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[imeonasy]

jily sketch for my dear friend

[rosekillerbigbang]

REVEAL WEEK #5

Looks Like Yesterday, Tastes Like Tomorrow by @thisfrailheart art by @astronomyth-art and @moozyarts

Rating: Explicit Word count: 34k Tags: Toxic Relationship, Infidelity, Manipulation, Pandora Lovegood and Evan Rosier are Siblings, Mental Health Issues, Escort Barty Evan's life is perfect. It doesn't matter that he's being cheated on by the person who was supposed to love him or that he can't even remember when he last had fun. It doesn't matter that he doesn't recognize himself in the mirror. All that matters is that he's living the life his parents planned for him. So what happens when someone from his past shows up to shake up his present and all that perfection starts crumbling away?

[panchashire]

Exams are driving me insane but on a completely unrelated note do you guys like my new header

[panchashire]

boof, pretty please with a cherry on top? <3

Mackk!! Hi Hi!! And yes of course you may <3

Boof is actually not rosekiller but it's an Evan x oc drawing I did for @major-toast !! It's my most recent WIP out of the list and I'm just waiting to hop on call with them to finish it live hehe

thank you for the ask always lovely to see you around <3

[panchashire]

One dooles for the bread, pretty please, my good fellow. What was the thought process behind it? Why did you start this WIP? Have I told you that I love your art? I'm a big fan, actually.

Hello hello bread and Well I think you should know the answer behind this one

You love my art?? Woah that is new information to me /j but thank you for the ask and to everyone else this WIP is me and toasts ocs that you can check out on @sheriff-toast ! I was supposed to draw their body types/Builds but I got lazy after one and just didn't finish the rest unfortunately </3

Any and all similarities to preexisting characters are totallyy a coincidence. This is still some of the best hair rendering I've done tho but a shame I never got to draw John's (far right) dad bod

[panchashire]

helloooo im so intrigued by PRANCE 😭😭😭

Hello hello Maviss!!

Honestly idk why that one was in all caps lol but PRANCE is just me painting over my very first rosekiller drawing

It still looks kinda off (barty looks naked without his tattoos) but it's no where near as bad as the original. The old one you could tell I didn't know how yo draw a background and the colors made it look stale. Both of them we're chopped as hell but Barty especially looks like he had a really bad botched nosejob smh. That ones archived now so no one can know my shame but hopefully this one I finish some day

[panchashire]

WIP tag game!!

Thank you @major-toast bread for the tag!! Unfortunately most of my wips are in my old laptops that I'm too lazy to dig up but I still have a few to show off.

RULES: make a new post with the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous, and tag as many people as you have WIPs. People send an ask with the title that most intrigues them, post a snippet or tell them something about it.

Fair warning tho Im very unorganized and dyslexic so all my files are named after random words mispelled horribly but here we go:

1. Sketches

2. Boof

3. PRANCE

4. Dooles

5. Chur

Tags: @horrorosier @godsofwoes @mywifeisaworm @marzst4rz and anyone else interested!

[panchashire]

Oldie but a goodie

(Nothings showing Don't put me down pretty please)

[panchashire]

Everybody going crazy for puppy barty but no one bats an eye at catboy barty I see how it is

[panchashire]

Oldie but a goodie

(Nothings showing Don't put me down pretty please)

[panchashire]

hello 😳😳 im a big fan can i get an autograph 🫦🫦 toast made me fall in love with you and now you're my celebrity crush thank you

— @katakosmos

Oh you flatter me smh toast is just being hyperbolic and I'm no where near celebrity level to qualify but thank you hehehe

I forgot to bring my drawing tablet w me today but I wanted to answer as soon as I could so forgive me it's a bit chopped but I hope it's decent enough </3 anyhow thank you this is very sweet hehehe it made my day 💕💕

[panchashire]

Last minute mermay entry hehe

if you can guess the fish he's very very VERY loosely based on by the tail fin you get a cookie and a gold Star

[panchashire]

I've been hella busy these past week but i finally had time to draw this shitpost

[panchashire]

Beinging this one back because I stand by it and I still think it's hilarious

[panchashire]

Fur ball, in the nine circles of tumblr I often frequent, there is this event called 'self-cest evan saturday'. I believe you have heard of it before. Now, the two of us are in the possession of this hotshot of a guy and the same hotshot of a guy, but Eldritch. I know making them kiss is one of your favourite pastimes. So, my dear friend of the devilish liquid, some thoughts on Evan/Eldritch!Evan, please?

Hello yellow bread!! Happy selfcest Evan Saturday!! (Its still Saturday somewhere right?) Tbh I don't think there's anything I can say that you don't already know because clearly I don't shut up about these guys but to answer I've got a few things that keep me up at night

Their relationship is a really weird one that I can't define, because the way the eldritch likes Evan is not really in the romantic sense? It's more so it genuinely loves everything about him and wants to be him and the way that that manifests just happens to be perceived as romantic by most sane people. It saw the kind of relationships Evan has with other people and wanted all of it for itself.

Evan in particular is very susceptible to this kind of thing because in his youth he was often ignored and overlooked. It's the same way he takes to Barty's form of love well because when you've been in the background for most of your life having someone be so obsessed with you itches a spot. Having something or someone genuinely br enamoured with him makes Evan feel butterflies in his stomach when he really shouldn't. Evan liked the attention it gives him and also the power. In an odd way the eldritch kind of teaches Evan to love himself because it loves being him (or wear his skin).

Which brings me to my second point the eldritch loves to look at itself in the mirror. It loves Evans appearance so it would make sense for it to ove staring at itself weather it be literally or in a mirror. It's also keen on being the only thing Evan has time for which is why is spirals into unhealthy as Evan literally is manipulated into abandoning everything and everyone but it. It doesn't understand human needs and sees sleep and food and other essentials as unimportant. It's why Evan's health rapidly declines because if he would just let them help him then he wouldn't need any of those base instinct any more. It loves him so much that it destroys him in the process.

On Evans end it is weird staring at himself that's slightly off whenever he interacts with it. It's like looking in a mirror that doesn't act right or doesn't look how it should. But that obviously doesn't stop him from engaging with them as an opportunity like this only happens once (he will have a hard time escaping them). I say if the eldritch could it would collect as many Evans across as many universes it can. Partly because it absolutely adores Evan but also because it Hates bénja and would do anything in it's power to rip Evan away from him hehe.

[panchashire]

I finished this in one sitting and Toast confirmed this canon btw

[panchashire]

Short speedpaint of my favorite son

[panchashire]

Lily and bugs 🪲🌱

[panchashire]

Who the fuck is hornkus binglefuck??