A messy Queer

Mooncakesofpan sideblog

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Welcome to the side blog

I do what ever I want here mostly reblog and ramble about my writings

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Yall I’ve started stress knitting

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I really do understand a need for third spaces for teens and preteens but god do I need them to learn how to act in these spaces I’m having kids rough house in front of cups and mugs and breaking shit and pushing each other around in front register not caring if they wreck the display.

I want people to have a third space but I also need people to respect others in that third space

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Sometimes I struggle to describe my gender and it’s fluidity in romantic relationships.

If I’m with masc presenting people I prefer to be referred to as more masculine and if I’m with fem presenting people I prefer to be referred to as more feminine and it’s a tricky conundrum that’s I’ve yet to really hear anyone else talk about. And it lowkey makes me feel like a homo fraud.

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the silent glory I've built is the only legacy that's mine

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I become unhinged at the sight of a sliver of waist.

Someone would have to put me down

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Sometimes I been wallowing and I go “damn that some great writing fodder let me put that in a fic”

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While writing I have a tendency to cry often times I’m not writing anything that sad I’m just a weepy volcano of emotions

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And all of this at once.

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Yeosang is just so pretty and I have to remind myself that he’s a Gemini and they are not to be trusted.

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Maybe if I write about my depression and anxiety it will solve my art blocks all of them every single one

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Also I’ve made a cult

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Hongjoong does something to me I look at him and I am reminded that short pretty men have me by the kneecaps

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I want everyone to know my writing if fueled by mindless yearning.

I ain’t got no one to yearn for that heart just be yearning

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not now kitten. daddy's realizing that the scene he invested 1000 words into could be significantly improved but only if he started over from scratch

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I’m like this close to writing a purely self indulgent fanfic involving some racism experienced at work this past weekend idk if I’ll post it tho. Haven’t decide the fandom, im leaning with the Pitt tho.