Monty

First Autistic Butch to get a girlfriend - You shouldn’t worry about my pronouns, I don’t.

[painted-time]

Intro

(I’ve had this account for almost five years so why not)

My names Monty, short for Raymond Adrian. My irl name is Ray, but I went to an arts HS so there were too many Rays.

I’m a junior studying History with a focus on the 1960s.

I love the Beatles, The Monkees, June Henry, and shitty coffee. (And Alice Nesmith!!!)

I’m currently drowning in the incessant rain of the PNW.

I used to be on here daily, but now I take my adhd meds and do LSAT prep.

[cropcirclecountry]

Oh Alice Nesmith what you could’ve been…

[painted-time]

How it feels to wear mascara as a Butch

Art Cred: Alison Bechdel (obviously)

[commiehilfiger]

need to get this as a tramp stamp ngl

[painted-time]

One Month Off

I stare at my face in the mirror

And set a reminder to shave

The stubble sets in too soon for my comfort

Yet it’s the aspiration of my cohorts

My jawline is the one achievement I value

And my nose finally settles in with similar sharpness

But when it comes to my torso I grimace

And look for muscle depleting techniques

Taking photos for her I start to notice flaws

My hips jut out too far and curve too little

A result of anxiety to pass with no intention

The hair of my thighs is focused and brittle

The main aspiration was a throaty voice

And when it comes to this, I’ve been satiated

Surprisingly quicker than my peers

So I regret my timeline in comparison

[joviandyke]

NEED a woman to be a little bit condescending to me its so fucking hot like. yes ma'am whatever you say ma'am

[painted-time]

Vinyl Discussions | 3/16

I hold shame for moments I haven’t got regret for yet.

That encapsulates your gentle touch upon my hair.

Do you wish to hold me again when it’s so inducing?

My doubts cloud your true reasoning, despite logic lining it out for me,

A simple key that your desire was true and not in haste or hindsight.

Still, I cling to your contact warping through and around my shoulders.

Longing beholds me, no longer a preceding factor.

Your fear-free smile tears me away from textbooks,

And leads me into a wonderland of non-apprehensive love.

I can only hold two true moments of lust,

Yet all our desires felt sullied by my pretense,

And I can’t express when I can barely hold your face in my mind.

I doubt you too much even now.

Am I but a weary peasant placing you on a throne?

My favorite moments were your sheer humanity.

[shockyhorror]

Nez cuddling his puppy Abigail behind the scenes of PopClips, April 1978. #PupClips

[painted-time]

First AO3 post of 2026 and it's a low-effort one-shot I wrote while ignoring the 5 chapter fic I'm working on

[unnamednarrat0r]

[thefuttureman]

I hate having to constantly fix how I talk so I don’t sound like a hick. This is so dumbb release meee

[jlaudio]

i say this a lot but i think its genuinely insane that bert schneider kinda Clocked mike because he honestly sounds like he didnt have the Now be a girl planned. he laid eyes on mike doing the strong and silent face and goes. Hey woolhat now be a girl. Like michaels expression was evocative enough that his high school bully sicko humilliation ritual drive directly lead him to "i Need to call this boy a Stupid name and also a Girl".

[jlaudio]

ITS JUST HIGH SCHOOL BULLY SHIT BOB AND BERT WERE EVIL!!!!! Hey peter do guys think youre a FAG with that FAG HAIR you have. davy do girls like you? no i didnt ask if you like girls. i asked if they liked YOU. #GETDUNKEDONNNNNNN and then b&b high five each other behind the camera. The thing is the monkees are the monkees because they were already quite used to putting themselves in humilliating and compromising positions for the sake of humor. they were all doing that. maybe davy not so much but i guess he was on the contract and charismatic enough to know to just go with it. peter micky and mike were Fluent in Being the negative center of attention clown behavior if it makes other people laugh thats what matters

[jungle--cruisin]

sheet music

[commsroom]

it brings me so much joy that eiffel is a christmas hater. if his birthday wasn't december 25th, maybe it could've gone either way. he loves thanksgiving, of all things. maybe the turkey would've been enough. but he's endured a lifetime of christmas birthdays. he's my brave and stalwart soldier in the war on christmas.

[joyouswhimsy-87]

s1 Hilbert and Eiffel

[painted-time]

Going into 2026 feeling very much like Doug Eiffel (hiding depression/trauma through sarcasm and being visibly male despite genderqueerism) 

[lyn-yeah-that-one-deactivated20]

I think part of why people don't like to call PCOS and gynecomastica intersex is because it challenges the image of intersex people being super rare. We're more common than you think.