ease.

"I’m beginning to know myself. I don’t exist. I’m the space between what I’d like to be and what others made of me. Just let me be at ease and all by myself in my room." fernando pessoa, the book of disquiet

[yoongbeans]

yoongi is having none of your shit today jungkook

[journal1996]

[thevacantheart-cade-blog]

Cade recognized the look of surprise on the other’s face, just wasn’t all that happy to see it. “It was weird, I kissed someone I barely knew. And I didn’t know what to say, so I bolted.” He tried to explain, not sure if it even made any sense. “Are you happy now?”

[parkhyvk-blog]

“No, I’m not.” Whatever was it that had kept him there up until that point having that stupid conversation didn’t hold him back anymore, so he just turned and left. Hyuk didn’t know why exactly he was feeling so pissed, it had literally happened years ago. Just a stupid fucking kiss in the stupid fucking school library. Nothing else. And now he wanted to find something to punch. I liked you. Fucking bullshit.

[kimxminho]

“Many talents,” he confirmed with a mischevious nod. Some things he was talented at couldn’t be mentioned to the public or out loud so he kept them a secret to him. Watching the other, Minho crossed his arms. “You shouldn’t nap here,” he smirked. “It makes you easier to rob. A bench is also not good for your back.”

[parkhyvk-blog]

“Aw, you’re worried about me? How cute.” Hyuk stood up, exhaled loudly, and cracked his neck side to side.“But true. I’ll go back to the dorm to die for a couple hours." he paused, making a 'peace out' motion as he backed away. "Sayonara.” 

[kimxminho]

Minho came to a pause, looking over once he recognised the voice. The last time they had spoken Minho had ended up following him like a puppy wanting to know more about him, now that wasn’t the case. He watched Hyuk, a hint of amusement in his eyes. He wasn’t ashamed of his singing, he was quite good and if he wanted to be a singer then he’d have to be able to sing in front of everyone else. “I have many talents, being annoying in the best talent however,” Minho responded, his voice mocking. “And what about your talents? Do you randomly just appear out of nowhere? Or do you claim everything you touch?” He gestured to the bench the other had been sprawled over.

[parkhyvk-blog]

“Many talents, eh?” he repeated, amused. Hyuk yawned, thinking that he probably should just go to the dorm and sleep properly, on his bed. He stretched dramatically, then lay his arms along the back of the bench.   “You’re the one who randomly appeared out of nowhere. I was here already, minding my own business. Napping.”

[lee-kwangmin]

Lee looked over his shoulder, searching for the librarian. “I usually eat in the library, it’s why I pick the table in the corner because no one can see me there.”

[parkhyvk-blog]

“And she has never caught you? Impressive.”

[kimxminho]

Minho walked around campus, his hands in the pockets of his jackets as he sang his cover of Paper Hearts. He often broke out into song when he thought that no one was watching him - it wasn’t like he was embarrassed, no, he just didn’t want people to think he had any other emotion other than anger. All of his emotions broke through when he sang. Continuing to sing, he wasn’t aware that he no longer was the only one around him much to his own embarrassment.

[parkhyvk-blog]

Hyuk had to open his eyes as he heard singing. He was sprawled out over a bench, trying to take a nap. But of course, someone had to act like life was a freaking Disney musical and break into a song out of the blue. Hyuk was even more surprised as he recognized the voice, which belonged to not one of the drama kids but to freaking Minho. He had absolutely no idea the other had such a good voice. Smirking, he watched Minho walk past him, probably not noticing he was there. “Bravo!" he shouted,grabbing the top of the bench he was laying on and sitting up. "So you have another talent besides being an annoyance? Shocking.”

[parkhyvk-blog]

"‘Are you always a smartass?’ Nope. Sometimes I’m asleep." -- jim butcher, blood rites

park hyuk moodboard -- 1/?

[thevacantheart-cade-blog]

Cade quickly looked up when he moved closer to him and he looked right back into his eyes, trying to hide the nerves that were firing in his mind. “I’m not…” He started but let out a sigh and closed his eyes for a moment. “I liked you. Simple as that.” He told him and crossed his arms, jaw clenched. Honestly, now he was just waiting for the laughter. 

