subliminal

I'm subliminal. 18. music. rants. what happened?

[pandaboo1816]

who understands boys

Me: I always wana be all cute and cheesy with you but your always so rude about it.

Him: no, tell me!

Me: I turned out liking you a lot more than i had originally planned too (/_\)

Him: shuuuuuut up

Me: SEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Him: im adorable as fuck .... WAIT!!! NO!!! i mean... im manly as hell ?:c

Me: sure you are baby c;

[kpopidolpics3]

[marcitlali]

serenity

[sidnugget]

videos won’t play on the tumblr app but I need to reblog this anyway because it looks really important

[hzlsey-blog]

permanent vacation // 5sos

[pandaboo1816]

Feel Pretty Again

I’d do anything to make myself feel pretty again

cause you scarred me and made me forget i was pretty within

my friends told me i should of left your ass the first time you cheated

yo, i swear i should of listened cause look, you did it again.

What is it? is it cause i ain’t fit like these other bitches?!

Sorry i ain’t perfect and thick like these other bitches

But i did everything for you that the others didn’t

i was even there for you when your family was acting different 

and i still got cheated on

I guess i wasn’t pretty enough 

I bet she had bigger tits and a Brazilian butt.

I was already insecure, now i just feel shitty as fuck 

Got me looking in the mirror tryna analyze my figure

Tell myself “I’ll never be good enough for no man!”

So i don’t love no man

You wanna know why i trust no man?

Cause even my father left my life, i couldn’t trust my old man

Damn, but you? I cared for you

i was there for you 

when your life was looking bold i was here for you 

I shed a couple tears for you 

made a couple prayers for you 

hoping that you’d change one day but nah,

you never did

you never will

you just love getting around like a Ferris wheel 

destroy my self-esteem and you ain’t care how i feel 

What you find in them other bitches anyway? Whats the big deal?

I completely changed for that shit.

my own heart cold now and you’re the one to blame for that shit

my next relationship I promise I’ll be trained for that shit

cause now I’m thinking like a nigga so i don’t get played like a bitch 

“But we can fix this bae-”

Nah, nigga its too late for that shit 

I lost myself,

I’ve been smoking more and drinking again, we’re arguing every night and I’ve been randomly sleeping with men cause i just want to fucking feel pretty again...

pretty again...

I do anything so i can feel pretty again..

[pandaboo1816]

just make me feel pretty and worth it again...

[bob-morley]

i’m kinda obsessed with this idea of bellamy and clarke being lovers who have been reincarnated time after time after time only to find their way back to each other in each life. 

like they start off in rome and she’s betrothed to the callous emperor but she’s in love with a common boy and when the emperor finds out he puts bellamy to death by way of combat in the colosseum and clarke has to watch as he’s mauled to death by a lion. 

and in their next lifetime he’s on an expedition to the new world and clarke is a native and he teaches her his own language (or bits and pieces) but idk something happens and she gets killed by one of the other explorers in bellamy’s group

and in the next life clarke and bellamy are in salem and clarke’s mother is one of the higher ups in regards to the church and has a lot of political power. when a young girl who has a childish crush on bellamy finds him interlocked with clarke in the woods, their clothes askew and his mouth on clarke’s neck, she goes to abigail claiming that they’re both witches that put a curse on her. when they’re tried for it in court, abby is only able to get clarke off the hook and clarke watches in horror as bellamy is hanged.

next, they’re political protesters, both taking part in the anti-Vietnam war movement. they’re at kent state when they hear a gun shot ring through the air and chaos ensues. bellamy and clarke are separated and when the shooting stops bellamy is screaming out her name trying to find her. when he finally does, she’s laying on the ground, blood pooling around her as her lifeless eyes stare up at the sky. 

they almost get to be happy in their modern day lives, in 2015 when they’re both college students and fighting each other on everything, be it what pizza toppings they want to order or whether or not bellamy deleted the newest episode of Grey’s off the DVR. they love each other, though, more than life itself. so when clarke gets pregnant it’s great news. until she’s giving birth to their daughter and she won’t stop bleeding and her skin is getting paler by the second and her grip on bellamy’s hand is going slack and she’s whispering, “take care of her.” before she closes her eyes for the last time. 

and the next time they’re resurrected, she’s a princess from the sky and he’s her knight and all he wants is for her to just stay with him but he knows she can’t. 

and maybe someday they’ll get it right, but not right now. 

