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SW- 160lbs CW- 145lbs  ✔GW 1- 154lbs  GW 2-  143lbs  UGW-  97lbs

[blueberry-nightss]

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Fuck. I just got a boyfriend.

He is fit and has abs and i just want this for us. MMMMMM

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im trying to pavlov myself. everytime i binge. every bite out of place. i take a freezing bath.

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I feel bloated as fuck, but the fasting is doing me good even if im retaining weight because of my period

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Fasting for a week

I havent eaten for 17hrs, im taking this as long into a week as i can. Any advice or risks i should know abt?

Im planning at least 3 days- 55hrs left 

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48hrs left. 

i feel clean. i dont even feel hungry anymore. and i have lost 0.3kg already.

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34hrs left.

Holy shit, i have dropped a lot of weight plus before i weighed myself i drank a lot of water!

wow, im not even tempted to eat. im doing this for you guys and myself. 

[palinoaphasm]

Fasting for a week

I havent eaten for 17hrs, im taking this as long into a week as i can. Any advice or risks i should know abt?

Im planning at least 3 days- 55hrs left 

[palinoaphasm]

48hrs left. 

i feel clean. i dont even feel hungry anymore. and i have lost 0.3kg already.

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my reasons to lose weight

~so you can sit on their lap

~to feel light

~ have you seen a thighgap/thin legs in doc martens??

~cheekbones

~the beauty of a supple body, something to be proud of

~ALL THE CLOTHES- GAH-

~because what else is there to your life? why do anything else, when you can be beautiful

~pajama shorts with a crop top

~to get back at “them”

~confidence, to be happy with yourself.

(I will update but I am realising im quite tired to do this.)

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~ feel how good, how clean and how nice it is to be hungry, live off that, thats what im doing rn and its amazing

~ when the clothes get to big and fall off, you feel beautiful

~ dont just look at thinspo, be inspired by it. become it.

~ imagine being picked up, feeling like a feather, someone to be wanted

~ fuck, even if youre ugly, at least you can be thin

[palinoaphasm]

Fasting for a week

I havent eaten for 17hrs, im taking this as long into a week as i can. Any advice or risks i should know abt?

Im planning at least 3 days- 55hrs left 

[palinoaphasm]

at least withdrawals help you lose weight

who cares abt the tremors and possible grand mal seizures, i dont need to tell anyone. just let the kilos fall off.

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this was me at 73kg, itd be so much better at 44kg.

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my reasons to lose weight

~so you can sit on their lap

~to feel light

~ have you seen a thighgap/thin legs in doc martens??

~cheekbones

~the beauty of a supple body, something to be proud of

~ALL THE CLOTHES- GAH-

~because what else is there to your life? why do anything else, when you can be beautiful

~pajama shorts with a crop top

~to get back at “them”

~confidence, to be happy with yourself.

(I will update but I am realising im quite tired to do this.)

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I just binged after losing weight, whats wrong with me