So I’ve basically been gone for almost 3 months now and the reason is because uni started and my dumbass chose architecture.It’s consuming all my time and I barely have time to sleep or eat so anyone who’s going to choose this major,just don’t. If you want your social life to disappear and to be consumed by every aspect of school you can possibly think of, then do it.
I’m sorry to be gone and I’m afraid to tell you that I will be gone because three weeks of finals is approaching and I have a very important test on monday for geometry that i have no idea of,so bare with me.
Ok so I know I’ve been gone for a long while now and i’m sorry to everyone who didn’t get a post back on their requests.I started studying architecture 2 weeks ago and it’s super busy so I’m sorry again for the late replies for the messages as well.I don’t know how long I’ll be gone but wish me luck because all of the courses are killing me.
“The small acts of tenderness like his warm hand on her waist made the night sky even more magical than it already was...”
The clock slowly ticked, impatience filling the heart of the only soul inside the spacious room. The room was hot, hotter than usual but the wind coming from the window made it alright. You shifted on the couch, the waiting had you shifting from position to position.
You had been waiting for Chanyeol for a bit too long than usual. He was supposed to pick you up half an hour ago for a date from his place. Both of your lives had been hectic for the last couple of months, filled with too much work and no time for each other than the night when he would hold you close. He was busy in a way that he was gone most days whereas you often worked through the night and so it eliminated any chance of getting together.
It wasn’t the sex you wanted at this point but his touch, the tenderness of his voice and the small acts like when he would hold your hand, you were that desperate. While you laid on the couch and thought about how much you missed him dearly, the bell rang.
With excitement and rush, you walked towards the door to greet the boyfriend you missed the most. Opening the door, you didn’t even have time to react when he pulled you in for a hug. Getting lost in his embrace, you hugged him back with a chuckle while his caramel smell was all you could comprehend.
“I missed you, too.” you breathed out when he let go after what felt like a short minute.
He gave you a chuckle before kissing your temple, not letting go of you in any way since he missed the simplicity of holding your hands. You tried to get him in the apartment by pulling him towards you but he didn’t even move and laughed, you just pouted.
“Come inside.” you said, looking up at his face.
“Let’s go outside, I wanna take you somewhere.” he said, kissing your nose after he was done. You felt his hands massage your arms and all you felt was pure bliss, you nodded.
Normally, you both preferred staying in since it was only the two of you, nothing to cover while the sound of tv created white noise as he held you close. But you were okay with anything now that he was right in front of you as he massaged your hands and you gave in with a smile.
He pulled into another hug, this was a long one where you felt his heartbeat right under your ears.This was home, for what felt like an eternity you had been looking for this and there it was, right under your hands while you felt the material of his hoodie against your fingers.
After breaking out from his embrace, you both walked down towards the garage of the apartment he was living in, it was quite the luxury place. Never letting go of his hand, your eyes didn’t leave his either. This was what you had been missing and it felt too good.
With his hand in yours the whole ride, you watched the trees and the buildings pass by you in the car as he spoke to you about his day, adding how much he missed you every few minutes, earning a giggle from you without a fail. You enjoyed the sweetness and the familiarity of his company as he pulled into an amusement park.
You chuckled and gave him a peck on the lips after getting out of the car. The cotton candy clouds filled your vision right before he took your hand and walked through the entrance. Unlike the usual you, you were excited for this. Walking through the place, all sorts of things came to your vision.
Your hand pointed out to every ride you found amusing while your boyfriend either agreed or just chuckled. When the ferris wheel came to your vision, your eyes widened while all you did was to run towards the huge figure of metal with him holding your hand, you were basically dragging him along but that was the usual tone of things.
You had missed this, his hand on yours while all you thought about were simple things like whether you wanted cotton candy or popcorn, maybe both. His smell was always around you today, the caramel mist of his perfume mixing with his natural scent to create something you didn’t want to get out of.
Soon you were sitting next to him on the ride, there was comfort and ease at the hour while your hand still remained in his while his two hands came to clasp yours in a small fist. You put your head on his shoulder, feeling the calmness of his body against yours while he planted a kiss on your head.
There was nothing you wanted to say, nothing you needed to say. Moments like this was why you still called him your home. Life was hectic, sure it was hard to even call each other sometimes because there was so much this world demanded from you that you often lost yourself in it but moments like this grounded you back to where you were, to who you were.
