ParanoiaEuphoriaa

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[paranoiaeuphoriaa]

[[MORE]]love making myself food then feeling like I don’t deserve it so I end up putting it back in the fridge or throwing it away if it can’t be leftovers

[seelywights]

Riley always checks to see if you are as happy to go on a walk as she is 💖

[hobnob-69]

How is your husband?

He should be fine I left him with enough food and water for a week

[the-real-santino-rice]

That was two weeks ago

[hobnob-69]

Oh god no let me go check on him

[hobnob-69]

By Talos this can’t be happening

[the90swerentreal]

[teenagerposts]

person: you’re pretty cool!

me: oh my god prepare to be very disappointed

[dankmemeuniversity]

[acedious-deactivated20210302]

Jason Derulo falling down the Met Gala stairs

[midnightcowg1rl-deactivated2020]

This is camp.

[skeffz]

p sure that’s not derulo lol?

[paranoiaeuphoriaa]

Me: “I don’t think I could ever hate myself more than I do right now”

My brain: “surprise lol”

[paranoiaeuphoriaa]

why the heck is tumblr not posting half of what I write

[homunculus-argument]

Story idea: The most wanted woman in town has announced that she’ll only marry the one who can open her front door with the key around her cat’s neck. Many men try to hunt the cat down, chase and trap it, but to no avail, the cat is simply too quick, smart and clever, and always finds a way to evade and avoid them.

 You are the first one to figure out the obvious: Do not chase the cat. The cat is befriendable. Get the cat to trust you, to genuinely enjoy your company, and you can hang out with the cat. You may eventually be allowed to touch the cat. The cat will freely let you take the key.

 Secondary plot twist: The woman is a shapeshifter. She is the cat.

[browntiger15-deactivated2020110]

That’s some legit fairy tale level shit right there.

[foodchewer]

i put the hot in photo

[dyke-city]

I thought this said “I put the hot in potato”

[paranoiaeuphoriaa]

I wish I could just pay for a plane ticket and go somewhere I’ve never been before and experience something bigger than myself

god how I wish I were anyone but myself these last few days

I don’t know what’s wrong with me but I’m not excited about anything anymore

I’ve been waiting over a year for a bird and it’s finally happening and I’ll be bringing him home in about two weeks and for some reason

I’m not excited

And that scares me so much

I don’t know what changed in me but something did and now I just want to get away and do something different

Be someone else

[paranoiaeuphoriaa]

I was being TOLD to because my friend already logged out and disappeared

sorry to say this but your streak is gonna die

[paranoiaeuphoriaa]

Everyone wanting me to fix their problems

To talk them down from the edge, to listen to them overreact and complain about something, complain about their abusive relationship that they won’t fix, want me to keep streaks going, not even ASKING how I’m doing

I can’t even tell you the last time someone asked me how I was and genuinely hecking cared about that

It’s like it’s expected of me to be the therapist and fix everyone and it’s stressing me out so much

What if I can’t talk them down from the edge

What if I can’t fix their relationship

What if I can’t fix it

It’s starting to feel

No

It feels like it’s my job to fix everything and it’s not

I want myself back

I want to be able to go to bed without 30+ texts from people wanting me to fix something

I want to be able to wake up without 30+ more texts about a new thing they want me to fix

I’m not a therapist

It’s not my job to fix anyone’s anything

I want myself back from this because it’s getting too hecking much for me to handle

I have a life and I have stuff going on too that no one cares to ask about or understand

I tell people and I get a one worded reply back or told that I’m overreacting

No one knows what it’s life being in my life and I want it back to myself

I don’t want to feel responsible for everyone else’s happiness

I don’t want to feel like I HAVE to listen to this super heavy stuff and try and save someone’s life

It’s getting too much for me

I’m only one person and my brain is being stuffed will all of this heavy from everyone else and I’m barely feeling like myself now

I was going to turn my phone off for one day until I was purseueded to answer my friend who blew up my phone

And you know what it was

Asking me to keep streaks with someone for them because they and their abusive partner are going somewhere without WiFi

No.

I need myself back. People are relying on me to make them happy and fix them and even if it’s as something as stupid as a streak

I’m sorry but I can’t

I can’t do it anymore

[weloveshortvideos]

dogs are so pure

[sushinfood]

this dog is literally trying to lie about not digging a hole

i love this dog

[paranoiaeuphoriaa]

I’d like to personally thank the universe for giving me the ugly

[heavenlybrendon]

Brendon talking about his jury duty experience (April 16th, 2019)

[sfthearts]

I was watching when he was talking about it and you can tell even now it shakes him up to talk about.

[cfvn-deactivated20221114]

Probably just another reason why he took that k****y situation so V seriously.  

[sfthearts]

And I’m so fucking glad he did. I have so much respect for him for how swiftly that was handled.