Reblog if you would be devastated if you found out one of your followers committed suicide.
don’t you dare not reblog!!!!!!
If you don’t reblog this I’m judging you.
Just one.
NEVER EVER EVER STOP REBLOGGING THIS EVER
Tempted.
I would be devastated. You are all precious cinnamon rolls. I’m here to chat whenever.
IF YOU EVER HAVE A THOUGHT LIKE THAT YOU MESSAGE ME. I COULDN’T IMAGINE LOSING ONE OF YOU TO THAT
I fucking love you so much. Never ever forget that.
Guys, if you EVER need someone to talk to, I’m here for you. DM me on Instagram @mayajanew17
I LOVE U ALL SO MUCH PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE MESSAGE ME I WILL STAY UP AND TALK TO YOU NO MATTER WHAT. YOU ARE IMPORTANT TO ME AND YOU HAVE A PURPOSE. NEVER EVER FORGET THAT.
iF ANYONE ONE OF YOU EVER EVEN THINKS ABOUT DOING THAT COME TALK TO ME AND WE’LL TALK THROUGH IT AND WOW I JUST CARE ABOUT EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU SO MUCH THAT IF I LOST ONE OF YOU IT WOULD FUCKING DESTROY ME
Please don’t leave me and I love yous so much. I can send you links for help. This pain will pass just hang in there
I’m here if you need me, anyone! I’ve been close to this, I know how you’ve been feeling, I am HERE TO TALK IF YOU NEED TOO! <3
I’D FUCKING LOSE IT
I would cry and feel like I should’ve interacted more. Invited you to talk.
Okay, listen, while I appreciate the sentiment of “if you ever feel like this message me” life is not a fan fiction.
They’re not going to have a little chit chat and suddenly have an epiphany that they don’t actually want to kill themselves and when that happens they will keep messaging you, someone they barely know who is most likely not a trained professional in the slightest, should not be helping those seriously planning to committing suicide or having suicidal ideations.
If you are feeling suicidal message me if you want me to help you get help, but as far as me personally being someone to comfort you, I can’t take on the mental pressure of constantly talking you away from the ledge, because you deserve a lot more than a panicked teenager just repeating sappy taglines haphazardly as sad and distressed attempt to get you not to kill yourself.
Want me to help you calm down enough and give you guidance to call a hotline? Yes.
Want me to help you contact a guardian of sorts or to personally contact your guardian? Absolutely.
But if you are a danger to yourself, a random person on the Internet that you mutually reblog posts from is not someone you want to put that kind of pressure on. I care about all of you like my own god damn family and if you have anxiety or any other issues I’m here, but if you are a legitimate danger to yourself and you are having suicidal ideations you need to talk to someone who is a lot more equipped mentally/professionally than a desperate teenager.
PLEASE, IF YOU ARE SUICIDAL CALL A HOTLINE WHERE PROFESSIONALS WILL HELP YOU OR CONTACT A FRIEND/GUARDIAN IRL THAT WILL MAKE SURE YOU DON’T DO HARM TO YOURSELF.
I’d be so fucking upset to hear about any of you committing suicide.
A majority of the time people do so because they never got the help they needed.
USA/English: 1-800-273-8255
Spanish: 1-888-628-9454
Lifeline ofrece 24/7, gratuito servicios en español, no es necesario hablar ingles si usted necesita ayuda.
Deaf/Hard of hearing: 1-800-799-4889
(here) is a link to an online chat if you don’t want to call someone (I believe these are USA based? I have not personally used them), the chats take some time to get to and if you want me to just talk with you until someone gets to you I’d be more than happy to do so.
Please feel free to add on services based in your country/language
Again, I am always here to talk to, but some conversations are too important to be having with just anyone, please stay safe lovelies and if you need help I will help you get that. :)
GUYS
You guys can come to me if you need to. I promise.
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