“I missed this.” you said, almost a whisper but he would hear because you were close.
“I did too, darling.” he said, his deep voice made you melt a little before he hugged you behind and you laid on top of him while his embrace welcomed you, a chuckle escaping his lips.
The night sky remained dark while the wheel moved, countless neon lights under on the ground catching your eye while the sounds of laughter and victory filled your ear. The moment was too good for you to let go but the ride was almost over. He realized your small pout, almost a sign of disappointment.
You got up slowly while the guy opened the door for you to get out but a hand pulled you back into the ride, Chanyeol placed you so close to him you could feel his heartbeat.
“We’ll ride again.” he said to the guy while you gave him a kiss on the cheek, a cheerful sound coming from your mouth. Your hand rested on his thigh and back while he took your hand on his, intertwining fingers while your face was inches away from his before you put it on his shoulder.
“I dream about you.” he spoke out of a sudden, you gave him a hum and a chuckle, finding it sudden and adorable in a way.
“You do?” you spoke right next to his ear, the hot breath you released hitting his nerves just the right way.
“Always, sometimes when you’re near me so when I wake up and see you, I’m over the moon.” he said, he wasn’t looking at you since you were sitting right next to him and his eyes were on the night sky.
He was a gentleman, you had learned this from the first time you had gone out. It was the attention to detail he gave whether it was holding his jacket over your shoulders when it had rained or his mannerism while he sat in front of you on the table that day. It was a lovely dinner you never got to forget and hoped you wouldn’t.
You didn’t know if something like his love would cross your path again, you had been lucky for the first time. You loved him, a little too much and knowing that he loved you back from his words and actions was a rare occasion and you knew it too well. You hugged him tighter, not wanting to let go while a sigh escaped your lips, it was one of relief.
He hugged you back, softly as to make sure you didn’t break. He knew of the stress you had endure and the things you had to go through which was why you were so busy but he had no intention of letting you go and slip his hands, he loved and cherished you a little too much to do that.
So you sat on the ferris wheel with moon kissing your face as the person you loved the most held you, this was peace.
“It was the unseen part of the nights that held the two together, the thrill of living in the shadows ..”
He stayed seated, watching a group of women pass by like it was an every day occurrence. The new blossomed flowers caught his gaze, how free they were. The castle was surrounded with new blossoming trees of all kinds, something his mom, the queen, had the idea of doing to lighten up the atmosphere as the only color of the castle seemed too dull for her eyes.
There were rituals being performed while he stayed seated, next to his father and mother. This was supposed to be an important event, something the women were supposedly preparing for a long time. The traditional music didn’t interest him, although he admitted that the dances seemed entertaining.
Today was the day he chose the girl. As the prince, he was ought to be the king someday and his father insisted that that time was soon, there could be no king without his queen and so, there had been more than a couple of dozen girls who appeared in front of him, giving him smiles and all the best they got for the past three hours.
His father interrupted his thoughts, he was too deep into thinking about how horrible the whole situation was instead of living it. “Winwin, any lady you’re interested?” his father asked, clear and simple.
Was he interested?
No, not even a little. He had no romantic interests in women until now, it wasn’t soon that he was going to have it either. He didn’t want this, the amount of efforts people put into looking and acting good made him feel guilty of all the times he said okay to his family about a tradition but being the prince, he had no other choice but to oblige.
He wasn’t living a lie or felt uncomfortable, but there was something in him that was a bit fidgety about this, this wasn’t at the top of his list of things to do. He had to do this and so he shook his head, being honest to his father about this while the ceremonies went on and on, this was getting too long.
At the end of the day, he had told his father the names of the dancers he liked, their dancing was captivating yet there was no sign of a heartthrob for Winwin. He had to say something to his father, at least give a sign of interest to make sure all the efforts were received by him.
He walked towards the balcony on the floor, it was a shared one with all the other rooms since the royals were the only ones staying on the floor. He sighed, watched the clouds move with ease while his chest grew heavy. He wasn’t hopeless, not all the way but he didn’t want the lack of interest to feel like a torture.
Looking down, he heard a few sounds that were almost too familiar. The sounds of a few horses and armors were all that he could hear while his eyes rested on someone his heart was content to see. The redheaded boy took his armor off, thanking the servants as usual while he made his way up, his brother on his side while the king welcomed him.
