This entire thing started when I joined Juice Plus+ which is a network marketing company. I created a brand named Diamond Dust . From there my confidence grew and I then joined up with another NWM company called Younique, and then expanded my brand. Met some truly epic people , who have become some of my closest friends and helped expand my brand. I was then talking to an amazing lady about doing a blog and she wanted to help me, a few months later and some hard work.BOOM!!! Pam Behind The Diamond was born!! It all started as a type of diary. Me talking about my life, my views and opinions and basically airing my head out. I felt very misunderstood and alone, I was extremely depressed and shattered from hiding it every day. My mindset was totally fractured. Then in October 2018 something incredible happened. I got amnesia (disassociative fugues) and lost around 85% of my memories. I know you're wondering - how is this a good thing? Well it changed who I am as a person, took away all my hurt and pain. I'm now a positive and happy person. Along with this I had a sexual awakening. I never enjoyed sex before (to my memory) but now... WOW!!! This led me to think sex is such a taboo subject and it shouldn't be, we should all embrace it, learn about it and most importantly have fun! Not only is it a lot of fun but it is also the closest you can be to someone and that should be celebrated. People should educate themselves on the subject - how to be safe, how to give and receive ultimate pleasure, how different relationships work...etc. Yeah this lead me to where I am now. I am a completely new person with a completely new mindset. I am honoured you have read my story and I hope you take something away from it if not please take this piece of advice with you: - Enjoy life! Do whatever makes you happy. Enjoy the positives of life no matter your age, situation, emotional response...just do it. If it will cause you joy and happiness, is it not worth it? * * * #pambehindthediamond #introduction #hello #sayhi #mystory #whoiam #sexblogger #sexpositive #whereicamefrom #businesslife #mylife #amnesia #dissociativedisorders #honestyhour #honesty https://www.instagram.com/p/BwMbYQWFoGH/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=7yandgbe7t5y