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¡¡¡Saezuru Chapter 65 Spoilers!!!
We finally have news regarding the recently released Chapter 65! The chapter focuses solely on the aftermath of Doumeki’s declaration regarding his true feelings for Yashiro. I suspected as much, but I didn't expect Doumeki to be so arrogant. As my friends say, Darkmeki has returned!
Sakura-ikka Headquarters
Doumeki addresses Tsunakawa-san.
Tsunakawa: "Aren't you going to kneel? Like you did four years ago."
Doumeki: "...I won't."
The subordinates force Doumeki’s head to the floor, and Tsunakawa kicks him in the face. He brings up the fact that he knows Doumeki was previously with Yashiro.
Tsunakawa: "I’m surprised you were able to stay here."
Doumeki: "I am grateful for you taking me in..."
Tsunakawa: "Just for that? Only because I took you in?"
Doumeki’s face is crushed against the ground...
Tsunakawa begins talking about how Doumeki is an ex-cop with a mother and sister, and how he could have lived as a civilian even after getting out of prison. The conversation shifts to why he became a yakuza... and that is when we see the panel of Doumeki that the official Saezuru account teased!
The Confrontation
Tsunakawa: "What is Yashiro to you?"
Doumeki: "He is my reason for living."
Doumeki: "I protected him because he is someone important to me."
After Tsunakawa asks him, "Why don't you hesitate even a little?", Doumeki is brutally beaten by Ren-san and the other subordinates.
Credit: @ym0u0 in X.
Tsunakawa has told Doumeki that he must kill Kai and serve time in prison for his crime; once he is released, he will be officially expelled from the group. I'm not sure if that's a high or low price to pay for his betrayal…
In the next chapter, it will be Yashiro's turn; we will see what price he has to pay for protecting Doumeki. He will likely want to eliminate Kai before Doumeki does, but with Yoneda-sensei, nothing is ever easy. We will have to wait another two months to find out what strategies he will take.
Hahaha, Yashiro must be bored with all these entanglements of groups and men; ultimately, he would just like to be in Doumeki's arms for eternity. Everything else is unnecessary.
chapter 64 thought dump 💭
⚠️Saezuru chapter 64 spoilers⚠️
After the page from the second preview where doumeki collapses while trying to stand up
• Doumeki: "…S-sorry…"
• Yashiro: "It's fine. Don’t talk."
• Saying that, Yashiro puts Doumeki's arm around his shoulder and carries him to the bed
• Doumeki grabs Yashiro’s arm and says, "Don't go…" and then loses consciousness
• Yashiro prepares a towel for Doumeki's forehead and some water, and stays to nurse him
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• Doumeki wakes up
• When he sits up, he sees Yashiro sleeping while seated against the wall
• Doumeki moves closer, notices the bucket of water nearby, and understands what happened.
• As he looks at Yashiro’s sleeping face, he recalls Kageyama's words and reaches out-
• but just then, his phone rings.
• The ringtone wakes Yashiro.
• Tsunakawa: "It's me."
• Doumeki: "…Yes."
• Tsunakawa: "Come to the main house. Now."
• Doumeki: "Understood."
• Yashiro looks up at Doumeki, who has lowered his gaze
• Yashiro asks if it was Tsunakawa calling
• Doumeki asks what Yashiro had originally come for
• Yashiro dodges the question
"What was it again?"
• He pretends he’s forgotten
• Yashiro then asks whether it was really okay to send the club mama who people think Doumeki is involved with home.
• Doumeki: "When did I ever say I was dating her?"
• Yashiro: "…You're not?"
• Doumeki’s wound starts to hurt, so he sits down and explains
• The club mama is his childhood friend
• He was her tattoo practice model
• She was saving money at the club so she could become independent as a tattoo artist
• Yashiro: "I… see."
• Doumeki: "Would it have been more convenient if we were dating?"
• Yashiro: "…What do you mean by that?"
• Doumeki: "I wondered if that would make you feel more at ease."
• Yashiro: "At ease…? What are you talking about?"
• Doumeki: "Do you really not understand?"
