(Due to sudden miracles I am now unkillable)

chime/chimes, it/its, or mirror pronouns | 穢れ

[paradoxkin]

V (& OTHERS)

IT/ITS, CHIME/CHIMES, MIRROR PRONOUNS

I AM AN ADULT FOR MY SPECIES! I PREFER IF ONLY OTHER ADULTS INTERACT (+18)

queer, Mad, plural, spiritual, not human

website | substack | donate | strawpage

my experience with gender and sexuality is complicated. I may eventually coin terms for my own descriptive use, but for now I am largely unlabeled aside from "queer." Because of my experiences with the trans community I no longer identify as trans, although my experience is trans-adjacent and love my trans siblings nonetheless.

I have severe misophonia and hyperacusis. I vent about my triggers.

other blogs

@presentabsence - spiritual blog

@officialhvrts - music project

@godsnest - worldbuilding/writing project

[thingsfromthedirt]

Spencer Gifts unicorn cup (1982)

[weepingwidar]

Yannis Psychopedis (Greece, 1945) - From the Sensual Elpenor series (2010)

[naga-noia]

if a trans man tells you that certain things you’re saying/doing are making him uncomfortable, or is trying to tell you the ways in which he experiences marginalization, your first instinct should be to listen to him. full stop. you should be listening to trans men. thats it. if the idea of doing so makes you roll your eyes or feel the need to start debating, something has gone terribly, terribly wrong

[morggo]

2026 - 2025 - 2024 - 2023

in spite of it all, happy 2026 pride.

you can download current and past hi-res versions of these over at my ko-fi (ok to print for personal use): https://ko-fi.com/mxmorgan/shop/freedownloads

you can also snag shirts here which go to various orgs: https://mxmorgan.threadless.com/collections/pride

these get reposted a whole lot from here to reddit to twitter to tiktok and on and on, and i don't personally care whether or not i'm credited. i made these for everyone to use, enjoy, and find meaning in them. i appreciate folks who do credit me, but if able, please at least link to the threadless shop in the previous post - folks can get an official shirt where 90% of earnings go to trans led orgs focused on mental health (which is an important matter in general, but very personal to me) and not from a scam bot site selling AI-churned maga garbage where you probably won't get one anyway. i also suggest downloading the files from my ko-fi - they are free/PWYW and you can use them to make your own shirt, patch, embroidery project, whatever. tips are always nice, cuz i do like a pizza now and then, but never required for download.

final thought - breaking the pride tradition and more than likely won't make a new piece. the top one from TDOV is all i'm making this year. i have my focus on other projects currently and i don't want to force a poster design. these came from a specific head space and my current head space is Very Tired lmao so i wanna work on other things. 👍

[slopforhogs]

Japanese boar (Sus scrofa leucomystax) with leucism

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[gaydiation-poisoning]

It would kill half the 19-25 year olds online to realize "I can't help it I have trauma" is one of THE quintessential abuser excuses

[gaydiation-poisoning]

Like there is a difference between "My trauma creates impulsive urges and has changed my instinctive reactions to be irrational, I need to relearn shit." vs "I'm traumatized so I Can't Help It and you're not allowed to expect better of me"

[lolcatsaestheticdump]

[hellagross]

[fredersen]

btw if you are a trans man or transmasc reading this right now YOU 🫵‼️ make the world a brighter and more beautiful place by staying alive another day. you are NOT hurting anyone by being your gender and anyone who tells you so is a fucking moron NEVER KILL YOURSELF!!!!!!!

[archivearchangelica]

Charm Vending Machine, 2003

[forestgreenandgray]

Hey do you know what rumination is?

Rumination is probably the most common type of OCD compulsion, but I rarely see anyone talking about it. I've talked to multiple people diagnosed with OCD who didn't even recognize it as a compulsion.

Basically, if you have OCD you have terrible intrusive thoughts. They can be about anything, but common themes are fear of being a bad person, fear of hurting someone, fear of contamination. etc.

Rumination is when you get stuck in a spiral. Rumination is when you spend hours catastrophizing, overthinking, analyzing, telling yourself it's going to be okay.

I'll say it again:

Rumination is a compulsion.

Rumination is a compulsion, and that means you have to stop doing it.

I did ERP (exposure response prevention) for my OCD with a therapist! For 9 months! And it did help, but the idea didn't really click until I found this website a couple years later.

And Oh My God. It made things make so much more sense, and I was able to pull myself out of an episode even though I wasn't in therapy or on meds at the time.

Genuinely if you have OCD, or even if you suspect you have OCD, I'm begging you to read some of these articles.

Like this was genuinely life changing for me.

Here are some of the ones that were most helpful to me:

Defining Rumination

How to Stop Ruminating

ERP Exercises for Compulsive Rumination

What to Do When You're Triggered

[quietlymakingsomeart]

words by ethel cain collage by quietlymakingsomeart

[bison2winquote]

- Vega Fabio La Cerda, Street Fighter Alpha 3 (Capcom)

[miquellakind]

successive attacks.

[miquellakind]

until you learn!

[miquellakind]

its sort of never going to be like this again which is fine

[blumineck]

I have done some weird trickshots, and some difficult trickshots, but that last one is the most of both I’ve ever put together!