Pan Thoughts

Hello, this is a side blog of apanwithapixiecut in which I'm just going to write out my thoughts|They/them/He|Basically my aesthetic blog|Skye|

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A brief smell of something that reminds of a bad memory or event can almost send me to tears. 

[uptional]

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Can’t focus, mind’s going too fast, I’m going too fast. Yet I’m still here, sitting still, doing nothing. Mind is not yet in another universe, but traveling to so. Going in hyperdrive, warpspeed, watching the stars blur by, the days blur by, the people blur by. 

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I do my best thinking at night when everyone else is sleeping. No interruptions. No noise. I like the feeling of being awake when no one else is.

Jennifer Niven, All the Bright Places

[lenfantoff]

[oldstarrss]

So I’ve got new location for a while, which means I’ll have lots of new, deserve things to shoot. I’m excited for it and here is the first photo, a picture of Venus I took last night!

[chanel-tiger]

[cubist]

[i-wildest-dreams]

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Are You Mad At Me? // Thought #16 // @phantomsuggestion

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I Wonder… // Thought #20 // Submitted by: Anonymous

[lilpieceofmyworld]

[a-stupid-crybaby]

i still think about that night, even if you don’t

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We’re close

Entangled in each other

Lips going numb

I’m going numb

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The words squirm, beg, and tries to claw their way out of my throat and into my mouth. They almost make it, but they get jumbled and twisted in knots once they hit my tongue. They form into only two words, those thoughts, those words to: “I’m sorry.” 

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Let’s runaway, let’s leave this town, can we see the world? Can I leave myself behind and become someone else?