• Yashiro: "It doesn’t matter to me either way. I don’t care who you’re dating as long as I can have sex, It doesn’t even have to be you"
• Doumeki: "I-"
(the scene shown in the first official preview.)
• Doumeki: "What if I told you that… I still have feelings for you?"
• Doumeki: "Do you want to know how I feel?"
"If I said I still love you, if you knew I’m still chasing after you"
• Doumeki: "Even so, do you still want to hear it from my own mouth?"
"Do you truly believe I could ever love anyone other than you?" (😭😭♥️)
• They look at each other at the same eye level.
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Doumeki’s past (inner monologue)
"Because you were there, I chose to live in this world."
"It didn’t matter which organization it was."
"I didn’t care if people thought I was disloyal or a terrible person."
"I decided I just wanted to exist in the same world as you any way I could."
"I wanted to become a man who could stand beside you."
"I didn’t care how many years it took."
"But I met you sooner than I expected, and I became greedy. I got jealous."
"I thought I had let those feelings go-" "but I couldn’t go against my own heart."
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Back to the present
• Doumeki reaches out and touches Yashiro’s right cheek
• Doumeki: "Can you not see?"
• Yashiro: "…Why?"
• Doumeki: "Is it a lingering effect from back then?"
• Yashiro: "It's nothing serious."
• Doumeki: "Is it because of me?"
• Yashiro: "No."
• Yashiro grabs Doumeki’s wrist.
• Doumeki: "Even if it isn't…"
• Yashiro: "You’re overthinking it."
• Doumeki: "…Even so, to me, you are kind, strong, and beautiful."
• Yashiro: "…I-"
• Yashiro: "All this time, you’ve been making me listen to this"
"what kind of feelings did you expect me to hear it with…?"
• Doumeki leans in and kisses him.
• They part.
• Yashiro opens his eyes, stunned
• Doumeki stands up
• Yashiro: "You… why… why say it now?"
"You hid it all this time"
"why now?"
• Doumeki looks down at him silently,
• He takes his jacket and leaves
• Doumeki’s face turns serious
• Yashiro stares at the door.
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I'm so overwhelmed I have no idea what to say. 😭😭😭♥️♥️ But even with all this happiness I'm so scared for Doumeki with Tsunakawa summoning him. I hope he wasn't being so direct because of it. Please just let them be happy 🤞🤞😭😭
I don't have a good feeling about what's going to happen. Maybe I'm just over thinking.
Spoiler alert !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saezuru chapter 64 ❗❗
The kiss !! The kiss !! the kiiiiiiiiiiis 😩
Like y'all don't get it they never kissed like this before !! Just a kiss just a kiss 😭 just to transmit all the love all the tenderness all the yearning...
Why does it feel like a goodbye kiss tho 😳😫
I'm not ready for this 😭😭
YESSSSS DOUMEKI ❤️❤️
I don't know if I should be happy or not! I want to believe this could be a turning point for them. I hope.
The second previews for Saezuru chapter 64 are out and I'm SOBBING-
Translation
Cover page-
"I've wanted to do this all along."
Manga page-
Yashiro: "Stand up."
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The illustration on the cover page has me sobbing ahhhh 😭😭😭😭♥️♥️
Yashiro's cold mask and words falling the moment he sees Doumeki collapse 😭😭
I love the cover!
The spoiler is here!!!
The preview for the upcoming chapter 64 of Saezuru has surfaced early, and everyone is going crazy. The dialogue we see suggests that Doumeki is finally confessing his feelings (internal screams).
I have a few things to comment on:
1. Yashiro took off his jacket and rolled up his shirt sleeves. That means he’s been looking after Doumeki. (more hysterical screams).
2. Doumeki is feeling much better now, enough to kneel down, corner Yashiro, and drop the love bomb on him.
3. Can you see the shōjo dots floating in the air? It feels like Doumeki’s confession has turned into cherry blossom petals drifting toward Yashiro. (more and more screams of a crazy bitch).