[alt-j-deactivated20171027]

nah I think we should really stop glorifying cigarettes

[dirty-sparkletini-no-olive]

you sound boring.

[psiioniic-miracles]

You sound like you’ve never had the scent of cigarette smoke ingrained in your clothes to the point where people in middle school thought you smoked at eleven because your parents couldn’t be bothered to go outside. You sound like you’ve never had your mother flick cigarette ashes out of the car window and have them fly into your face. You sound like you’ve never been kept up at night by the sound of your dad hacking up a lung because he has to get up for his midnight smoke. You sound like you’ve never had to run into a convenience store to get your mother cigarettes as soon as you turned eighteen and cringed at touching the box because you know they’re not only killers but government sanctioned killers because they can not only tax the shit out of them but ensure people buy more at the cost of young lungs and a once beautiful home now plagued with the smell of smoke and ash. You sound like you’ve never had a great grandmother who stopped smoking 30 years before her death who still got lung cancer and subsequently died. You sound like a Fucking ignoramus. Smoking isn’t Fucking cool, it isn’t fun to glorify, it’s disgusting and makes not only you but your children smell bad. Makes not only you but your children cough, get cancer, get sick.

You sound like a Fucking moron. Smoking isn’t cool. Grow the Fuck up.

[catsfurever]

can we just start a movement where we go to male politicians events and we ask them sexist questions like “if you are elected who will take care of the kids” and “what designer are you wearing tonight” “do you think that your stunted and constipated male emotions will affect your decision making”

[carefullywaxedthighs-deactivate]

that last one tho

[unapologeticallyiridescent]

Yes please

[taylorswiftdeclassified]

Well, my mom really became my best friend. I remember when I called those girls early in the day and was like, ‘Hey, you guys wanna go to the mall?’ And they were like, ‘Oh, no, I’ve got plans’ or ‘I’m gonna stay home.’ Everyone had a different excuse. So my mom and I went to the mall–and we ran into all of them hanging out together in a store! I just remember my mom looking at me and saying, ‘You know what? We’re going to go to the King of Prussia Mall!’ Which is the best mall in the whole state. We drove an hour to get there, and we had the time of our lives! I realized my mom was the coolest person in the world for not making me stay in that mall and suck it up and go on with things. She let me run from my pain for a little bit, and I thought that was the nicest thing that she ever could have done.

Taylor Swift talking about being excluded in middle school (x)

[heteroerotic]

damn son vaginas get itchy too and u don’t see us shoving our hands down our pants it’s called self control go find some

[raisin-branman]

Wut?

[heteroerotic]

DAMN SON VAGINAS GET ITCHY TOO AND U DON’T SEE US SHOVING OUR HANDS DOWN OUR PANTS IT’S CALLED SELF CONTROL G O F I N D S O M E

[piercingbysaint-deactivated2020]

[pandaboo1816]

Currently at a solid 160. This is what i want

[child-of-thecosmos]

Flying Across The Universe (From Top to Bottom: Horsehead Nebula, Orion Nebula, Eagle Nebula, Tarantula Nebula, and NGC 3603)

[child-of-thecosmos]

Credit: ESA/Hubble @ spacetelescope.org

[pandaboo1816]

You know what really irritates me? When bands don't care. And I know you love them no matter what but when you pay $50sum to see them live and they roll in like they just got out of bed, still have a hangover from whatever it was last night, and that's just it. Maybe I'm just being uptight but idk. I, personally would really appreciate it if they tried.

[photow]

[pandaboo1816]

All I want right now...

[pandaboo1816]

me: *watches 1 buzzfeed video*

me (immediately after watching): *completely obsessed with the asian guy*

[pandaboo1816]

Is it too much to ask for to masterbate in peace???

[gifak-net]