❤ PARADISE LOVER

visual diary of a girl who was never really loved....

[thoughtkick]

“If you’re brave enough to say “goodbye” life will reward you with a new “hello”.”

— Paulo Coelho

[ishikorokoroishi]

“ Butterfly   ”

Photo by Ishikoro. Japan.

Love & Peace!

[rosyblooms]

“I remember crying over you and I don’t mean a couple of tears and I’m blue. I’m talking about collapsing and screaming at the moon.”

— The Avett Brothers, Tear Down the House

[paradiselover]

Again

I don't know how I could be so blind again. I should have kept her. But I didn't decide quick enough. My head was filled with my other concerns; she went into the back of my thoughts. My financial worries, busy getting everything posted & sold. It's my fault, and no one is to blame for my broken heart. I broke my own heart. I have been crying for days. I miss her. She was a little angel. She was so perfect. Why didn't I act faster? Same with Ocean. I am always making the same mistakes. God, I don't know why I don't think or remember how terrible it is to miss an animal you have imprinted on. I did violence to my heart again. God, I have missed this blessing.

[frachella]

@tessguinery 

[catharinethegreat]

“I see you everywhere, in the stars, in the river, to me you’re everything that exists; the reality of everything.”

— Virginia Woolf, Night and Day 

[paradiselover]

Silent Killers

what we don't know can silently & slowly k!ll us inside, or is the not knowing that keeps us alive? sane? I have not heard back from the rescue about where Ocean ended up. maybe they do not want to tell me out of spite, because I asked for foster help initially. that's cruel. people really do love to make other people suffer. how is that "human"? isn't humanity supposed to be defined as beings possessing empathy & kindness, which differentiates us from other species? I have pondered this for a few years more heavily than before. so much that I am regretting going to graduate school to become a social worker. I really don't want anything with people or "humans". they are cruel; they are selfish. I wish I had dedicated my life to animals or the earth. anyway, Ocean wherever you are, I hope you are okay. I will stay in this abyss of not knowing. there you will find me.

[cuntamination]

[fuckyeahrumi]

“There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are messengers of overwhelming grief…and unspeakable love.”

— Rumi (via dianelaura)

[urbanoutfitters]

[reccord]

Visit Original Link

coldplay // the scientist

[johnbphotography]

Washington, 2025

[paradiselover]

if this will be your life, i couldn't be happier for you ... i will still imagine you in my backyard though. you carry a piece of my heart forever

[hotandfunnywomen]

Britney Spears, Blender Magazine (2003)

[perrfectly]

“Love the animals, love the plants, love everything. If you love everything, you will perceive the divine mystery in things. Once you perceive it, you will begin to comprehend it better every day. And you will come at last to love the whole world with an all-embracing love.”

—

[zarb]

[paradiselover]

I owe it to him to live fully now. If things were different, he’d stay with me forever.

[paradiselover]

I miss him