back on my bullshit ∞

23, 5'7, german,vegan,purple haired student👻👻👻 scared of my weight after 10 years of ed🤦‍♀️ maybe will update my weight soon

[buriedasylum]

Everything is starting to feel suffocating again, my brain needs some rest

[nclsny]

a cool concept: me, but thinner

[sporadicllamadragon]

[7nvk]

something will always be wrong with me. i will never be whole

[snake-habitat1]

sorry babe, i can’t have sex right now, im posting about how much i want to kill myself online .

[us3rg1rlb0ss-deactivated2023101]

i can't get rid of that feeling that i wasn't made for this world. my brain has malfunctioned, i'm an error. i shouldn't be here

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[lowcalrecipebook-deactivated202]

~Low Cal Single Serve Coffe Cake~

(Adapted from BlogLovin’)

This is suuuper tasty for when i’m craving sweets, which is ALL the time! Tastes just like the ‘real’ thing

Stay safe 💕

[Submission by @youcancallmepurpleskye​]

[maybuds]

ghibli films are like, i will give you so much hope and softness and the will to truly live your life

[bunney]

Im not sad all the time! Sometimes im sleeping

[yms1]

[dizzyoffpassion]

Why do I feel like I take better care of myself when I’m starving myself. I take vitamins, take care of my skin, shower every day, take care of my hair, put on lotion and shave, smell good, put on makeup every day, wear clean clothes, feel more confident. I like myself when I don’t eat and I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to eat like a normal person, idk if I want to.

[opalescentmist-deactivated20170]

me: *buying more makeup* I live for temporary material satisfaction also when will I die

[tankaramo]

me: *gets scared that i’m wasting my life* me: i’m gonna deal with this feeling by taking a long nap in the middle of the day

[adampvrrish]

who cares if i want to mentally live in my daydream universe while i physically rot away. that's my business

[ashstfu]

i have two sides:

‘nothing matters, nothing is real’

‘everything i do will have consequences’

[ashstfu]

the sexual tension between me and no one.