in the middle;

I'm inlove with places I've never been and attached to people I've never met.

[thepersonalquotes]

[parallelyssesm]

Bakit pakiramdam ko kasalanan ko talaga lahat? Thinking about my past relationships, pakiramdam ko talaga ako yung nagkulang kaya sila nawala. Hahaha, nakakabaliw din pala.

[thepersonalquotes]

[thepersonalquotes]

[parallelyssesm]

and there will be nights wherein you'll never understand why you stay wide awake thinking about something that is already a lost cause

[definitelyhandsome]

i’m kinda fragile but shattered inside.

[thepersonalquotes]

[thepersonalquotes]

[pre-party]

[poems-and-words]

Book of the day: The Last Mile by David Baldacci

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[chavvesty]

“i don’t care,” i say, caringly, as i care deeply

[parallelyssesm]

For some unknown reason..

I suddenly feel sad. Hehe, I don't know. I don't know if it's about me not getting enough volleyball that I've been craving for about 3 weeks now.. or if it's about my favorite stories being unpublished.. or if it's about me not getting the I love you too from the person I've been expecting it to come from. Our trainings are cancelled before the finals exam up to the finals week because we need to study (tho i didn't, lol). After finals week, there are several plays that our team got invited to but I wasn't able to attend because of the requirements of OJT and we started our OJT earlier than others. Today, I was supposed to play but something occured which did not gave me a chance to play. I don't know why is my mind clouded with thoughts that are not even happening yet. I want to clear my mind and by that, I mean, I want to sweat it out. I want to focus my mind in harships and pain. The physical kind of pain. I want to sweat. it. out. And now I wanted to cry for not getting the chance to play or to have someone to atleast jog with me. Wow, self, you're freakishly weird. (A nonsense post, I just need to vent this out.)

[sinfullvibes]

half of me is a hopeless romantic and the other half of me is, well, an asshole

[memoryslandscape-deactivated202]

It was the time of year, the time of day, for a small insistent sadness to pass into the texture of things. Dusk, silence, iron chill. Something lonely in the bone.

Don DeLillo, from White Noise (Viking Press, 1985)

[goddesszilla]

If you are wanting a relationship, make sure it’s with someone who will go to war with you and is brave enough to see it till the end. Too many casualties happen when we step into relationships with no intent to finish the race together.

T. B. Laberge (via xdonyaina)

[lifeinpoetry]

And I still love you like the river / in the rain

June Jordan, from “Wasted,” Directed By Desire: The Collected Poems of June Jordan (via vecelle)

[parallelyssesm]

I should be sleeping but here I am thinking about what should I be doing on the court if we were on a game. I miss trainings. Hay, di bale next week meron na ulit.

[parallelyssesm]

Main motivation to graduate:

My parents promised me a Harry Potter book set.