He smiled to himself, the memories of last summer coming back while he slowly made his way downstairs, making sure that he would sound confident when he spoke because his heart was a bit shaky while he walked down the stairs.
The redheaded boy’s name was Taeyong, a prince from a close kingdom he met last year. Their fathers knew each other as kings, had even been to some battles together but Winwin had met Taeyong last year at a ball, something the king threw for summer.
The first time Winwin had seen Taeyong, he was wearing all white, hair slicked back at one side while the other side of his face was framed perfectly with his hair. He was wearing gold rings, details along his red hair that made him look somewhat like an angel at first glance.
Dozens of princesses were dying to dance with him that day but instead, Winwin had found the handsome prince at the forest nearby. Winwin approached him that day for the first time, a little hesitant at first but the prince was very friendly with Winwin, he told him all about why he didn’t dance, and all about himself too.
The redheaded prince had no interest in dating nor girls, he simply wanted to be free. Soon, Winwin learned that he was excellent at archery from a match they did and he was athletic, too. The freest soul Winwin had ever seen was at his door again today.
Taeyong had his usual blue armor today with a matching smile. Winwin smiled, hugged the person he missed while his father stood there proudly, of his son and the alliance between the two kingdoms. It wasn’t everyday the king saw Winwin like this, all friendly and happy.
Sure, Winwin was a highly sophisticated prince who was wanted by women from all the kingdoms, he had a reputation and enormous amount of wealth but he wasn’t the best at conversations. Years of being the prince had taught him a few things but it was only until a certain point he could go.
So when he talked to Taeyong, the easiness and how natural it felt drew the prince to the other. He didn’t figure out what the happy aura he got when he talked to the other prince. There was something about Taeyong that made him feel peaceful, like he wasn’t a prince with more than a thousand responsibilities but just a normal person.
Winwin and Taeyong made their way to the horses, to go out on the forest where they usually would talk. It was their place, where they could say anything they want and need without feeling like they had to hide or filter their words unlike their life on the kingdoms, both very different yet they felt the same things.
Being a young prince had a lot of perks, more than they could both process. So they found comfort in each other, two different experiences yet they were the same. Two hearts felt the burden of carrying the upcoming title of a king, that meant so much more than just taking on a kingdom, it was peoples’ safety and they both felt burdened yet honored.
Soon, they were walking around trees and nervously talking after a long time.
“...I heard you won?” said Winwin to Taeyong, talking about an archery championship between the kingdoms as they walked slowly, horses right by their side.
“Yeah, it was easy.” said Taeyong, sarcastically while Winwin chuckled, he was trying to be funny.
“Too easy,you say?” said Winwin, smiling while Taeyong acked all cocky, not something he was known for.
“The archers around here are quite amateur, I want to play with the big ones.” said Taeyong, something he had kept to himself until now.
Taeyong, unlike what his armor said, was passionate about archery but hid it, it was a sport his father liked but not to a point he would send his son on a travel journey to do so. Winwin sensed this, he was a gentle soul and was good at reading people and since Taeyong didn’t hide anything from him, he could see the passion.
“Why don’t you go?” spoke Winwin, guessing the reason but not having the heart to say it while they sat on a couple big rocks, their horses right behind them.
“My father won’t send me, I can’t go without a partner anyways.” said Taeyong. Winwin hesitated, he didn’t know if Taeyong was inviting him in or just saying it so say it.
Winwin wasn’t the best at being smooth at any means, he was fully capable of forming a good conversation and that was that. He didn’t want to wait another year, a year full of boredom and responsibilities. And so he gathered courage and spoke, with a stern voice and confidence.
“I can go with you.”he said as Taeyong looked up to the prince, hope and gratitude in his eyes for a second before they disappeared.
“You could train me.”he said, explaining himself to the prince before him. Winwin gave Taeyong a generous smile, as to say that he really wanted him to train him.
Taeyong was a simple person, he made definite decisions and was known for his skills so when a prince from a more respected kingdom asked him for training, he was more than happy. Something in him also fluttered, it was Winwin who asked him, not anyone else.
Ever since their meeting last summer, Prince Taeyong took a liking on the youngster next to him. Taeyong knew all about how famous, eligible and elegant Winwin was, it was the way he was raised that made him the noble prince of all the kingdoms.
“I would love that” said Taayong, feeling happy somehow while the two princes made their way back to the castle.
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