[parkhyvk-blog]

Hyuk blinked, pulling away a little. He pursed his lips, taking in Cade’s words slowly before actually saying anything. “That I could’ve guessed. You french kissed me in the freaking library. But why in the hell didn’t you tell me this before? That’s what I don’t understand.”

[lee-kwangmin]

The guy in front of him didn’t seem exactly social or friendly but Lee didn’t mind. Taking a bag of candy out of his pocket, he popped one into his mouth. “What’s your name?” Lee asked before holding the bag out. “Want one?”

[parkhyvk-blog]

Hyuk’s flickered down to the bag and then back up to the guy. “No, thanks. Better hide that very well. If the librarian sees you with that, she’ll beat your ass.”

[theartistaslyssa-blog]

Reading.. reading always evolved into something else. Especially with her, especially now. The girl sighed low in her chest as she put the pencil down, tracing the drawing she’d just made in the margin of yet another book. Automatically her gaze went around the room to see if the librarian was near. The woman had a short temper and it wouldn’t be the first time she had yelled at Alyssa for drawing in a book that wasn’t hers, or ask her to spend a good fifteen minutes erasing it unless she wanted to pay for the entire book.. Shifting a little in her seat she brushed a couple of curls away from her face, and gave herself another attempt at finishing the chapter. She was on the very last page when a voice broke her concentration, making her eyes wander to whomever had spoken. “Huh?” She asked, mildly confused as she did not immediately see his pointed finger. “Oh.. no, I’m not. Feel free to take it or sit down. Whats it about?” She asked with a soft smile, nodding to the book. The cover was turned away from her so she couldn’t read it. Another student had probably left it there while she was working. 

[parkhyvk-blog]

“Physics” he said, a little distracted. He hesitated for a second, before sitting down on the opposite seat to hers. The book was kinda heavy, and Hyuk just didn't feel like taking it all the way to his table. “Sorry for bothering you. I won’t take long.”

[krpc-deactivated20170103]

“I’m going to do whatever I can to know more about you.”

[parkhyvk-blog]

“Well, you might end up disappointed. I’m not that interesting.”

[krpc-deactivated20170103]

“Too easy. Challenge me. Or I could always go and find out who you are, I knew a few hackers that could easily figure you out.”

[parkhyvk-blog]

“Wow. Hackers. Now that would be cool.”

[krpc-deactivated20170103]

“What do I have to do to earn your name?” He leaned back in the seat. “That you do.”

[parkhyvk-blog]

“Kill a dragon and bring me its head. Or is that too easy?”

[krpc-deactivated20170103]

“I do suppose you’re quite right about that.” His smile widened as he was mimicked by the other. “Your name. Not the name of your voices. You can offer me that. And you can tell me how you know who I am.”

[parkhyvk-blog]

“I’m not giving you my name just like that. Haven’t you noticed that my source of enjoyment is being difficult to people? Besides, you have nothing to give me in return. I have your name.”

[krpc-deactivated20170103]

“Now that took a dark turn. A dark turn but an interesting one. I don’t think it’ll happen either, what a shame. Hmm, not enough but it’s something.”

[parkhyvk-blog]

“Life is full of dark, interesting turns. As a history major, I learn that every day. Hmm. Not enough? What a shame.” he mimicked Taemin’s tone, his smile growing wider. “I have nothing else to offer you.”

[krpc-deactivated20170103]

Taemin’s smile widened in amusement. “If you need help hiding the body I know Minho would help. Unfortunately my brother and I don’t hide bodies.” The writer nodded. “And what about you?” He pointed at him, “Are your pick up lines any good?”

[parkhyvk-blog]

“Well, I can’t ask him because he is the one I actually intend to kill. Of course, he could always go ahead and do me favor by burying himself but I have a feeling that won’t happen. Please. Pick up lines are for the weak. Isn’t my sarcasm and overall smartassery charming enough to you?”