Now for the sad part. I’m afraid that Yashiro will sabotage himself yet again and fail to understand that what Doumeki is telling him is pure love. As I always say, we’ll see where Yoneda-sensei takes us. We propose, and she, as the author, decides.
First preview 😭
D: What if I told you I’m still thinking about you?
Ch 63 for you✨
I managed to finish up this chapter as well! You can find it by clicking the links below. Mangadex ‖ MediaFireDL Have a picture of Yashiro lying 🤭:
SPOILERS/THOUGHTS UNDER THE CUT
I envision a world where Yashiro calls Sugimoto to find the guns, then rolls up his sleeves and tends to Doumeki’s fever for the entire chapter.
Absolutely wonderful translation! Thank you for your hard work! 🙇♀️
Chapter 63 previews are out!!!
Title page-
"I don’t know what it is I want.”
Manga page 1
“It’s been a long time since I heard him make that kind of strained voice.”
“I thought everything had changed. Was I wrong?”
Manga page 2
“If he hadn’t changed…”
“If he were still the way he was back then…”
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I'm SO HAPPY to see Yashiro again 😭♥️
And he is actually thinking about Doumeki's actions last chapter!! You are SO CLOSE to the truth Yashiro 🤞🤞
!Spoiler chapter 63¡
Another race begins until the arrival of the complete chapter 63. Yashiro is analyzing Doumeki's behavior. Once again, the question of whether people change arises. My answer for Tsunakawa has always been YES YES YES 🤣🤣🤣
Two interesting things in the same scene. Yashiro is back in the same position she was in during her adolescence.
And Yoneda sensei also wanted to participate in his own way in the Frieren challenge??? 😅😅😅
I eagerly await the publications of those who translate and can shed more light on what is happening.
Chapter 62 sneak peek ✨
Yoooo, chapter 62 is nearly here and the Saezuru comic official twitter account posted the first sneak peek. ^^
It's below the cut for those who wish to avoid all spoilers.
Thank u🥹🩶🩶
!Second saezuru spoiler! with my beautiful Doumeki on the cover 🥰
We already have the second spoiler for Saezuru and it's titled something like: Intertwining duty and feelings. It's interesting because there are a few lines under the title that explain the texture of this words. Doumeki also returns to the black tie, unlike the cover, and it finally seems as if Doumeki is in the shade of a protective tree... Yashiro, Tsunakawa? We'll see. With these advances, I think the moment of truth has arrived for Doumeki. Being part of Sakuraika was only a means to an end, being in Yashiro's world. Now he travels with Kamiya, I suppose to define his future... By the way, although Kageyama is not a saint of my devotion, I appreciate his infinite concern for Doumeki's health, which is what they talk about in these scenes. P.S.: Is Kamiya afraid of meeting Yashiro? hahaha
How can we be together?
That's the title of Yoneda's new chapter 61, and all I can think about is Doumeki being abandoned by Sakuraika again and Yashiro taking him under her wing. We'll see what happens in this chapter because the covers and the insides of the chapters are parallel stories, hahaha. You never know.
I hope you're right! I really want to see Doumeki became Yashiro's bodyguard again. ☺️
How can we stay together?
Domeki:
You… damn it…
Did you get shot?
The sec preview is out😭🩶
PREVIEW FOR CHAPTER 61 IS OUT!!
Doumeki: "Yashiro-san, aren't you going to ask? /you're not going to ask?"
PLEASE ASK YASHIRO FFS
PLEASE STAY AND ASK AND LISTEN😭😭🤞
I like how Doumeki is inviting Yashiro to talk and ask. He must be so scared Yashiro is going to be aloof and run off again though😭😭
ASK ASK ASK. 😢😢😢
Summary of Ch 60✨
I finally got my copy of ihr Hertz magazine late last night and I finished all my responsible adult things so now I can write this summary! Sorry it took so long! What a great chapter, it has it all - some sexy bits, some yakuza bits, some angst, and a crazy surprise cliffhanger. If you want to read a summary before the scanlations come out carry on below the break.
SPOILERS AHEAD (also it's kind of long)
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Thank you so much!