midnight musings

It’s a wonder I’m even alive. Sometimes I think that. I think that I can’t believe I haven’t killed myself. But there’s something in me that just keeps going on. I think it has something to do with tomorrow, that there is always one, and that everything can change when it comes. - Augusten Burroughs

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The Columbus Daily Advocate, Kansas, June 7, 1918

And not until the year 2017 will such a thing happen again here. At that future time none of us will care a whoop about it.

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30 weeks vs 9.5 months. Te sure does fly 💙👣 #winstonmichael

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✌🏼️💋💙👣 #winstonmichael #timehop #thenandnow

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All work and no play makes Ashton a very dull girl. #timehop #thenandnow

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If I only do one thing in my life right, I pray that it's help you become the most amazing human being 👣💙 #winstonmichael

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The first belly picture of Winston 💙👣#winstonmichael

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And one day you'll look around and realize that you've stopped running from yourself and this is your life, and the craziest part is you're actually enjoying it 👣💙👪 Farris was right when he said that life moves pretty fast. #timehop #thenandnow

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Somethings change, somethings don't 🍹💜 here's to the heartbreaks, the boys that mended it, and my homegirl 'Rita who has my back whether it's taco Tuesday or not.

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Here I am with a smiling 9 month old dancing to Dave Matthews and Elmo. It's crazy to think of all the things that could have killed me, all the ways I could have killed myself. Babies really do save you and change everything 💙👣 I'm ever so grateful.

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In honor of Valentine's Day, all couples: Make this your status and answer honestly: Who's older? Barry Who was interested first? Him Married? No More sarcastic? I only speak in sarcasm Who makes the biggest mess? Him, I never make messes Who has more tattoos? Neither Better singer? Me Hogs the remote? He does, and he's not even watching anything, just scrolling thru fb holding the remote Better driver? Neither Spends the most? Me, but I do the majority of the household shopping Most common sense? Same What are your middle names? Renee and Barny Do you have any children together ? Our perfect little Winston Did you go to the same school? Negative Who is the most sensitive? Depends Where do you eat out most as a couple? Bars Who has the worst temper? Me, totally me Who does the cooking? Me Who is more social? Me Who is the neat freak? Probably me,as hard as that is to believe Who is the most stubborn? Both of us Who wakes up earlier? Winston, so therefore me lol Who drives ? Neither lol Who picks where you go to dinner? Me, he's King I - Don't - Know Who eats more sweets ? Me

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So much love has found its way back to me 💙👣💜

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Life moves pretty fast #timehop #thenandnow

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Still one of my absolute favorite pictures of me. What a long, strange trip this life has been. #snowmageddon2011 #tbt 📷 : @iamthefiredancer

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Smiley mornings 👣💙 #winstonmichael

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😍💋 #winstonmichael (at Larry's Driftwood Pizza)