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[pansoph]

u may wonder why i reblog so many of my own posts. and i say well. why have a good thought once

[pansoph]

i’ve become afraid again but i know it will not last because a thing like love is a god to me

[outsh]

hi

[distantvoices]

By Félix Dol-Maillot for Heatline Magazine June 2026

Emmanuelle Ramos (Fashion Editor/Stylist), Ellen Walge (Makeup Artist)

[pansoph]

Damn dude took you out to the woodshed wit that comment

i was so hurt i could only respond with sincerity and asked if he could please not bring it up again as it’s actually painful

[anitapallenberg]

Kanawa / The Iron Crown (1972) | Dir. Kaneto Shindō

[pansoph]

they should invent a dating app that only perfect people are allowed to use

[pansoph]

reinstalled dating app yesterday after 5 months and this guy i see every time i’m on there made me want to kill myself this morning

[release-the-sheep]

just witnessed something devastating

guy on the subway with one ear pierced, little gold hoop. other guy on the subway very quickly and subtly googling "which one is the gay ear". it is not the gay ear. visible disappointment on his face as he puts his phone away.

[pansoph]

some days i want a back tattoo other days i remember self portraiture is my art practice and i enjoy being a blank canvas

[achillesinhighheels]

[pansoph]

took my friend out for dinner for helping me fix my car and he put his arm around me a few times and i felt a little

[pansoph]

proud of my grocery haul today (1 trip from the car btw):

3 boxes of blueberries

6 ultra ripe persimmons

2 broccoli

3 corn

1kg tomatoes

eggs (free range)

1kg mandarins

pistachio gelato

coconut water

bacon

parmesan cheese

snack bars

dark chocolate

14% protein pasta

[pansoph]

went for a 3.5k run and hated every minute of it #immunetorunnershigh

[pansoph]

I lost my composure after seeing your selfies im sorry

u are forgiven

[pansoph]

I need you genuinely

what happened to hello.. how are you.. my name is…

[pansoph]

photos i sent to him that he loved + photo from last week HAHAHAHA i miss my summer fling.. i miss summer period