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about me!!!

(18+ please)

im ray/rat, 25, canadian, they/them, queer

i post about mcr a lot

mutuals can ask about my nsfw blog and/or my instagram

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MCR eras: revenge (+happy birthday revenge!) x x x

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transjudas

making a new post because the other one is a few months old now. i’m a trans masc with mental health and (seemingly ever being added to) physical health issues that have made it impossible for me to work for a while now and i’m coming to terms recently with the fact that i won’t be able to for a while now (i feel like it’s too early to say ever). i have chronic migraines, ibs, dental issues as a result of my mental health issues, chronic wrist pain due to tendon issues that make gripping and lifting difficult as it affects my grip. i also recently hurt my lower back to the point it’s really painful especially standing/walking much and bending and so between my depression and adhd i’m struggling to even get basic tasks done lately.

i’ve been advised to do physical therapy for my back and am waiting to hear back about injections for my wrist but i also do not drive so it’s difficult either getting friends to take me or affording ubers.

because i’m not working i’m also struggling to buy basic meals for myself and medications. for weekly grocery shopping i am never able to get enough food to get me through the week so that i’m actually eating enough. i do have an interview to see if i can get food assistance but that is at the end of the month and i’m not sure if i should even expect to get them.

and if anyone could help at all, or signal boost. it would be very much appreciated. unfortunately trying to get better or even just baseline live is fucking expensive and i’m just constantly stressed and anxious.

my pp: x

venmo: justmileshere

transjudas

i have an appointment this upcoming thursday with a back specialist for my lower back pain and my friend who usually tries to help with taking me to appointments doesn’t have the gas money so i’ll need to uber. my back pain has been so bad the last few days especially that i couldn’t finish my grocery shopping on saturday and i need to make this appointment. it’s about $30 to get there and $30 to get back. if anyone could help even by signal boosting, it means a lot