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[paintedladie]

to do | 7.5.2015

sat packets

start cutting out magazine letters

put up world map

physics hw

put up whiteboard

[paintedladie]

to do | 6.29.2015

finish sat reading sections

reorganize desk

start bullet journal

plan out saturday shopping

[paintedladie]

to do | 6.28.2015

buy summer reading books at b&n

buy planner, bic round stic pens, and zebra mechanical pencils

clean room

email debate camp about which days to miss

physics ch 4-5

review debate notes

draw for 30m

[paintedladie]

to do | 6.27.2015

sign up for netflix for family

look through physics chapters 3-4

order sat prep books

review debate camp notes

clean room

email dentist about internship

submit big sib app

organize & print summer assignments

[paintedladie]

i always feel bad for lonk bc i never actually use him much (too many swords) despite how much i love him but its ok he will always b th original baby daddy

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colored it better !!

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i got lazy :V

[paintedladie]

to do | 6.18.2015

start 2 clean room (even under the bed)

draw

email health teacher

start figurin out party details

start packin 4 georgetown

[paintedladie]

nobody told me to do a color palette challenge but i wanted to 

also i love square mother

[paintedladie]

6.18.2015

school is out !! i’m overall rly happy with my grades this year :) A- in precalc but it should be all As everywhere else. also my tablet pen arrived today so i’m gonna try to pick up doin art again, i was drawin all day to get used to it and it was rly fun i’m gonna try drawin for at least 30 min daily

i need to like plan my party but im not gonna go to school tomorrow so that will help but i had some mozzarella sticks today which was :)

[paintedladie]

6.18.2015

lil doodle of stitches

[paintedladie]

to do | 5.13.2015

walk dog

bathe dog

math textbook work

history article & questions

4 chapters ap bio review

2 chapters ap cs review

[paintedladie]

to do | 5.3.2015

Look over notes & finish unit 9 review 

Finish 2nd Lab & Math test packet 

Study for hw quiz 42

Study for unit 5 Chinese test

Finish at least 2 chapters of AP CS 

Finish at least 4 chapters of AP Bio 

Finish at least 1 chapter of Math subject II 

Walk dog

Clean room & do laundry

[paintedladie]

5.2.2015

I’m really upset with myself today I blew off one of my best friend’s birthday dinner (she didn’t really ask until last night when I already had plans…… even tho my plans literaly consisted of studying) I felt really bad about falling asleep yesterday so going into the day I was feeling upset with myself and I think that slowed me down a lot I couldn’t finish my math homework bc there were some problems that I couldn’t get that the book didn’t explain very well My brother had friends over and they were being really loud and I screamed at my mom when she came in I only got through like half of a chapter of the APCS book and I haven’t even looked at the bio one yet I finished all my homework but I feel like I half assed it? I need to bring my history grade up but I just Do Not Care about marxism. my English essay is also really poor work :/ I haven’t eaten anything except for like. eight chocolate wafers. I’m not eating but overeating at the same time and it’s disgusting I have a makeup bio test and math test on Tuesday and Thursday and I did some practice problems but I only skimmed over the notes instead of looking through them thoroughly I want to study more but it’s already 7 pm and I’m feeling really bad about myself,,, I get really guilty when I work after 7pm/sunset but I’ll also feel bad if I don’t study harder I haven’t walked dog, I was going to but I decided to keep studying and I didn’t even do that well I need to give him a bath too

[paintedladie]

OK in my defense i probably would have still done everything today even if they werent due thursday

[paintedladie]

>does an essay + a group project early cuz she forgot they werent due tomorrow

ok im going to............ watch fresh off the boat and try and get this fucking penguin out of my town

[paintedladie]

i feel like I’m constantly pissed off and irritable but at th same time I like how emotionally stable I am in the long run. like I will find a way to complain n shit on any situation but I’m not affected by big stuff like losing friends, the crushing weight of th American school system, etc

I feel like I’m too chill abt some stuff sometimes like a lot of friendships I just lost cuz I just went “ok” but at th same time like…. idrc like what’s done is done