A BURST OF LAUGHTER escaped his mouth, dredged up at the expense of the younger tiguri’s facetious demeanor, and as he reached forward to ruffle the boy’s dark brown hair, a grin curled Ki-Woong’s lips. Leave it to his baby brother to finagle some modicum of amusement from a relatively large arsenal of negative emotions — primed to erupt at the smallest provocation. What other reason could he possibly have for wanting to play along? “Boy, do I look like I need your money?” Loaded question — his worn jeans and faded gray t-shirt didn’t exactly give off the very tricky and often byzantine impression of wealth. But hey, appearances could be misleading. “I don’t care about money or how much you make.” If it was enough to live on, who was he to judge? “All I care about is your happiness — and maybe a slice of banana bread every now and then. Care to treat me to one?”
ANYTHING to take his mind off of Junsu. So what if the human’s words still r a n g through his MIND, making that godawful racket?
IF he could just stay busy — keep his thoughts away from forbidden territory … Was that too much to ask? Well, to hell with that. It was a done deal. “Really? That’s it?” Ki-Woong gave him such a look of disappointment that one could swear the air practically seethed with it; such was the strength of his determination to mask the pain of having no other choice but to perpetuate this distasteful separation — at the behest of his own human charge. “I guess,” he mumbled, soft enough to skate the very outskirts of human hearing. Their hearing range was ridiculously limited. But thankfully, Jin wasn’t human … so at least Ki-Woong wasn’t expected to carry a normal tone when all he wanted to do was feign ignorance — or change the damn subject.
And at last — Jin provided him with the opportunity to do just that.
“Don’t I?” A grim frown flashed over the older tiguri’s face, and he took the necessary steps to face Jin properly, bringing his hands up to cup his chin. “Tell me the truth, Jin.” Ki-Woong held his gaze, amber eyes burning at the thought of someone hurting his brother. “Are you in trouble?”
▎pouting at having his hair ruffled, jin-woon hastily ducked out of the path of ki-woong’s hand and held his own hands up, as if intending to keep his brother and closest confidante from invading his own personal bubble. “kind of? — i mean, you look like the kind of weirdo who sits in the park all day, begging for loose change,” he said teasingly, having entirely too much fun poking fun at ki-woong. and since his brother wasn’t the type to take offense at every little joke made at his expense, it made the situation all the better, the mental image proving amusing enough that it even managed to coax a giggle from him — allowing him the chance to forget (for a time) about his own personal, bloodthirsty shadow; a nearly impossible feat, seeing as the revenant was never far from his thoughts, something the older tiguri could obviously pick up on.
“i am happy,” jin-woon hastened to assure him, not wanting to cause the only person in the entire world who loved him unconditionally (without expecting anything in return) any unnecessary worry. “it’s a huge adjustment, moving to an unfamiliar city. but i’ll get used to it.” he would have to, considering what was at stake. because if there was one thing he refused to give up, it was his freedom.
▎“that depends,” he added after a brief moment of contemplation, one corner of his mouth flicking up into a playful half-smile. “what’re you willing to trade for a slice of banana bread?”
his smile faltered, however, when ki-woong brought into question his state of well-being, wanting to flinch away from his brother’s gentle but firm touch, suddenly more interested in watching the family of two he’d been photographing earlier. “i—i,” he started to deny, but for some reason, he couldn’t force the rest of the words out — and so he fell silent, awkwardly shuffling his feet as he tried to come up with an excuse, any excuse, that could explain away his sudden bout of nervousness.