body thats easy

[loveridden1999]

the thing about phone in bed is that it's so awesome. almost makes you feel like betraying & destroying yourself for nothing isn't all so bad